-=| my blind spot |=-

moved.

2005-06-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

moved. kindly relink.
http://scream-city.blogspot.com

lost in marina square with others. lol.

2005-06-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

i'm so so tired.

went to bedok north today with the rest for parade marching drills. did formations till the heart. was really fun. standing beside pauline and jovin is really a joke man. haha. bedok north sec 4s came today! so saw khairul, rafidah and others. (:

it all takes time, yeah?

did flag with my group members at foodcourt nearby. had quite a time. lol. chicken rice from yesterday was still in my stomache. LOL. and charles was being INDECISIVE cause he kept asking me "what should i eat huh??!!"

~~stop teasing me about him. i DONT like him. whats wrong with being normal friends? thanks a lot to all the ppl. hurhur.~~

walked around esplanade thinking there was a concert by ACJC with pauline, khairul, edum and shahirah. turned out dont have. and we decided to eat. and ended up walking in circles getting lost in marina square till we found a 7-11. LOL. then continued in our little maze for like 3 hours. haha. was so tired that we kept sitting down on the floors and people were like giving us the weird look. haha. met up with jiaxing and jiahui later. went home with jiahui and both of us totally conked out on the train with exhaustion.

such a long day. (:

// pau pau?

// cookies. =DD

i repeat. i'm so so tired.

last day as OC. 'screamed' at sec 1s.

2005-06-10T11:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY [sec 1] =DD

today's our last day as the OC probationals. ):

had combine in the morning with some bedok north-ians. festival march and stars and stripes sounded REALLY nice. merry widow too. lol. marching was fun. did formation for 1st and 2nd shape. really cool.

heard the sec 1s play from the hall. it was NICE. compared to the other combines we heard from them. this one was DIFFERENT. it was like a total change. drastic improvement from the flutes, oboe, percussion and definitely the trumpets. was so shocked. ha. now i can almost picture our sec 1 batch joining main band. ((:

was so happy at them till falling in part. the number of them swinging around their bodies, shouting softly and everything was horrifying. happiness level dropped from 99% to 1%. then it all began. jordan pumped them and i literally ~~screamed~~ shouted at the sec 1s till most of the other seniors were shocked stiff. and yaqing told me that i shouldnt really do a 'sudden attack' or something. ok. was i really that fierce? gosh. everyone said it was really good that i was FINALLY being fierce. but i still dont like it.

yucks. the sec 1s can go ahead and hate the OCs one by one if they want to. but we would do anything to make sure they do everything perfect and so well that they'll be even better than seniors, even if it means them hating us right to the core. hur. we just have a lot of hope on this batch i guess. (:

angie said i'm just like that person.
OMG. NO WAY I'M GOING TO BE JUST LIKE THAT.

something bad happened later on. haiz. i just watched them and did nothing but sigh. again. yet another chain reaction. i hate it. grr.

i ate. noodles. dumplings. chicken rice. one cup of sprite. plus one cup of winter melon tea for dinner. gosh. i dont remember me myself eating so much before. jiahui, pauline, minfang and zhenjun were so shocked. LOL. mum says i'm turning bulimia soon. like no way. i dont stick my finger down my throat and force my food out, can?

btw. 4 of them were so zi-lian. kept taking photos of themselves with my handphone. now i have like 30 over photos of them themselves. tsk tsk. /shakes head

going down to bedok north for formation practice. excited! =D

good luck digambar, kelly and rafidah for SYO auditions tmr! (:

when you'r next to me, i can see,
the greatest story love has ever told*

maybe there's something .

// heart. equals. singapore. lol. ((:

// touched. =D

rudolph the red nosed reindeer! this is so random.

i dont have a crush on him. (:

2005-06-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

i cant remember what i did today. other than having marching. and mr chakrit was really really happy with us. lol. i think thats enough for today.

o by the way. i DONT have a crush on him. i clarified things with myself. another stupid-few-day crush. haha. i'm glad. (:

never go for something which you know you can never get.

// YAY. =DD

nites people.

ewww.

2005-06-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

i just re-read my blog posts and i realised i'm beginning to sound like those bimbos or bitches who like to go ..

" OOO. he's my CRUSH. i LOVEEE him. i cant LIVEEE without him. "

like ewww? sounding a bit like pansy from harry potter?

shut up rebecca. (:

jiahui, hayati and coconuts. (:

2005-06-08T22:23:00.000-07:00

practically did nothing at home till charles and jordan dropped by for fun. then went to school and watched sec 4s and 5s practice their marching. met up with jiahui and had dinner with her and hayati. then went cycling with hayati to limbang and saw jordan. then cycle back.
thats it for today. so short.

omg omg. someone just told me she likes my good guy-friend.
/scream

another person knows now. erm. hurhur?

i said 'whatever' to someone today. on msn. gosh. i must be super pissed off at that person. for why, i dont know either. /shakes head

// coconuts. (:

band tmr. woo.

complaint by sec 1 parent. SHIT.

2005-06-07T22:18:00.000-07:00

had a great time in band today. drills together. all sec 3s, 2s and 1s all combined and mr lim was taking us. really fun. combine was great. mr lim was smiling. like finally?

seriously i cant remember what i did today cause i'm so exhausted.

other than the part that one parent is going to complain against the band coz we nv release the sec 1s straight on the dot at 5pm. gosh. its like DUH. we still have to fall them out right? argh. still. we are SO dead. ):

and someone knows who's my crush already. and i trust you dont tell anyone. and stop teasing me. xP

// ouch.

i'm feeling sore. ):

regent + bedok north @ my hse.

2005-06-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AREV!!!

i feel bad that i didnt went to his party. ):

went to regent and gathered bedok north group mates. then walked to limbang and ate at mac's while discussing flag. got our materials from various shops. and yeah. we are SUPER creative. sponges, hangers, you name it! lol.

glad that mr lim said YES to our group name =DD

went back to school and bedok north ppl went to do flagpole with selected regent people. took digambar, diwadeb, shahirah and pauline on a tour around the school. lol. pretty fun. then told ghost stories to each with tiffany and another girl. loads of fun. too bad they had to leave. ):

slept at the foyer while waiting for everyone to finish. was woken up by aaron for some leaders' meeting in the field. learned how to report strength, which is like, really fun. LOL.

jordan dropped the pole and it almost hit zeting! /screams

group members and some other people came to my house. to make flag and hang out i guess. like. almost 15 regent + bedok north people, can? lol. discuss some stuff. and yeah. completing it on saturday.

had dinner with jiahui and hayati. laugh till pengx. jiahui is so rawkin'. haha. and her little brother is totally handsome, for a sec 1. lol. (:

i'm stuffing myself full. yucks.

muah chee still rawks. loads. ((:

i just have that funny feeling.

// 3 times. LOL.

band tmr. yays. lol.

crushes are BADDD. ):

2005-06-05T21:10:00.000-07:00

ahhh. oh no. i think i have a crush on someone. after like dunno how many years. and i'm feeling weird. argh. yes you heard it right. THE rebecca who who will never have a crush on anyone cause she hates guys to the core.

oh shit.

this is BAD. BAD. BAD. ):

crushes = BAD
BAD = affect everything
affect everything = SUCKS.

why does his face keep appearing in my mind.
and i'm like.
WTF. GET OUT. GET OUT. GET OUT!!

shoo. GO AWAY!

dont corrupt my innocent mind!!!!

parkway parade.

2005-06-05T21:06:00.000-07:00

went to bedok interchange with jordan, charles and siying. waited for jovin. took a bus to parkway parade. its freaking nice there. big and stuff. lol. went to KFC. discussed stuff and ate. jovin practically freaked out at my chilli craze. seriously, who wouldnt? and we've decided on a group name! and it's... ... SIR ISAAC NEWTON!! /cheers

walked round parkway parade. looked for group identity and others. took the bus down to tampinese mall and looked even more. found this yamaha shop which sells clarinets, trumpets, flutes, trombones and others. really nice. left there with siying first.

had lessons. turned out i have another concert lined up for me to perform in. gosh. ok. 26th june i think. going to be like some convention i guess.

tomorrow. have to go and buy cloth with charles. then go to school to meet bedok north people. yeah. long day again. (:

// bread. bread. bread. ((:

bye byeee.

potato chips and beef lagsana. puke.

2005-06-04T23:52:00.000-07:00

i'm such a slacker. i bet like half the class is working hard and studying or even doing their holiday assignments already. here i am doing nothing. i cant even remember the last book i touched. wonderful. rahs. imagine me, the chairperson of the class not even KNOWING what are the holiday assignments. go me!!

i want a new blogskin.
but there aint a nice one. ):

supposed to fly over to bangkok for holiday. told dad i'll rather go for band. or stay at home for the matter that i'll be so tired after leadership camp. he said ok. and this means i'll be alone at home ok. wahah. home alone. (:

i'm so going to puke. potato chips and beef lagsana DO NOT go well together as dinner.

meeting my group tomorrow. and we have to look for famous ancient people. not as if i realli know anyone from the ice age though. so i'm settling more for columbus or lincoln that sort of thing. though. erm. well. its not really that ancient. if you know what i mean.

// muesli bar again. (:

hohums.

catholic high concert. JERICHO.

2005-06-03T20:49:00.000-07:00

i better start posting more serious stuff. coz i just realised i actually post all those utterly disgusting cute stuff. yucks.

band today was so. hurhur. PT was realli fun. although i suspected everyone cheated by not running the trick slope. lol. drills. took one of the sec 1s squad with charles. gosh. i've never been so strict in my life. i bet the that squad of sec 1s will probably hate me to death for ruining their drills life. lol. but at least they'r learning some stuff. plus factor that charles pumped them today. and they were the ONLY squad who did pumping. but hey. they KNOW what is pumping now. unlike any other squads though. LOL. i'm not bias ok. (: its not as if i like pumping ppl cause whenever i'm made to pump someone, my heart will like break into a million pieces. hur.

took a bit of sec 3s combine. or rather as jordan said, leadership members. hurhur. intonation problem is fixing itself slowly. i'm glad. zeting looked pretty well blended into the percussion surroundings. lol. maybe he was MADE to play percussion instead of oboe. tsk tsk.

lunch. then parade marching practice. instructor was NOT pleased. couldnt blame him at all though. we didnt really practice that seriously and take that much details in doing stuff. but he said he was quite happy with our box thingy. wahah. at LEAST thats something to be glad about.. right? no.

stupid schedule said band ended at 5. when its supposed to be 6. like thanks a lot laaa?

someone had to remind me that our OC oni had one week left. then its either step up to EXCO or step OUT. ok. it sounds so sad. like. we'r leaving one another. something like that. lol.

watched Catholic High School band concert with hayati. zhenjun didnt come! gosh. i'm so disappointed at him. ): hurr. ok. erms. their blazers are SOOO nice. black. black. black. En Hao and that sec 4 flautist looked HOT in it. ok. thats SO not for me to say, eh? lol. they played folk song suite. wahah. but no Eb clar in this piece. sad. then one more piece. which has like movements too. a lot like mr lim's type? lol. then was their junior band. which is really the PRIMARY school section. aww. all of them were like so so so cuteee. this kid was holding a clarinet which was the HEIGHT OF HIM. lol. and they played Sock Hop Tonight and Twist And Shout with all those cute gimmicks. ha. interval. we didnt go look for En Hao. rahs. hayati wouldnt let me. how evil. tsk. alumni band played next. both jap pieces. then. main band again. the conducter [a woman okay. (:] introduced their band and made all the graduating students stand up. then their drum major gave a speech which was realli touching. yeah? haha. then they played JERICHO. and it wasnt just an ordinary nice. more like a VERY VERY VERY VERY nice. you could tell that they worked very very hard for this piece, being their syf piece and world music contest piece. gosh. the last chord was BEAU-TI-FUL. intonation and balance PERFECT. i could have melted if i could. lol. but right then you could tell WHY and HOW they got gold with honours with that piece. though i'm not a huge fan of SYF and its stupid awards, i would have to go with the judges for this band and how they played this piece. (:

i'm definitely going to their next concert. =DD

poor hayati lost her ez-link card. :O

ate mcdonalds for dinner. gosh. at this rate i'll probably be a thousand kilograms by end june. not as if i'm so self centered. anyway.

// JERICHO. ((:

i'm still thinking of that last chord.

interviews. neoprints @ j8

2005-06-02T23:38:00.000-07:00

neoprints rawk. (:

had band without sec 1s today. PT was fun! haha. skipped maths lesson. optional wat. LOL. lala. took sec 2s drills awhile. then joined sec 3s for practice. yeps.

sectionals. lunch. combine. mr lim totally disappointed with the band. rahhss. how how. we lost our intonation and blahh already! gosh. ):

lot 1. me, hayati, jordan, suhaila, zhenjun, suhaila were walking around. lalal. decided to look for that band journal. then yeah. jordan was making us laugh till pengx. haha. found the PERFCT journal. but yet. its like. almost 30 bucks. LOL.

had some interview thing. EXCO and OC. i was interviewed by joseph and yaqing at mcdonalds. went quite well. i talked a lot of crap i think. hurhur.

something happened to zhenjun and i couldnt stop laughing. (:

went to junction 8 with hayati and zhenjun. walked round popular waiting for hayati's fren to get catholic high concert tickerts. then. we took NEOPRINTS. as in. 3 of us. lol. and everything turned out REALLY NICE. haha.

i'm singin' in the rain*

// jordan = my dog. LOL

hoohaaa.

no more pasa malam trips. lol.

2005-06-01T23:02:00.000-07:00

i want a kitten. ):

i spent my time doing housework today. believe it or not. lol. yaaa. me. vacuum-ing, mopping, folding clothes. gosh.

parents forbid me to go to 'pasa malam' cause they say the food is unhealthy and everything there is bad. no offence to any one who works there or love it there.

maths extra lessons tmr. gawd. i'm dreading it. bet i'll probably be sleeping in class again. grr.

i ate like 20 bars of chocolate today. wow.

i practiced extra piano today. lol. no violin lessons today. muahaha.

Your thoughts were interrupted when you heard his tender words against your ear.

" Every word I say is true, this I promise you... "

His words felt like soft kisses against your ear. You felt a single tear glide down your cheek, knowing it was over and that you would have to depart. You wipe the tear away and walked away silently, not breaking eye contact with him.

// kitten. ):

// shape of my heart.

band tmr. and lalalalala.

1st marching pract!

2005-05-31T23:25:00.000-07:00

jub. jub. jub. jub. ^-^v

went for full day band. sec 1s got to fall in with seniors. and boy. hurhur. we took one hell of a long time to get the attendence done. rushed to maths lesson with zeting. ended up doing nothing but writing schedules for all OC members out because gosh. dear teacher was SO damn 'ms chin'. where's ms beh? sob. haozhi was like SLEEPING beside me can? lol.

took some sec 1s for drills. i like them. (: ha. ok. then supposed to have physics lessons. but pon-ned it for band. wahah. had water parade with mr lim. so diao. ha. lunch. then combine for juniors and seniors went down and waited for the thailand coach to come.

that's when ms loh [the BAND TEACHER!] came up to me and gave me a stare with WHITE make up around her eyes which was YUCKS. not that i hate her or anything. but she pissed me off when she told me " rebecca the residents will complain like they complained yesterday if you all continue playing " and yet another long stare. i was like SO wanting to slap her. but being a student. yeah. just snapped " but we'll be marching in the parade square. and PLAYING. " and she just shut up.

it totally sucks when people, especially those older than you, who throws you an unreasonable question or answer and they just WANT to see you dumbfounded and lost in front of them. i'm sorry but it wont work with me. i've got my own words, thank you.

and neither am i someone whom you can give sweets to after a caning. so stop trying.
thailand coach was name chakrit. he RAWKS. learned all da basic marching skills and blah blah. was so fun. lol. jordan's group was realli good! =DD haa. somehow i was pretty much drained of water. so drank and drank. haha.

went up to pack up. then charles came up to me and he told me something which hit my nail. very hard indeed. ahh. he told me to RELAX and that i seem very stressed up. i was like. dunno. dunno. went in and started thinking and thinking.. am i stressed? no right? how could THE REBECCA be stressed? LOL. jiahui said that i looked pale. lol. i'm not. thx for your concern. (:

went down. sec 1s , 2s and 3s had their own squad. and the whole band looked very big all of a sudden. lol. then smoke was like emerging from different corners of the school surrounding us. was realli that insect smoke thingy. but ahs. it was horrible.

instant noodles + apple + ferrero roche = dinner

lol. played cartoon network games. so childish of me rite. but ahs. its been a LONG time since i played these kind of games wat. lol.

honey chocolate muesli bar rawks! though it can settle for a meal itself. hurhur.

i feel so energetic. (:

// honey chocolate muesli bar! =DD

lalala. shall sleep late. (:

happy bday faeliq! chalet!!

2005-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

prawns are nice. ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAELIQ!!!

went to meet up with hayati and got our presents for faeliq. yeah. KIDDY PALACE OK? LOL. met gillian and pinru at yishun. lalala. took bus to tampinese. anddd. so QIAO. *ahem* saw leonard and jason. yeps. haha. waited for ben toh. then took train to pasir ris. then like. so many ppl reach already can? lol. plus factor for grace and yinshuen. yeps. and we sat on the floor while waiting. diao. lala. met xiuwen and yuzhen going to their own class chalet. lol.

whole bunch of sjimb boys there. duh. faeliq's bday chalet wat. LOL. ok. they played soccer so we play captain's ball lor. haa. sec 3s vs sec 2s. like. grace + gillian + me vs yinshuen + pinru + hayati. LOL. played will da stepping stones for fun. so bo liao. haha. then played volleyball with grace. weeee. so long nv play le. and she's a realli good player. lol. then hayati joined in for a game of monkey. blehh. haa. walked on the beach. sea water so dirty. hurhur. wrote " grace loves james " on the sand. haa. "loves" was like. a heart shape. haha. met zakiah. she so rawks. =DD haaa. faeliq caught this baby catfish. and was like. super disgusting just watching it struggle. erk. poor fish. ):

chalet. played with faeliq's cousin. super cute! ha. zakiah splashed me with water. evil. hurhur. ashiq was being mean. he kept giving the kid [faeliq's cousin] more and more jelly so that the kid wud stop taking jelly from me. bleh. didnt work though. so i rawk. ha. barbeque. sit there and had calls coming in about band. so diao. lol. ermms. played daidee with gareth jonathan grace timchua. won twice. wahah. followed the rest to de arcade. sat there and watched ben toh [and some guy named seetho?] play para para. first time watching a guy dance para para. hurr. and they danced like some superman. lol. went back chalet and grace was peeling prawns for jonathan. gosh. blah. dont understand why guys dont like peeling prawns themselves. lol. jason barbequed like another plate so yeah. peeled THAT plate. for everyone. (: haa. i'm so nice. ok. crap. oo. jonathan played the flute while we were eating! and he played concerto d'amour!! -jumps- and plays super nice laa. haha. leonard did some fortune telling thing. boo. creepy. somehow. desperate housewives was on tv. o man. nothing to say. lol. kane [i think] was nice. he helped me to barbeque my prawns. lol.

went home. thx to gillian's mom and dad!! =DD poor gillian is sick. take care!! (:then took train with hayati to yew tee from yio chu kang. hayati wanted to eat. and i was like. ORH. haa. lalala. blah blah. then blah blah. then home. yays. (:
band tmr. first marching pract tmr!! =D

physics and maths extra lessons tmr. damn. ):

// a different perspective.

lalala. sleep soon. dumdeedums.

movie at siying's hse!

2005-05-29T23:56:00.000-07:00

wahaha. green apples!

had sectionals at my hse today again. minfang, dor, yvonne and zeting came too with my section! lol. lala. tried to memorise The Stars And Stripes Forever. weee. ha. yokelian memorised like so many scores in a few days time oni. GOSH. lol. pro! haa. oh oh. and we wanted to do as many sit ups and push ups as possible to help us develope muscles for our parade. haha.

jiahui and zhenjun came later. dear sister was extremely interested in jiahui's trumpet. LOL.

after lessons went to meet siying at cck control. both of us were buying dinner at KFC when this woman just left without paying for her food. and the manager was like "EXCUSE ME! YOU DIDN'T PAY FOR YOUR FOOD!" tskk.

watched I Do, I Do at siying hse till zhenjun and wensheng came to join us. yeps. then watched La Bi Xiao Xin next. siying gave me a green apple to munch on. and it doesnt taste bad. =D
dad brought me home. and blahs. tmr got extra english lessons. wat a holiday. lol.

sec 4s taking O levels' mother tongue tmr JIA YOU! =DD

29th june 2015. me and siying wud be travelling to europe to look at da MOUNTAINS and CLOUDS and BEAUTIFUL LANDSCAPE. ((:

// hazelnutchocolatesss. (:

lalalalala. i'm short. ):

bored sat.stars and stripes song!

2005-05-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

bored.

just found out from my mum that my uncle just passed away ytd morning at 5:40am? supposed to go for his wake today and tomorrow. but ahs. mom and sis went with other uncles and aunts. so i'm now at home. staring at the screen. boo.

there's realli nothing on tv.

aaron so rawks man. he just send me Thunderer and The Stars And Stripes Forever. THANKS DUDE. =D

sean biggerstaff is so freaking hot. X_X

i wanna to see those beautiful mountains and lakes and clouds! i wanna go to england! scotland! and switzerland! blah. mom has already toured like the WHOLE of europe some years ago. HERSELF. and she came back boasting to us. how UNFAIR. blehhhhhh. ~~at least the chocolates werent bad. (:~~

i can hear string instruments playing for The Stars And Stripes Forever. obviously this isnt what i wan to hear. aint there a proper band version?

wahhh. i wan to bake cookies. ):

// hexic. lol.

lalal. i'm home alone. lol.

class position. 10th.

2005-05-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

PMS-ing sucks big time.

got back report books. i'm 10th in class. and like. i cant feel anything. no feelings. was like. oh i see. hurhur. pms-inggg is just a really STUPID excuse which sucks. haa.

siti got 1st! -HUGS-
elaine got 2nd! -congrats-
HAOZHI GOT 3RD! I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF HIM!!! =DD -JUMPS UP AND DOWN-

yes. haozhi the SAME guy who "gave up" on his studies in term 1. has TRANSFORMED. wahh. i feel like a mother feeling proud of her son. ok. crap. LOL.

maths was horrendous. i was listening to music on wilson's Zen touch with boonchong. boonchong is so farnie. he's never heard any english music before. and he was like "orhh. listen lorr." when i suggest anything. LOL.

class movie outing! watch MADAGASCAR!! =DD

MEILING AND JENNIFER RAWKS!! -hugs- they agreed to stand in for siying and others so that siying they all can go for band pract marching! aww. and to think they already had their own work attachments a week later. gawd. they SO rawk. ((:

band was. ok. took warmups. gawd. i think i havent been conducting for too long already. argh. ): lala. o wells. bedok north sec 3s came. yeps. went down to march. then had to announce the new heads and whatever thing. ms tan got angry coz of LOTS of stuff. diao. i dont realli know how the EXCO chose the new heads and section leaders, but there's definitely loads of confusion now. tsk.

this totally sucks.

kenny asked me how it felt like to take over the band now. i was like. 2 weeks more, 2 weeks more. tsk. i shud stop having this kind of thinking. it's going to affect how i do my stuff. lol.

whoeva said that band major is an easy job shud be personally slaughtered by me. always seemed like 'the band major' is the one who gets to go on stage and 'get-glory-or-whateva-damn-stuff' rite? bullshit. you people just dont know how much the OC does. ok. shut up ME. rahs. o wells. 2 more weeks left. then the actual band major already. seriously i know its not me anymore. so. might as enjoy this 2 week right? yeps. (:

just told dad and mom i'm 10th in class. i'm getting $50 from mom and da T7 slim digital camera from dad! YAYS. and to think i didnt even have to ask! ~~i'm spoilt, i know.~~ =D

i cant wait to fly, God knows that, I'm Alive*

// t7 digital camera!!! =DD

i'm tired. feeling pooped.

gr 7 piano exam book is YUCKS.

2005-05-26T21:53:00.000-07:00

i have my period. -smirks-

mr kamar helped with my woodwork today. and the other two technicians helped me cut da slit and teach me how to use da lathe. wahah. YOU ALL RAWK. ((:

i dont understand chemistry or maths.

watched a bit of shark tale in cme lessons. the movie RAWKED. i wanna buy the VCD! =DD

snuck off to 3/6 during chinese relief period. siying and others were so shocked to catch me in their class pretending to be 'part of them'. LOL. spent my day there folding more cranes. haaa.

band was okies? merry widow sounded realli good for the beginning. haha. OC was pumped 50. o wells. yeahh. must learn to accept stuff rite? (:

piano lesson was good. got my grade 7 exam pieces. all of them dont sound nice on the cd player. yucks. with 4 flats. poo. got my new theory book. looks neat. haha.

piano cher asked me to perform on stage. yeps. some france embassy thing. in september. think it'll be cool? dunno. i dont realli fancy performing infront of ppl. see first. lol. so now will have like one performance per instrument lined up next month and sept. excluding violin that is. dunno la. lol. think will skip de SMS one. clashes with POP. gawd. dunno!

dad just told i'm down this june holidays for teaching piano to two kids. o wells. i get to pick the days, so as long as it doesnt clash with band and music lessons, why not? (:

why cant we play as well as we did the 5th time on our first try?

~~when can i stop lying to myself?~~

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Catholic High Band. 3rd June. $12. 7:30pm. Victoria Concert Hall.

Yuhua Band. 19th June. $10/$12. 7:30pm. Victoria Concert Hall.

Regent + Bedok North Passing Out Parade. 18th June. FREE. 4pm. venue at Bedok North secondary school.

Monfort Military Band. 23rd June. $15/10. 7:30pm. Victoria Concert Hall.

Chong Boon Concert Band. METIER V. 1 July. $8. 7:30pm. Chong Boon Secondary School Hall.

Anderson Military Band. AMBIENCE 3. 2nd July. $8/10. 3pm. Salvation army at bishan.

Orchid Park Wind Orchestra. 8th July. $10. 7pm. Victoria Concert Hall.

St Joseph's Institution Military Band. 8th/9th July. $10. 7:30pm. SJI Performing Arts Center.

who wan go. find meeeeeee. (:

// concerts. performances. weeee. =D

i'm hungry. -frowns-

paper cranes w siti. dada. jacky. ee-wee. nai-maaa.

2005-05-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

hohummmm. (:

i lurve folding paper cranes so much now! haa. made for myself, siti, nai-maaa [lewis!], dada [wei da], jacky [jackson] and ee-wee [chunjie]. LOL. lalalala.

was raining like mad this morning. rainwater got into my shoes. yucks.

nai-ma was listening to Lao Shu Ai Da Mi on wilson's zen touch. i cudnt stop laughing when i heard that. =D

social studies was so rawkin' today. talked from internation wars, to iraq and US war, to bombs, to germs, to AIDS, to sex. OMG. LOL. =x

received da school merit award on stage with other band members. the medal [w/o straps] is so nice and shiny. in a little transparent box somemore. NEAT. lol.

learned how to pull da ropes and make the flagpole after school. was VERY VERY COOL learning from da scouts. lol. lurved the part where we pulled up the flagpole. mind u. it is SUPER DUPER HEAVY. but we LOVED it anyway.

took drills from jordan for a while. yeah. then blah blah blah. yeps. had small small meeting with OC. lala. this and that. then went home. yeps.

music lessons were both good. teachers were both happy at my performance in lesson today. yeah? haa. jason [mr han] was so shocked that i got a D7 for ELEMENTARY MATHS. lol. and he was like SO totally shocked. like. HOW CAN YOU GET A D7??!! and i'm like. dunno. LOL.

shit shit shit. pauline just told me i kana group leader for leadership camp. again. oh noooo. o wells. as long as i'm not I/C, i'm glad. (:

cheryl just got back her report book and she's 7th in class. so she took my primary sch report book and started comparing until i told her she oni got 7th becoz her class is lousy. opps. at least she didnt complain to dad. lol.

// increasing = worse. LOL.

// yay yay. d7. haha.

-sway- lalala.

shattered windows + PRESERVE.

2005-05-24T23:02:00.000-07:00

stars and stripes forevaaa. (:

feeling so much better from ytd. haa. knew it. my positive side wud just come out. haha.

took the bus to school for like the first time in my life time. coz i was stuck with a horn, 2 clarinets and 4 stacks of library scores. go me. LOL. thx hayati for helping!! (:

got back results slip. seems like music has pulled me down like crazi. all coz i didnt take its homework seriously. yucks. an F9 can? shud have actually do properly rather than anyhow do. LOL. havent got class ranking or level ranking yet. o wells. i dont expect much though. yeps. i'm a 55.1% for 8 subjects. yucks. counted. if i took away my music grades wud be a 60% for the 7 subjects. LOL. ok nvm. i dont regret anything. i cost my own grades, yeah? (:

was allowed to skip chinese lessons today with darren to help mr seetho update some demerit merit thing. yeah. so both of us were sitting outside office writing and counting. haha. darren is so cute. small small de number oso nid calculator. haha. xD

one of the class windows broke and shattered into tiny little pieces today. i was totally DUMBFOUNDED.

i made my FIRST PAPER CRANE EVER today! thx to MEILING! =DD

today was my first time ever for this whole term eating lunch in school. lol. just made me realise why i skip lunch everyday. for band. aww. all for the love of band. touching. (:

band was FUN today. house moving castle rawked. helped siying a bit with da sec 1s attendence though i realli couldnt see in the dark. lol. sectionals. me, siying, charles, zhenjun. yvonne, yokelian and yuting were standing in a circle, memorising and marching on the spot to stars and stripes forevaa. haha. merry widow. matthew joined us. he was so farnie! yeps. lalalala.

cant wait for POP!!! =DD

after band. OC was sitting together in da middle of the parade square for fun. haha. then we became very lame. esp me and jiahui. went nuts. started to shout things like "PRESERVE MUSICAL HARMONY" and blah blah which we saw on da walls of the school building which said like " preserve racial harmony " or " we dont owe singapore a living ". haha. new band motto gonna come out. talking to mr tan bout accepting it soon. lala. gonna start painting walls and looking for banners and redecorating boards. weee. haha.

had a talk with joseph. he was helping me. like "band majors have to stay calm at all times" and lotsa stuff. hmm. rather grateful for his small talk with me bout band stuff. realli appreciated it loads. (:

~~i'm confused. why do i get the same story but totally different points of views from 4 ppl.~~

natasha has an -AHEM- from ACS BARKER ROAD. o man. i'm gonna get so hacked from her. at least i didnt say the NAME. lol. xD

faeliq's mad at me! LOL. HELP.

// preserve. =x

-hums- laaaalaaaa.

3rd post.

2005-05-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

argh. i just read gillian's blog. i just realised why i'm feeling so deprived. its not just one thing. its a lot a lot. ):

jared's right. i shudnt bottle things up inside me. its not good. but then i cant talk to the goldfishes again, can i? and i certainly cant talk to. just anyone.

~~i feel like crying.~~

2nd post.

2005-05-23T23:56:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i just gorged myself with another bar of chocolate. but the feeling is still there and i cant get rid of it.

deprived. ):

keeping another bar for tmr. i know i'll be needing it. o wells.

cineleisure w music ppl. (:

2005-05-23T23:47:00.000-07:00

tired. confused. and i want to puke.

my hair is dropping like no one's business. i bet by next year i'll be bald. lol.

reached Cineleisure [thx to sarah! ((:] and waited for evangeline, jeff and ivan. yeps. all music class ppl. haha. yuting was so nice. she kept me company on the phone while i was waiting. haa. evan came. then jeff was late by like an hour with his fren. his fren looks like some 22 year old guy though he's realli 16. gosh. i was like. ERM. haha. then evan's fren William came. and they had some 'counselling' session thing. jeff was being terribly. ahem. coz he was trying to approach other girls for their numbers, esp those ang-moh ones. and those girls kept running away from him. LOL. bad move. ivan came like. 3 hours later. he was at SCHOOL laa. some stupid presentation he had to make. boo. lol. saw LiChoo. haaa. lala. cudnt decide wat we wanted to eat and was like walking around aimlessly till 6 then took taxi with evan to dover. [thx for da ride!]

took bus then mrt to cck and met hayati for dinner. i was totally deprived. of something. LOL. yea. ate at delifrance and i wudnt stop adding pepper to my tuna. haa. then blahh. went here and there. then walked home with her. lalalalalala. thats all. (:

ivan stays in a ACS hostel.

thats SUPER COOL can?

i dont feel like going to school tmr. i just know i'm going to be faced with lotsa stuff. lots and lots. haiz. o well. ):

// collaspe.

byes. have to type out agenda.

meeting - shoot. =\

2005-05-22T23:57:00.000-07:00

exhausted-

siying and yuting dropped by in da morning for a little sectionals. and we had a hell of a great time. (: haa. then went to meet the others for meeting at jiahui's hse. yeps. jiahui's hse is real nice. and her room totally rawks. haha.

meeting. me and charles were like totally beating around the bush. zeting n jiahui were totally confused. finally we just 'shoot'. then the others joined in. yeah. ~~something happened.~~ hope all goes well. -worried look-

yvonne came to my hse with siying n yuting again. for another round of sectionals. had fun teaching yvonne piano. and she's a realli fast learner. haha. yeps. had dinner at lot 1. was like waiting for this family to finish eating so that we cud take their seats. finally gave up after waiting for like 15 minutes in the foodcourt. finally we decided to 'take away' da food. walked away and the family got up and left letting another family take their place. ok. how evil. lol. ate outside lot 1 near the 'band hangout' spot. was having loads of fun. yuting left. me siying n von walked round lot 1. saw jiahui [graduate one] and sixian. haa. ((: lala. von was buying lots and lots of stuff. haha. o wells. took bus back with her.

what a day. =D

// -who cares- .. LOL!

// cookes. and chocolate. (:

tmr's a public holiday. good. i'm turning the air con to full blast.

stars and stripes + bedok north!

2005-05-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

singapore is tiny. but i like it. (:

realised that yvonne's primary sch conducter was mr yea. the amb one. o gosh. s'pore is way too small. anyway. got mr yea's number from michelle [thx!] and gave it to yvonne. lol. yeps.

went to bedok north today. sec 3 combine. played the pieces. love The Stars and Stripes Forever! yays! haha. li xin came for sectionals again! lol. lalala. their sec 1 percussionists are so adorable. lol. and dor and minfang were learning how to march with drums in the parade square. cute. lol.

had lunch with others. zhenjun was buying and buying after finishing one after another. and it was 'weird' stuff. firstly was Tang Yuan. then Suan Pan Zi. then Grass Jelly Longan. o man. i learned a lot bout food. haha. =x

cadbury chocolate rawks. (:

// small and sweet.

byes. sectionals tmr at my house.

sectionals with li xin. (:

2005-05-20T23:57:00.000-07:00

ahh. irritated with band stuff. ):

band has nv ever made me irritated. maybe i'm too much of a perfectionist nowadays. hey, who isnt? heard complaints bout this person and that person. gosh. its scary i tell you. everything is going in faster than i can respond. li xin came and gave us sectionals! yay! haha. he rawks. (: LOL. went through merry widow with section. i'm starting to think i'm become fiercer day by day. not sure is it a good thing but still not as fierce as siying. haha.

haozhi and i are against each other next term for combined humans. specifically history + social studies. i got a B3 this SA1. argh. from a A2. haozhi took my A2 instead. boo. i'll get it back from him soon. haha.

helping zhucheng and kaixun sell tickets. poor them. yeps. EVERYONE GO FOR REGENT MOVEMENT AND DANCE PERFORMANCE. next saturday, 6pm at regent for $6. TELL ME. lol.

jackson rawks. (: he let me and siti touch his soft hair! LOL.

i cant believe i went to buy mcdonalds' for my sister.

going to bedok north tmr for sec 3 band pract. meeting at 7am. early. but cant wait anyway. (:

~~i'm sorry i cant read your signs~~

// back and forth.

yawn. i dont know what to say.

merry widow. rawks.

2005-05-19T23:29:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeee!!~~~

school technicians still rawks coz they offered to help with my woodwork! ha. lol.

overall maths grade. 48.3 which is a D7. not sure is it good or bad though. better than last year. class highest 60. lowest 20+. so i'm like. in the middle. hurhur. but still. why. oni miss by 1.7 marks. ):

english. i'm awfully proud of my class coz we had 22 passes when other classes oni had like a single digit number. haha. 17/25 for comphre. 7.5/25 for summary. 21/30 for composition. ??/30 for report writing [dunno yet. lol.] so. yes. MY SUMMARY GOT A 7.5! i wrote like oni 3 or 4 LINES LA. xD haha. ok my bad for leaving oni 2 minutes for summary. which is a huge mistake. boo.

i PASSED overall term 2 chinese with a 52 despite my disgraceful D7 for BOTH paper 1 and paper 2. LOL. i literally jumped OUT of my chair with like a YAY!! listening helps i guess. lol. o gosh. someone up there really wants me to pass chinese. lol. thank you, i appreciate it. =D

woke up just in time during POA [it was FREAKING BORING LA] to see this on the projecter.
ng chu ying rebecca - 55 - C6
i'm SHOCKED.
felt asleep straight after that.
i just thought i was dreaming cause dear me was expecting a F9 coz i hate POA to the core. (:

band. it wasnt half as bad as i had predicted. maybe our oni-sec-2-and-3-band wont collaspe. mr lim didnt realli scold us at all. merry widow realli rawks. =D isnt as difficult as i thought. yeps. and i LOVE festival march.

"bm what. of coz wont skip band la"

wth can. this is not the first time i get this STUPID reason why ppl dont go for band la. like c'mon man. dont u get freaking sick of this reason? and realli. we dont go for band for the post. we went for band and got the post. then might as well everyone get bm so that everyone can go for band every practice. blah. please. i dont skip band coz i dont wan to rot at home. or JUST because i have a freaking flu or cough oni. its. STUPID. not as if you cant SIT in the music room and just follow band without playing your instrument right? hur. never make assumptions. thank you. (:

o rite. kaixun has been forcing me to watch da movement and dance thing. he's so adorable, how can i say no? LOL. o well. going as a band group. so yeah. can watch kaixun, elaine and zhucheng wat. 3 ppl from my class. woo. haha. =DD

anyone who wants to watch M&D perform on da 26th of May for $6 [SIX ONLY!! GOT A LOT A LOT A LOT OF GROUP DANCERS!] contact ME. (:

class boys said they wud come for POP! YAY!

ooo. another performance in 30th june to some schools in our cluster. and we'r playing festival march for that too!! YAY YAY YAY!! i tell you. i'll make sure people listen to our oni-sec-2-and-sec-3-strong-band and CRY after listening to that. lol. ok i'm being mean. opps.

rebecca rawks.

which is me.

DUH.

o yay yay yay. sec 3s gonna start going to bedok north every sat from this week onwards. we all agreed. YAY.

why ask obvious questions?~

// festival march. (:

// merry widow! =DD

so many things to do ; so little time.

violin stress. =\

2005-05-18T23:31:00.000-07:00

" If you dont improve and buck up this june holidays, thats it. "

damn it. i'm feeling stressed up with violin. next year much worse i guess. all 3 ABRSM exams clashing with o levels. God bless me then. lol.

crunch chocolate snack bar is YUMMY. ((:

ha. ok ok. erms. today. got back all other papers. but chinese n english. yeah. got 47/60 for physics. ((: realli unexpected though. ~~cause i hardly even studied la.~~ LOL. guess its coz ms lai RAWKS. =D yeps.
POA. 49/90. ya. i actually PASSED accounts though i sleep through countless lessons ~~but u cant blame me coz its too boring!~~. tyco. hur. haozhi got top. like a 77+ ? lol. and i rmb-ed a few months ago he was still that guy who hated POA to the core. lol.
social studies got oni 18/30. damn. tts freaking low. i failed source based miserably. like. 8/18. coz i wrote so damn short for each qn. blahs. nvm bahs. time restrain wat. haha. got a 10/12 for SEQ again. YAY. =D o wells. anyway still got other class tests and others added in. though i'm not sure whether i got hand up my Sri Lanka assignment anot. hmm. boo. ha.

~~i'm sorry. NOT. u dont deserve any attention. esp not from me.~~

me, siti, boon chong and lewis were so rawkin' today. ha! i love this group of ppl can?! they are so. FUN to be with. siti is AWESOME. lewis is FUNNY. boonchong is LAME. and i'm MYSELF. LOL. =DD

i fear band tmr. just think that mr lim will scold us a lot tmr. dunno.

pictures!!

regent band

bedok north band

the difference in size just scares me.

// lalalala.

byes. (:

band resumes! merry widow. (:

2005-05-17T23:38:00.000-07:00

band rawks rawks rawks!!~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYAN [NICOLE!!]

o gosh. this is my WORST mid year ever. lol. mother tongue 49.5marks can? tsk. emaths oni like wat. 5 ppl pass? dunno. 46/100. and WHY? coz i skipped so many qns put one times ten equals one. careless. ): chemistry oni 3 ppl passed. and i got a 27.5/60 . omg. o wells. got a 18/25 for history. an A. told u all. haha. aiyer. dont care results la. =pp

band was fun! =DD sight read so much. i love sight reading. haha. ran through merry widow for the first time today. and omggg. we made it through the whole thing la. as in run through. haha. dunno la. lol. i love The Longest Day. haha. almost forgot to say 'band stand' coz of da long band break. boo. =x

had this sort of sec 3 camp meeting with mr lim. rahs. the camp is so exciting!! i cant wait!! LOL. o wells. i cant wait to start da training thing for marching too. weeee. ha. oo. and btw. we'r having ours + bedok north's POP cum mini concert at bedok north. 18th june. 4pm. for free. all come ahs. lol. =x

jared was my counsellor on da phone today. just told him all my erm. problems. though he's a guy. just say lor. since he's from different school then easily to say wat. dunno laaa. xD

thank you. (:

// merry widow! =DD

meeting with ncc and uniform grps again tmr. lol.

failed music paper. 0.0

2005-05-16T23:47:00.000-07:00

omg. LOL.

no 2.4km today. sad. had 5 stations for those who didnt come/make/missed any station. i oni had standing broadjump. so was like waiting for my turn and cher said girls continue next term when guys completed coz time was up already. diao. drag so long. boo. i'm not complaining. i HATE standing broadjump. lol.

mrs chong didnt come. no history results. ):

congrats darren for being highest in geog. ((:
22/25. woo.

MT paper 1. compo + letter writing. 29/70. cher asked me why i got this kind of marks. i told him the truth that i slept through compo segment by mistake when i really couldnt think of anything to write bout maids. and he was awfully shocked. dui bu qi lao shi. ):

spent english lesson walking round and round the whole school through every single level looking for ms sng. blahs. knew that if i come back without her mr seetoh will ask me to go out find her or else i dont come back. so diao. i'm such a patient and wonderful class chairperson can?! LOL. =x

DnT paper. mr kamar said ms ng marked it. so it was like. SUPER STRICT LA. whole class oni haozhi passed. 55/100. i got a 44/100. and i'm VERY proud of it! cozi usually cant even get higher than a 20/100 for that paper. LOL. means i improved! ok. next time jiayou more. haha. other people were realli proud of me too. (: wanted to run over to the school technicians show them my paper. but ahs. class was in session. LOL. ok. i got a little personal note from ms ng below my paper. was like wat. " u can do much better than this. u have really good answers. keep it up! " haha. i told u i was SPOILT. xD no la. haha.

ahh. I CANT BELIEVE I LOST LIKE DUNNO HOW MANY MARKS COZ I SKIPPED A BIGGGG QUESTION BY MISTAKE. x_x

MEP (music o level) music [theory] paper. OMG. whole class. highest rachel 72/100. second is like 60+ ? third like. 50 something? so yes. more than 3 quarters of the class failed. but teacher seemed happy. dunno. i got like. 44.5/100. wats with my and the numbers 4. hur. omg. i'm so fed up. i lost 2 marks for counting bar 15 as bar 14. i lost like 6 marks for thinking that music is on the score when it's off it. no wonder mengyi they all had like. FLUTE. OBOE. and i was like 1ST TRUMPET. 2ND TRUMPET. xD then i lost marks again when i wrote CEMBALO but forgot BASSO CONTINUO. crap la. ): my harmony paper sucked. LOL.

they changed all the teachers for next term. that guy is gonna be teaching us harmony and melody writing AND WORLD MUSIC next term. OH NO. we are SO DEAD. he CANT TEACH. i dont give a damn that he has a MASTERS. he cant even EXPLAIN well. ok. ~~not that i take the time to try to understand anyway LOL~~ argh. he everytime pick on me or weizhi and no one else, making us answer this and that. evil. ahh. i want mrs lee. ): but. she said she'll be teaching us in sec 4. sob. and ms ng teaching us music history and western music. (: YAY.

YAY! music practical included in final year exam! FINALLY! =D

i'm SO sick of theory. =x

jeff was in the orchestra playing for Sound of Music!! ahh!! so cool! haha. and he's the new principal bassoonist of SYO. ULTRA COOL. and he knows ALMA and CHERYL!! -hops around- i cant believe my dear music classmate is actually such a pro-ster. =DD his COLLEGUE is in the yong siew toh conservatory thing. meaning. his friend ~~might~~ KNOW MR LIM!! weee. singapore is way too small. and. plus factor. he MIGRATED to singapore from china coz OF BASSOON PLAYING. wah. super touching. sob sob -tears rolling down cheeks-

was on the way home with mengyi. met YINSI!! =DD super happy. ex clarinet senior wat. lol. and she said she'll be joining band in republic poly! [i dont know where's that.] and david gloss is her conducter! COOL. =D then she met her classmate on the train. an ACJC gurl with her boyfriend. and both of them are SUPER SUPER NICE people can??!! =D that gurl had really cool braces. aw. haha.

i'm one step closer cause i'm m o t i v a t e d. (:

i feel realli good. TMR'S BAND!! =D

just saw the SYF photos online. click here. realised our band is so awfully small compared to bedok north. like. one whole row missing. LOL. rgt choir's photo! i got it too! shall ask hayati help me upload tmr. (:

// m o t i v a t e d.

// acjc ppl rawks =DD

lalala. -skips off

OC meeting. ONE HOUR! =D

2005-05-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

i waited all my life, to cross this line *

had meeting today with OC at warren. rahs. the swimming pool looked realli nice. haha. meeting was quite a good one. covered all the impt stuff within an hour. surprise!! haha. yeps. thot about band motto. lol. and zeting and charles were acting so spastic-ly can? LOL.

shit. i just realised i might have job attachment week for CIP in june at NUS. oh nooo. please dont let it clash with band. ):

speaking of band. i'm so excited for it that i dont mind memorising those 5 pieces. lol. ahhh. i'm excited!!! -JUMPS AROUND MY ROOM-

jordan bought mini chocolate pancakes for us. sweet. ha. =D

i brought honeydew juice! =DD
dont have rockmelon juice. ):

music lessons at nite. i'm impressed by myself. i dont know. haha. theory gr 6 lessons gonna start from this week onwards. all music lessons starting this week. all in preparation for one thing. exam exam exam exam. yups. 4 exams. rahs. i noe this sounds corny. but i'm prepared and ready to start absorbing stuff like a sponge [see i told u]. coz. i can do it! ((:

ok. tell me why i'm so motivated? hmm.

getting Music results tmr . i realli think i screwed it up. F9??!! -gasps- which other stupid person will do score reading and put 1st trumpet as Trumpet In -blah blah-. screw me. lol.
2.4km test tmr. like. FINALLY LA. hmph.

craving for KFC. grr. =[

for dinner i ate a tuna sandwich, pear and FOUR chocolate chip cookies. mind you, these are BIG 'chips and more' cookies. thats how hungry i am today.

// mini pancakesss. (:

// prepared. (:

school. band. YAY!

church ; tell the world. (:

2005-05-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

booooo! =DD

went to church. CG hit like. more than 10 today? =D i'm glad. lol. ok. erms. sermon was wonderful today. yeps. it all linked and clicked and stuff. just perfect. haha. was at starhub for lunch. wahah. went -ahem- hunting with jolene for huiling coz we were super bored. lol. and he came! with this little boy. dunno who he is? HIS SON?! touchwood. haha. bleh. me and jolene were being spastic ppl running here and there. lol. drank loads of juices today. like. 4 or 5 types. lol.

followed the rest down to S11 for shuz to have her dinner. then cindy treated me to curry puff! wahah. THANKS SHEPHERD!! =D then. mr lim called me up. i totally freaked out. thot what have i done wrong. LOL. turned out to be just some sec 3 score thing which still TOTALLY FREAKED ME OUT. and i started smsing everyone like siao. and joyce n cindy had to tell me to relax coz i kept saying "stress ahhh. must memorise score." LOL. ok nvm. i'm excited! BAND STARTING!! woohoooooooooo =DD

took bus then walked home. yeps. at home. was like. super tired. lol.

we'r fighting a silent war.

we END exams le!! -screams-
opps. hongkoon and jolene SO gonna kill me if they see this. haha. =x

// chocolate chipppp!

// curry puff. lol.

lack of sleep. meeting tml. byes. (:

meeting with cca reps.

2005-05-13T23:54:00.000-07:00

yay yay yay no more exams!! =DD

history paper. oni had 45 minutes. yucks so little. lol. time restrain, so didnt really do source base that well. SEQ was okies. lala. ok la. the exam was almost a PEACH. haha. kinda have confidence of getting an A. ok nvm. lol. =x

ate at mac for breakfast w siti n elaine. i was being disgusting again playing with my hotcakes. lol. gerald wouldnt stop criticizing my poor yogurt. evil. haha. then saw band juniors and talked. yeah.

had some meeting with uniform + prefect group representative . all cca[s] had one to three reps, but band had FOUR. LOL. turned out me, yuting, dororin and jordan went. yeps. jiayao [ncc] was heading da meeting. and red cross gurls' reps was so farnie. -come in- BOYS OUT! -prefects, npcc, scounts' reps ran out- LOL. talked bout combine camp. us band members were the most guai one there i guess. jordan taking notes, dor and me asking random qns, yuting listening intendingly. coz the other groups were like making noise here and there. LOL. anyway. the prefect reps were da head prefect Thomas and Jiahui [the male 2nd dept head?] and they thot me and yuting were GIRL GUIDES reps. wah. such an insult to us bandsmen. or erm. bandswomen? haha.

home sweet home. vacuum and mop da floor. cannot take it when my house is dirty. lol.
starting to type out our next meeting's agenda in 2 days time. yeps. finally can concentrate on band stuff and i'm so glad! haha. lalalalala. =DD

everyone just listen to Because You Live. you can REALLY tell that jesse mccartney put in his heart and soul right down from the bottem pits of his heart to sing this. (:

cant believe all of u would actually gossip so much abt others, worse still, even abt ur very own best frens. i'm totally shocked. its like all of u are pure traitors to each other without knowing that the opposite party is complaining abt u too. u all are just some kind of wolf hiding behind sheeps' skin. seriously i realli didnt know you all were this 'kind' of ppl. frenship to u all might even be bullshit. yucks. i dunno what i see in u all. go away.

ahhhhhhhhhhh. i just saw something on the net. and i dont know whether i shud cry with happiness or laugh at my own foolishness. i dont knowwww. Did i just make the wrong choice? Or is God just showing me something i shud not miss out?

sigh.

// your strawberries are not fresh. LOL.

// cant believe you.

ahhh. i'm feeling so confused. ):

jesse mccartney CD!!

2005-05-12T23:17:00.000-07:00

yay yay yay!!~~~

I BOUGHT THE JESSE MCCARTNEY CD!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

i still cant get over it!!! =x

listened to Because You Live. OMG . its WONDERFUL. the sound and loud effects are MUCH MUCH BETTER than my downloaded version. ha. proves Original is always better rite. haha. but still, harmony wise, downloaded version sounds better. dunno. haha. I LOVE MY CD!! ((:
Jesse sounds more gentle in the CD for Beautiful Soul. aww. pity. i preferred his excited style 'LIVE' style. haha. xD

i placed Because You Live as my blog song. so. TURN UP YOUR SPEAKERS PEOPLE!!

i wanna fly lookin' in your eyes *

ok ok. back to my mid year paper. -thinks-

DnT paper was . VERY difficult. haha. but i felt -good- bout the paper. LOL. coz this is the FIRST time out of my 3 years in sec sch studying for DnT paper can? haha. so yeah. gave my best wat and so even if i realli fail the paper oso like. BLAH. NEVERMIND! =pp

i was super stupid la. all the 'cleaning processes' i ALL oso put SANDPAPER. ok but i couldnt think of anything else wat. haha.

Section A alone 40 marks. not MCQ, those 'answer the questions' thingys. Each qn was like 3 or 4 marks. woah. argh. I cant believe Chisels came out and i didnt study that part coz mr Kamar didnt put that under 'important' for mid year. guess its a lesson. next time must not ONLY study the 'important' parts only.

Section B was on Tools and get to pick metal plate or acrylic tree segment. obviously i rawk on the topic of Plastic so took acrylic! haha. xD ok but i didnt know what was a G-dunno-P. boo. 3 marks gone at da first qn already. grr. and had like. 7 qns altogether. yucks.

Section C. constructing thingy. chose acrylic and wood segments instead of the metal segment. i cant do metal for nuts. lol. i rawk in acrylic. =x first acrylic segment had like 6 qns. explain how to cut the wood and slide the stick in. blah. thats ok.

then wood segment. 5 qns yet two of the 5 qns were like worth 7 and 5 marks each. both asking bout how to make some mirror frame and a housing joint. filled like 2 pages of sketching and writing. LOL. omg. then they asked a qn bout using wat kind of finishing. i blurly put GLOSS PAINT. coz.. can make the frame shine.. right? grr. haozhi said it was LACQUE. [ok i really dunno how to spell] and haozhi laughed at me. evil. and he said the frame oni needed oni ONE type of joint and i wasted my time drawing 2 types coz i though the blardy mirror needed to be slid in. o well. at least i make SENSE. hopefully cher dont deduct marks for extra joints. haha.

joke of the day
me: what did you write for cleaning process? i wrote SANDPAPER.
haozhi: u know what i write? i write must use cloth to wipe the mirror to prevent fingerprint stains.
me: LOL!!!!!

o rite. fell asleep on the couch again. sigh. i NEED sleep.

i want you and your beautiful soul *

went to eat sushi with mum and sis. celebrate sis bday. then went to home-fix-it shop and bought a new weighing machine. mum was being VERY lame coz we kept challenging each other see who'll be heavier after da meal. LOL. then i bought my cd!! ((: lala. then went down to basement and i got honeydew juice!! no rockmelon juice. ): o wells. then mum bought 3 extra seperate slices of cake coz sis already shared her full cake with frenz. yeps. and i got cheese cake! weeee. haha. =DD

mommy owes me sneakers and i'll be getting them soon!! =D

jesse mccartney somehow sounds and LOOKS like aaron carter. but ahs. aaron carter still reigns. (:

mum wants to get a car i think. and she showed us this booklet which had like cars with descriptions and colours inside. and she asked us wat colour we wanted. i was like. BLACK OR BLUE. haha. BUT. she wants RED. -ewww- anyway. its this cute peugeot [howeva u spell it] car. too bad its not a toyota. ): o well. haha.

because you live, girl*
my world, has TWICE as many stars in the sky*

jiahui just told me i'll be going with jordan for some inter-CCA meeting tmr with NCC bout some combine camp. COOL. =DD

ok this post is super long. sorry. lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!!!

i pray that Russia doesnt come out for structured essay tmr. -squeezes eyes shut-

did i mention i have a boo boo on my head now? coz i knocked my head when i was standing up at this cupboard door which i didnt close. my gawdd. it was SUPER PAINFUL. ouch. -rubs head

+lackofsleep
my msn nick. faeliq is so scolding me bout staying up too late. man. he's like my DAD. oni my dad doesnt even scold me la. haha. =x

omg omg. this song rawks. The Stupid Things by Jesse mccartney. its like minor key then major then minor then major again. omg that RAWKS. =D

i know what to add into my wishlist. i nid a NEW CD RACK!! =DD

history paper tomorrow. havent study. will have to. my last and best paper. yay!

// because you live

// black.or.blueeee

yikes. 11:17pm. byes.

mid year chemistry. BOO.

2005-05-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhh. ok nothing.

my dear sister just reminded me that in 5 minutes time it'll be her bday. hurhur.

took chemistry paper today. it SUCKED. thats all. i was writing slowly again today and yes. i didnt complete the paper. threw away like. 10 marks out of 60. go me? sigh.

bought my sister's bday presents. haha. got her potato chips, chocopie, chocolate, candy, dipsticks, sugar hamburger biscuits. and i wrapped the whole thing into a hamper like thing. ha. got the idea from weihao's bday present. dunno why i got her snacks. i figured out she will probably give me a few pieces of chocopie. xD

omg. desperately need sleep.

felt sleep till 6 and went for violin. teacher cud tell i was VERY tired. he asked if it was still exams. lol. i think my teacher knows me better than i know myself. haha. nah. did a new Sonata today. it sounds neat. but yeah. this time loads of running notes on different strings. so my fingers are gonna hurt again. haha. didnt play very well la. cud tell teacher was frustrated. opps. =x

supposed to study for DnT mid years tmr. ended up sleeping on the table from 8 to 11. i need sleep. argh.

// chocopie! =)

i just gave cheryl her bday prsenet. she's obviously DELIGHTED. =DD

maths mid year. SUCKED.

2005-05-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala. -sings

maths paper was horrible. teachers literally out to kill us. lol. i GUESS paper 1 was SUPPOSED to be easy but i ended up not doing 10 marks worth of CONGRENCY TESTS and VOLUME AND RATIO coz i lost track of time. oh nooo. wasted. ):

paper 2 was hell. i dunno what i was doing. 1/2 times 1/2 equals 1. go me. -.- hurhur.

elaine got me spicy nachos from CHACHOS'! YAYS! =D

bought chicken rice home for lunch and mom wanted half of it in exchange for half of her japanese mushroom soup. LOL. like barter trading. =x

o rite. my mom heard that i'm taking chemistry exam tmr and she's making me eat loads of baby quill eggs. and as encouragment she bought chicken wings. LOL!! haha. xD

mom asked me something ~~embarrasing.~~ and i was like. EXCUSE ME?!!! omg. i'm not telling. =p

argh. sister's bday in 2 days time. i just realised. no wonder she's treating me so nicely all of a sudden. hur. she has a motive. evil.

slept on the couch again till 6pm. -.-" sheez. my sister did that too when SHE got home. blahs. both of us. lack of sleep. i SO cant wait for exams to be over. hurhur.

i cant wait for band to start!! -hops around-

stomachache. -cringes-
obviously hot soup and cold drinks dont go well.

boo.

// spicy curry nachos! x))

uh oh. chemistry tmr. sigh.

ouch. ):

2005-05-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

its 1:49am and my temples are throbbing with pain and i'm POSITIVE i'm going to faint anytime now.

argh.

i want to pull a Rip Van Wrinkle and not get up for the next 10 years.
please?

social studies + POA mid year.

2005-05-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

yuckssssss.

social studies was. OKAY. thats all. didnt have enuff time for conclusion or to answer SBQ properly. bleh. chose Sri Lanka instead of Reason For Seperation [Singapore and Malaysia]. I'm pretty sure all the teachers will be sick of reading the same thing about Singapore over and over again. so yeah.
POA was retarded. LOL. i mean, i was like erm. "no change, no change, no change, no change". LOL. then didnt balance for balance sheet. and i didnt even DO trial balance sheet. omg. i'm so busted. -faints

ok there was like some idiotic girls from either the lower sec or dunno what who were screaming at the top of their voices like no one's business. and we were like OMG. hello. i'm sitting by the window can. boo. i'm guessing the pitch is around 19 000 Hertz. LOL. almost the max a person a hear. hurhur. seeing that i'm a girl, I admit I'm an idiot too. At least i dont scream. (:

i handed up my portfolio today. mr kamar was super pleased. haha. not sure is there pg5. coz if there is then i missed out a whole chunk. -GASPS!

emaths tomorrow. omg omg. die die. -runs away

o_o wth is a gradient.

0_0 why formula so... ....

X_X LONG.

-.- DIE LA.

LOL. AHAHAHAHA. -laughs for nothing

mom cooked chicken wings for dinner. as in. the WINGS. no DRUMSTICKS. and i was telling her that she should buy the DRUMSTICK along with the WINGS coz if not, the population of chickens will decrease coz every dead chicken killed for only its wings counts. RIGHT?! =D

wow. almost 12. pretty early. hehe. ok that was a sick laughter. /puke
and so many REGENT ppl offline. gosh. shows how impt maths paper is. (:

// stupidddd maths. LOL.

// kittens !

lalala. i want my spicy nachos. ):

chel-va-na-ya-kam. (:

2005-05-08T23:58:00.000-07:00

boinggggg.

no music lessons at nite today. ha. so was pretty bored. ended up practicing piano scales up and down like crazi. ha.

i'm glad there's ppl reading my quiz. ((:

o damn. chemistry and Emaths coming up in few days time. i'm totally not prepared. sigh. bye to mid year. lol.

watched with sister da champions to the end. literally almost cried during the touching parts. then cheered like no one's business at da competition part. lol.

studied social studies at nite. not planning on studying on POA though. ha. sister was testing me SS. she was super diao. if i forgot da whole meaning or something she will actually MIME it out. i was like laughing. xD

ban-da-ra-nai-ke.
chel-va-na-ya-kam.

LOL.

o . i pray that i dont fall asleep or slow down in writing for my social studies paper tomorrow. tsk.

// macdonalds. haha =x

ahh. gonna complete portfolio now! -run

jiang xing zhao liang!

2005-05-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

wei wo dian zhan deng, xiang wo xing zhao liang*

wahah. my sis has the jiang xing zao liang lyrics from her chinese lesson. cool eh. haha. kept singing with her. LOL.

cong ni de shou zhong, wo gan jue xi wang*

i'm in holiday mood. so diao. LOL.

you ni zai xing zhong, gen jia wen nuan*

celebrated happy mummy's day today. haha. mom supposed to bring us out for dinner or something but ended up the food coming to us instead. xD

ni wei xiao shi wo can lang de yang guang*

watched The Champions vcds at night with sis. omg. i hate that yilin girl to the core. hmphh. )x

wei ni dian zhan deng, xiang wo xiang zhao liang*

haha. weizhi and jackson made my day. thanks. ((:

dui ni de shou hou, wu lun zai he fang*

CHILLI CRABS RAWK. XD

you ni zai shen pang, bu pa hei an*

// lalalalala.

dian zhan deng xiang xing zhao liang*

screwed chinese paper.

2005-05-06T20:35:00.001-07:00

yawn. lol.

o wells. chinese paper today. and i screwed both badly. very very badly. especially paper 1. took me 1 hr 15 min to do functional writing. then oni had 45 minutes left to do compo. omg i'll ~~swear~~ i'm starting to write slower in everything. and da compo topic was REALLY spastic. some argumentative thingy on maids. hur. ended up oni doing like oni 1/4 of the paper. then stop. tsk. o wells. its over le. fail. (:

~~i hope mr choo wont make me drop to chinese B. ):~~

music is running through my head.

mr kamar and da other DnT school technicians RAWK. they'r so friendly. LOL. yeps. and they told me to hand up my folio on monday ~~when everyone already handled up last last week~~. weee. i'm spoilt. even in school. LOL.

came home and slept straight away. was so drained out. slept till like 7pm. o man.

oo. got back my POA test results. yeps i balanced. and i missed by oni a few hundred dollars yeah? LOL. turned out was the working and such wrong. so yeah, had to minus. boo. o wells. got a 11/20. hmm. i was thinking more in terms of 14? yeps. lol.

i'm POSITIVE i'm gonna fail mid years. this is my WORST mid year ever in my entire life la. there's no way i can pull marks. argh. ok stop it. i'm thinking TOO MUCH. lol.

yes, faeliq. i'll think positively and look on the bright side. LOL. :D

God must have spent, a little more time on you. (:

i got mummy Merci chocolate for mother's day! wahah. lol.

o. i'll show you how spoilt i am. mummy just brought in my dinner. yes. brought in. as in. i'm sitting infront of the computer eating. LOL. xD

// screwed chinese. argh.

better catch up on sleep. bleh.

youu are so beautiful to me*

2005-05-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

chocolate chip cookies! FOUND!

haha. alert alert. i found a whole tray of chocolate chip cookies in my fridge. and its for ME. -faints with JOY

still no sign of spicy curry nachos. ):

eng paper 1. report writing was screwed. mr seetoh gave us two formats for practice and he didnt tell us which was which beforehand. so everyone anyhow choose one format for exam. so diao lor. composition was ok. i didnt get to finish nicely but at least there was a beautiful plot. 800-odd words. woo. (:
eng paper 2. i SCREWED it BIG TIME. summary like oni one quarters done. means like. almost 25 out of 50 marks gone. argh. die lor. no more A1 for eng this term. ):

had a hard time deciding where to go for lunch with elaine. went to foodcourt. walk up and down. then went mac. sit there and stone. finally settled on buying cup noodles and going to my house. LOL. then kingston and eugene joined us. yeps. kingston got me Muah Chee. sweet. :D my vcd player was so screwed today. dunno what happen. argh.

disgusting bugs are flying round my house. argh. why everytime rain then liddat de. ):

heard lotsa bands got Gold for JC Band SYF today. woo. congrats CJC, SAJC, ACJC and PJC! :D

i found a oldies CD at home. and it has 'You Are So Beautiful'. -screams!

oo., mom just came back. she bought sotong balls and muah chee [again!] for me. LOL. but the sotong balls taste. yucky. tsk. lol.

ahhh!! my mom bought I DO I DO and THE CHAMPIONS [tv series vcds]!! OMG OMG!! after exam can have movie party le! xD

BUT.

VCD player has just been declared. SPOILT. ):

luckily can watch on PC. hur. :D

tmr chinese exam. o well. i didnt study. blah. i'm gonna flunk it anyway. like always. (:

// congrats to all ((:

// stupid summary.

youu are so beautiful.. to me.. (:

2nd post.

2005-05-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

btw one more thing to add.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL JC BANDS FOR YOUR SYF`05 TMR.
((:

JIA YOUUU!!

physics mid years. poa test. BALANCED!

2005-05-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

dumdeedumx. lol.

physics mid year was okies. yeps. think i screwed some structured qns real badly. but yeah. its over. :D

ahhh. ): i did very very badly for the FIRST TIME in my history russia homework assignment SEQ. my grade went down like. from A2 to C6. hais. there goes my A1 for combined humanities this term. ):'

russia had BETTER NOT come out for history mid years. argh.

inference class test was 7/10. (:

~~i would not have thought likewise.~~

maths was scary. ms beh lectured the class until i myself so nearly wanted to cry. it was so. yeah. =
POA test was a miracle. i managed to remember everything and i actually BALANCED the whole trading thing. surprise!!! =D

ms tan gave me a lollipop. (:

but i dont eat sweets. gave it to minfang. and she started making daniel jealous coz HE didnt have one. LOL. xD

no SPICY CURRY NACHOS again. ):

elaine has sighted some of da nachos near her house. weeee. but. so far. LOL. =x

went to da pasar malam with elaine and siti. LOL. got our lunch there. haha. sat at this ulu corner under train tracks to eat. then went to macdonalds with elaine. i got my Berrynice Yogurt again! weee. haha. saw sally. qinyuan. and jeremy tan. wow. =x

elaine taught me trial balance! ok. its not realli easy. or fun. -shrug shoulders

saw ms yeo and ms lai! -grins

violin lesson was . erm. dunno la. okies. can tell teacher wants me to get a new violin badly. one with lots of dark brown grain lines so that it will sound better with a richer tone. :D

mom says she's bringing us out on saturday!! early mother' day outing!! weeeee. ((:

i should start thinking backwards.

// maybe not.

// Berrynice Yogurt. ((:

// aloe vera apple juice!

english mid year tml. slack ah. haha.

boo-boo. ): mini bread picnic!

2005-05-03T21:39:00.000-07:00

ahhh!!!

a boo-boo [erm. bruise.] appeared on my right wrist! -shows everyone my hand- its hurting me, and now i cant write. just wonderful. zeting said if i didnt rub it then it will turn green or something then blood clot. OMG. kept rubbing throughout the whole 2 periods of chemistry. so didnt really listen to teacher la. xD

PAIN!!!!!!

and it turns black after an hour! YAYS?! =D

but it still hurts. sigh. need mommy. ):

had 'mini BREAD picnic' in class during recess with elaine n siti. LOL. then nicholas and derrick stopped by our class to join us. haha. and we shall have it again tmr! BREAD RAWKS. :D

YAYS. first band performance after exam is a combine SYF thing during upper sec assembly after exams. haha. band, choir, movement and dance, malay dance, chinese drama, ELDS. rahs. looking so forward to it. =D

band music keeps playing in my head during lessons. hmm. now i cant concentrate. weeee. =x

chinese lesson was good. talked to yvonne (: meiling, xiaojing and jennifer are really great ppl to be with when you just wanna talk and talk. esp meiling. she keeps laughing non-stop. LOL. and mr choo was such a sweet person. he gave us clues for chinese exam. YOU RAWK! ha.
again.

no SPICY CURRY NACHOS. sigh. these stores shud realli stock up on some. ):

napped on the couch till 7pm. lol. then i studied some physics! WOW! -surprised!- haha. o wells. tmr physics mid year wat. then u wan me study wat. LOL.

i waited all my life ;
to cross this line.

// spicy curry nachos. ):

// boo-boo. sob.

3-7, good luck for physics tmr. ((:

no JC. no poly. maybe idyllwilds. =x

2005-05-02T23:56:00.000-07:00

craving for chocolate chip muffins. (:

ha. checked my alarm clock when i woke up today. one was 4pm. another was 2pm. LOL. and the actual time was 12:30pm. so diao. xD

read online stories for the afternoon. practically IGNORED my mom. evil me. then in da evening, found my allowance on table [and i thot my mom wud stop giving me coz she was angry or something]. HA. then mom came in and gave me 5 bucks and told me to get myself dinner very nicely. weeee. told ya. my mom loves me too much to ignore me for a full day. LOL. ok anything la. i'm really talking crap.

gillian was so bored that she wanted to watch movie with me today. sorri. i got my allowance after you went offline. =X

went out to eat dinner with dad and sis. talked bout singapore arts school which will be out in 2007. he said if it was up to high school level, i could go. yays. but. if its oni up to sec 4. then cannot lor. i'll be overage by then. sad case. hmmm. still, after Os got lots of choices eh. haha. he hinted me bout a normal JC. but ahs. i'm not the study type la. and he said it was ok. YAYS. haha. and neither do i want to go poly. my bad, but, i dont think i'll work out specialising something. so. hurhur. and a big NO NO to NAFA or LaSalle or Shatec. sooo. Idyllwilds again? dunno. =X

AHH. DONT CARE LA. WHY THINK SO MUCH.
-shuts eyes-

i pointed out to my sister that she shud realli try out for the singapore sports school. like cmon la. i think she can beat any damn 100m gurl by at least 3 seconds. lol. xD ok i'm not lying. -serious look

but ahs. my sis is super anti and she'll be scared to stay in the campus. so. scratch the idea. wasted huh. ):

i ate Berrynice Yogurt again today!! :D

jia you those having exams tmr. esp those taking chemistry + emaths paper tmr. like faeliq and jared. poor faeliq hates the mole concept. LOL. WHO DOESNT??!! ok. jia you!! xD

chocolate chip muffin. where are you. )):

// jia youu. :D

// ~~i'm surprised you didnt. (:~~

school tml. weeeee?

outburst 2005. hurhur.

2005-05-01T23:39:00.000-07:00

first day of may.

was supposed to be a happy day. but sad to say, God didnt allow this to happen.

slept till 2pm today. pure bliss.

had a HUGE argument with my mom. it was SO huge that i said LOTS of things i shouldnt. my very very first outburst in 3 years? hur. and i bet i shouted so loudly that ppl living 5 stories below could hear me. hurhur.

never knew my voice was ever so loud cause if it is really like that during band, every thing would be in order.

details.

~~i literally THREW the whole bucket of water onto the water LIKE THAT cause i was SO blardy angry. and poof. the whole study room, corridor and my room was FLOODED with water.~~

~~apparantly, my mom couldnt and was not able to really -TOUCH- me coz i threatened her with something[s] which i didnt know i could threaten her with until now.~~

and it was HORRIBLE. like the devil taking over me or something. my fingers just became totally numb.

ahh. kept praying to God to help me cool down. it worked. (:

ended up doing physics till 11pm without knowing.

but really, nothing was in my head.

nothing.

what do you call this. PMS? maybe. =

now i see why my cousins said that i'll surely have my mom's genes of having a ENORMOUS OUTBURST once every few years and usually, it will end up everyone being really, really, really scared of me. yeah! i'm gonna be feared by all. LOL.

no wonder my cousins run away when they see my mom, despite her nice-ness i think.

watch out everyone, i'm next. (:

NAHH. couldnt be. i'm just growing up. thats why da sudden outburst yeah? yeps. :D

// outburst.

i'm throwing away my physics.

chocolate chip muffins. (:

2005-04-30T21:51:00.000-07:00

i want you and your beautiful soul*

went to church today. yeps. then went to starhub for lunch with CG. lala. cindy shepherded me today. thennn. others had meeting, so me, jolene and huiling stayed for awhile. blah. chemistry is boringgg. haha. saw jolene's TYS maths. and now i hate simultaneous qns. YUCKS. haha.

chocolate chip muffins rule the world. (:

saw AHEM and me n jolene kept teasing huiling non stop. LOL. on our way out, AHEM went out too with his friends. haha xD and we started to get all giggling at stuff. decided to take the bus instead of mrt today, and guess what? AHEM was sitting them. we were shocked la. kept laughing non-stop. think AHEM knows we'r talking about him, yeah? aww. too bad he took another bus. sad. LOL. saw someone who looked exactly like mark wee in the bus, oni with more hair. dont know la.

walked with huiling to a shop to get her contact lens. had fun chatting. yeps. then went home. sian la. lala. not doing anything. but slacking. lol. xD

i wanna go b-day present shopping!

!

!

but no one's bday coming up. ):

// AHEM. lol.

// muffins rule!!

bye bye. -waves

macdonalds. siti and derrick.

2005-04-29T20:36:00.000-07:00

boooooooooooo~!

ok wth. LOL. TGIF!! -grins

wore my new tuck out uniform today! :D

was ALMOST late for school. opps. was dreaming so didnt want to wake up. haha. poor jocelyn had to wait for me. ): aww.
finished da movie during CME today. was WOAH. haha. guys were upset we didnt get to watch the part where the girl got rape. haha. xD

bingquan was so farnie during maths =X

and me, siti and elaine has finally finished da foil decorations! thx to ChenYang too. yeps. (:

~~i cant stand you anymore.~~

was clear-your-stuff-before-exam-date-day. ha. so everyone was caryying a LOT of stuff home. no choice. cannot leave under table wat. and my locker wont fit my stupid arch file. xD took home all TYS. cant stand it sitting in my locker doing nothing but sit. thought i'll bring them home and stuff them behind one of my cupboards. LOL. lala.

went to Yew Tee Macdonalds with derrick and siti after school. derrick helped me and siti carry our ultra-heavy loads of textbooks and files all da way from school till mac. sweet. thanks ((:

Berrynice Yogurt from Mac is YUMMY. =D

kingston, eugene lim and june came afterwards. weeee. we had a fun time talking LOUDLY. haha. this RI guy across us was giving us da funny look. LOL.

lauched a 'A-Maths-Suck-English-Rules' debate. siti on my side. derrick opposite. alone. haha. derrick made me and siti do some of da TYS maths qn. was diao. haha. derrick is super smart can?! xD

and me and siti were going crazi. we were like '3-7 boys rule! darren rox! hao zhi rox! benjamin rox! bingquan rox! kaixun rox! ahhh. ALL DA GUYS IN 3-7 ROX! [except for one. or two. lol]'.
siti is da president of the Darren Fan Club coz he still likes siti's badges. LOL.

home home. practiced music today. so guai of me. lala.

~~dont tell me about them. and you.~~

// darren fan club xD

// 3-7 guys rawk!!

saturday tmr. YAYS.

class comm hang up. (:

2005-04-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

the DARREN fan club. x))

o yes. me and siti has started a DARREN fan club cause he goes around wearing siti's badges so much. LOL.

chemistry was rotten.
and so was maths.
and POA.
yucks.

ahh. i'm gonna FAIL mid years.

spent mother tongue lesson making this class committee hang up with elaine. mr choo didnt mind at all. sweet. (:

redecorated classroom a bit during recess. gonna continue tmr though. and ms tan was very very pleased when she stopped by for a visit. :D

ms tan's leaving on da 13th! sob. ):

i just realised i have so many things left undone. tsk. band. school. music at home and outside.

and i'm such a busy busy girl, aint i? ((:

ok i'm feeling guilty again. i havent finished my TWO newspaper cuttings and chinese compo which has been dued for almost a month. lol.

i got my bottle back from natasha!! weeeeee. -jumps around-

~~its coming back to me.~~

// and i just stared and kept quiet.

arhs. busy day tmr. tsk. BYES. =D

SAF accapella grp.

2005-04-27T20:50:00.000-07:00

ho-hums.

haha. aced social studies test. i'm so proud of myself. thought that i didnt cause cher didnt mention me in her list of ppl whom she rmb-ed. weeee.

POA was sucky. dont know why i took this subject when i jolly well can do pure biology in the art class. ~~but my art sucks. LOL.~~

assembly was awesome. accapella group from SAF came. and they rawked! haha. they had this totally sex-ayyy tenor singer named jonathan who sang so damn sexily la can!! -screams!

took history test after school. source based thingy. was okies. then went for extra physics class. omg. i oni got a 7/30 for class test. super sucky. o wells. i dont care bout lenses that much. HAHA.

~~i hate it when my class boys fight. ):~~

went for extra DnT with runting and haozhi. almost completed my boat!! -cheers- o yeah. a very nice boy helped me with my vacuum forming for my boat. thanks. ((:

walked home with siti and ate potato chips! haha. sat and chat. ahh. all da good times. lol.

dad brought me to buy my new school uniform. omg. it rawks. can finally tuck out le! haha. o well. then went for violin. teacher not in good mood i guess. kept making me play pieces which will make my finger keep running non stop. lol. then went for shopping spree with dad! well. not realli. hate shopping. just went to buy stationary. but like. run here run there and grab. LOL. and was like $30 worth of stationary can. opps. o wells. xD

spotted this VCD shop and dad wanted to rent 3 vcds. but ahs. told him to rent after exam coz then my frens can come toooo. so nice of me. lol.

dad said i could get new glasses!
hope its frameless. (:
-cross fingers-
i dont wan to wear contact lens anymore.

aint i spoiled.
-readers- YES YOU ARE.
HEYY. evil. haha.

i repeat. i want the sound of music OST very very badly. (:

// weeee. -runs

// potato chips. =D

// darren fan club. =x

busy day tmr. lala.

sound of music rawks!

2005-04-26T20:45:00.000-07:00

doe, a deer, a female deerrrr. (:

was late for school. woke up at 7:30am can. haha. xD

got back chinese test results. 33/100. hurhur. i rawk rite. lol.
didnt understand a single thing in chemistry. boo.

went to esplanade with sister. and she forgot her ez link card. WOW. hur. lala. went there. ate bread for dinner from breadtalk. LOL. yups. then esplanade theatre there le. da officer took away my bag, saying it was too big. so diao. haha. went up the escalator and realised i left my water bottle in the bag. tried to find way down but dont have. haha. lala. went in. weeee. our seats not bad sia. high and can see everything clearly, including a bit of the orchestra sitting in the pit underneath the stage. heard da clarinet playing live with piano before the musical started. sounded superrrr sex-ayyy. haha.

start. omg omg. the illusion effect and backdrops are AMAZING. haha. then yeah. children came in. gretl [the youngest one] is SO SO SO adorable. haha. got one scene is fell down while running at the whole theater was like -GASP-. LOL. lala. got loads of ang-mohs and japanese ppl sitting around me. haha. spent more time watching the orchestra play though really, i could oni see some violins and the french horn section. live music is AWESOME. haha. and at the kissing scene the theatre was like -PINDROP SILENCE-. super super nice. must go watch!!! haha.

Sixteen Going On Seventeen

You wait, little girl, on an empty stage
For fate to turn the light on
Your life little girl is an empty page
That men will want to write on

You are sixteen going on seventeen
Baby, it's time to think
Better beware...be canny and careful
Baby, you're on the brink

You are sixteen going on seventeen
Fellows will fall in line
Eager young lads and rogues and cads
Offer you food and wine
Totally unprepared are you to face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared are you
Of things beyond your ken

You'll need someone older and wiser
Telling you what to do,
I am seventeen going on eighteen
I'll take care of you! ((:

I am sixteen going seventeen
I know that I'm naive
Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet
And willingly I believe

I am sixteen going seventeen
Innocent as a rose
Bachelor dandies, drinkers of brandies
What do I know of those?
Totally unprepared am I to face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared am I
Of things beyond my ken

I need someone older and wiser
Telling me what to do,
You are seventeen going on eighteen
I'll depend on you! ((:

i want sound of music OST so badly.

took train home. me and sis overslept and the train went to chinese garden. -.-" got off and they announced no more trains le. omg. so unlucky. haha. so got out of the station and got a taxi. then home. lala.

// till you reach your dreams... :D

lala. feeling happy happy.

m-o-t-i-v-a-t-e-d !

2005-04-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

o mans.

no 2.4 km test today coz mr zahed wasnt here. sigh.

did source based today for history. and i didnt understand a thing. -bawls

teacher just told us got chinese retest tmr got everyone coz of duno what. ahhhh. ):

had music mid years today at ACS [I]. omg. its supposed to be so DAMN easy BUT. i couldnt do even half of the paper la. sigh. couldnt rmb anything. it figures since i didnt study any melody writing or world music but plain music history [ like. 2 pages? LOL. ] which didnt even come out. boo. arghh.

*is it me... or?

went with weizhi to clementi again for dinner. haha. we'll be like going there every week la. haha. yups. chat chat. got myself a gorgeoussss new purple file for music filing. yeps. weizhi got one too! haha.

felt so m-o-t-i-v-a-t-e-d after this RJC gurl walk near me on my way home. dunno why. LOL. but i feel gooddd. ((:

poor elaine got my virus? get well soon! :D

jared wont stop calling me jie jie. erm?

gillian's probational bm too!! weeee. we'r in da same boat then. LOL.

// m o t i v a t e d !

// all of a sudden, i realised how important this was to me. (:

byess. =D

botanical gardens.

2005-04-24T10:48:00.000-07:00

i'm still coughing after a week. boo.

*coughs*

wahah! finally changed my music on this blog! weeee. -spins

spent my morning and afternoon doing nothing but reading stories online. hurhur. just realised aaron carter's singing is like. flawless. if u listen closely, he lifts up his voice when he ends a note or something and he even hold it to its full value. [ok a bit music-thinking here]. and so is jesse mccartney's! (: but i love tom felton too! ahh. i love all 3 of them. LOL.

couldnt be bothered to study for tomorrow's music mid years. stupid music history paper. stupid harmony paper. stupid world music paper.

went to meet with sarah and took the train to newton to meet tim chua. saw someone who looked like amb's jinjun coming out of a taxi. then sarah got phone call from tim say he's in THAT taxi. asked tim. yups. its jinjun. LOL.

went to botanical gardens. watched SAF band perform pieces. got merry widow and The Incredibles! lol. loads of little ang-moh kids running around. so damn ke ai. haha. talked to jonathan with tim and sarah after they performed. he's ~~disappointed~~ we oni got a silver. o wells. lol.

was attempting to get out of the BG and to the main road to meet leonard. and we got lost. so had to duck under some hedges and climb over fences. lol. almost caught by security guard but yeah. lure him away. haha. like some adventure. xD

finally got to McDonalds. yeps. leonard came. turned out he went da wrong way. so diao. had a fun time teasing leonard bout -ahem-. LOL. xD lalala. some guy gave me and sarah LARGE fries instead of medium. LOL. but we didnt tell him anyway. lala. evil. anyway. strange that i've nv noticed that leonard had long eyelashes. haha.

o yeah. in case you'r wondering. yes. i skipped music lessons. but i told teacher first k. haha. getting extra lessons next month. so yeah. lala.

*something bout you blows me away

// stupid music mid years. boo.

// full moon. (:

// UFO! xD

i shall just die tmr.

sound of music.. here i come!

2005-04-23T23:44:00.000-07:00

stupid tomato sauce.

i'll never eat spaghetti for the next half of the year. this is what happens when your lunch and dinner is the same. i dont mind lasagne though. LOL.

practically died with boredom. mom went on some trip to johor with aunt. hurhur.

was in the kitchen when my dad asked me all of a sudden whether i was free on tuesday or not. said i wasnt sure. and he grinned and gave me this small letter thing. i opened it and literally almost FAINTED on the spot. was the Sound Of Music musical at esplanade de tickets! in fact 2 of them. weeeeeeee. one for me another for my sister. and omg omg. i checked the price at the bottem and ONE ticket cost like $84.30. OMG. means dad spent like $168.60. OMG OMG OMG. i cant stop smiling now! xD

i feel sticky. boo. =p

and i havent studied music history or anything. brilliant eh.

// sound of music!! ((:

lalala. i'm bored.

treasure hunt w sec 1s. (:

2005-04-22T23:06:00.000-07:00

frowns and smiles.

like 5 or 6 ppl were absent from school today. most of them fever. haiyoh. did i pass my virus to them? ):

trading accounts today! weeee. <3

omg. mid years in less than 2 weeks time. and did i mention that miss tay JUST told me that my music mid year paper is this monday. omg. that is SUPER last minute can. argh.

collected all da new photocopied scores. and like among 5 of them, oni 1 of them has Eb clarinet playing inside. sob. o well. as least there's merry widow to look forward to. (:

played treasure hunt with sec 1s. told jordan to man one station. and he was supposed to tell them to sing twinkle twinkle or something. instead he went to make my group sing the national anthem and make some other group do star jumps while singing twinkle twinkle. LOL. lala. yeah. all went well till da dumb cher in the cabin decided to complain coz we kept running in and out. how spastic.

took some sec 1s for drills with jordan. nv raised my voice THIS high before. LOL.

took sec 1s saxophones for sectionals. omg. khairul wants to play baritone sax. how cuteeeee. then he would be just like bedok north's khairul! LOL. joseph and daphanie starting to have that thick tone le. YAYS. then took sec 1s clarinets. chat first. liyana is adorable man. she was like "we all sec 1s will work very hard for the next syf!!" omg. omg. omg. i love this batch. LOL.

had dinner with hayati. then had a chat while waiting for her bus. o. didnt know some boys were so sweet. lol. ((:

i lost my Liu Xing Hua Yuan VCDs somewhere in da music room. haiz. ):

// sweet boys. ((:

// music mid years. die. ):

// glass test tubes with alphabets.

and i'm falling asleep. -plops

napfa 5 stations test.

2005-04-21T23:48:00.000-07:00

woohoo. -hops around-

social studies test was ok. didnt reall finish though. nv write most impt factor. ): time constraint. yeps. boooo.
POA lesson was bad today. miss merduati was in a bad bad mood. even i got scolded by her. LOL. but at least i know bout Trading accounts now. hur.

jane ong's maths remedial was cancelled. joined elaine in ms beh's. had class test. pretty fun.

had napfa test today. 5 stations. blahh. and oni 4 gurls in class were present. LOL. sit and reach was 41! and sit ups were 45. weeee. rest were good. except standing broad jump. still staring at my feet when i jump. boo.

the library teacher told me she didnt like the name rebecca cause her collegue who used to be a VERY fierce person was named rebecca. haha. xD

elaine: but u are fierce wat!
me: I'M NOT!
cher: she's not la. look at her. so happy with a big smile.

LOL. i'm being loved for my ~~smirk~~ smile. =x

taking a nap is such bliss. (:

mummy was explaining to sister what 'fei li' means. seriously i dont know either. and mum was like "fei li means ni fei hen duo li". o man.

got seventh night of july from sarah! thx! freaking freaking nice can? weeeee. :D

my papaya tastes like garlic. eww.

// feeling: musical. ((:

// seventh night of july!!

sec 1s band session tmr. YAYS.

xiao bai lian. (:

2005-04-20T22:09:00.000-07:00

how come its now nothing but tests?

chinese test today. and i didnt know. like. thx a lot la? hurhur. so just bluff my way through. blah.

tmr social studies test. and i just knew today too. once more. thx a lot? BOOO.

wont have to take chemistry re-test coz i have excuse. weeee. just that next test de marks increase to 40%. yeps.

OMG OMG. I PASSED MATHS class test. MIRACLE.

after school had extra chemistry lessons in IT resource room. freezing. was desperately trying to breathe. but. blahhh. blocked nose. =p

tried "the pasta with chicken soup over it on a PLATE" for lunch with elaine. i dunno how kingston can eat this everyday. LOL. but. hashbrowns still rule! ha.

watched da sec 1s do their 5 stations NAPFA test. nicky sat with me and elaine at da parade square. and we were going "BAND RAWKS! BAND GO!" at every band junior's turn. except for elaine of coz. loyal MnD member wat. LOL. lalala. then went up hall helped ms tan. was zhihan's class!! weee. and wah. tell u. their sit ups. craziness. like. 52? 45? 47? omg.

malay boy: sell-pilot.
me&elaine: HUH?!
mb: sell-bai-lot!
we: HUHHH??!!
mb: SELL-BAI-LIAN!
we: oo. must be da sec 1 history lesson. the pa-ria [howeva its spelled la]!
mb: nono. SIAOOO-BAI-LAIN!!
we: .. -thinks- .... OO. XIAO BAI LIAN!!
mb: YA!!!
we: ??

100 plus is healthier than 7-up or sprite. (:

then we went library. saw nicky again. LOL. lala. played UNO with bao hui, peggy, elaine and nicky. was doing very silly stuff. LOL. anyway got 'kana' by teacher librarian dunno how many times. haha. and whenever nicky said UNO, i would sneak up to look at his card and announce it to everyone "HEY. NICKY HAS YELLOW. EVERYONE DONT PUT YELLOW." weeee. hey. i'm not the ONLY evil one. ELAINE IS TOO!! she even announced the NUMBER can. haha.

played speed/stress with elaine. nicky wont stop giggling. i mean laughing. LOL. then watched da uncle finish filling da library vending machine. got a Milo. cold. elaine's one was cold. vivian's was cold. nicky's WASN'T. LOL. xD poor thing.

walked home with elaine. and nicky is gonna start bugging her from today too cause he just got her number, thx to who else but the lovable meeee. ok shut up me. and coz he found out that elaine's elvin's sister. LOL. okkk.

went for violin lessons. was freaked out on the bus. in conclusion. i'm never gonna board a bus with a RI guy holding on to a white rolled up paper. HUR. but derrick boarded da bus when he left. so yeah. sat together and talk. (:

lessons was ok. teacher could tell i was sick instantly. so smart rite. haha. played stuff again. cher said my accuracy on da string is getting worse. o shoots. die le. =
took bus back. this time it was worse. it was FREAKING SCARY! shh. dont say le. slept on da bus and my books dropped onto the floor. LOL. nice malay man helped me pick up. he rawks. haha. ((:

o man. i just realised how dramatic me and my sister can be. watched 'Dolphins At Bay' [some chinese show] and when the kissing scenes came, we both just screamed and God knows what crazi actions we did next. LOL.

NAPFA TEST TMR!! weeee.

bloody hell. i just realised the stories i always read up on has been gone. somehow.

// so many things to do, so little time.

// i love tom felton! LOL.

finally. i feel ready. (:

home sick. again.

2005-04-19T23:57:00.000-07:00

and i didnt go to school again. ):

aww. guilty. sob.

o wells. at least i wasnt feeling that bad today. hur. actually watched Noddy on kids central. LOL.

went for band meeting in da afternoon at school. discussed bout stuff. LOADS AND LOADS of stuff. syf, departments, future concerns and blahs. yeps.

i tried out merry widow! kinda difficult though. lol.

o yeah. those who told me to get well soon, love ya all to bits. -huggggggggs

i love MYSELF.
and leonard, YOU cannot love YOURSELF.
i rule.
LEONARD DOESNT. xD

~~i'm sorri. but am i kept in the dark? of something which i think i should know?~~

// thx for all da sms-es. ((:

// chilli rules. haha.

tmr. DEFINATELY going sch.

think about what??!!

2005-04-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG.

WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO THINK ABOUT BEFORE WE COME??!!

sometimes. mr lim's sms-es realli freak the daylights out of me.
argh.
die la. sure cannot sleep le.

sick. stuck at home.

2005-04-18T20:14:00.000-07:00

stuck at home.

i do feel bad for not going to school. ):

boo. fancy me not being able to overcome just some high fever in da early morning. so much for my bright side of life. there goes my history class, 2.4km run test and o levels music class.
strange. i shud be well happy that i've missed like. 4 tests today? including 2.4km run, that is. hurhur.

i do hope that yiming did remember his class keys today. or else the whole class would be locked out without mine.

elaine told me gerald's and nan lin's hp and wallet got stolen in class. gosh. -gasps

had my handphone, a cup of water, thermometer, ice pack and a whole box of tissues beside my bed. i'm always prepared. haha. woke up like 3 times. 7am, 10am, 3pm. 38 degrees, 37.6 degrees, 36.9 degrees respectively. YAY. i rawk!

i want you and your beautiful soul*

shucks. i'm becoming obsessed with tom felton, jesse McCartney AND aaron carter. omggg. ~~actually i just like their flat blonde hair~~

will have to go to school tmr. dont wanna miss social studies and maths, do i?

i just realised i have chinese compo and english newspaper cuttings dued 2 weeks ago. o man. i'm so busted.

afiqah just told me we have a history test tmr. ARGH.

found this on friendster.
checked. i'm cream.

*CREAM*
Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very outgoing. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go or a long time.

this is so, so, so true. (:

// and it raced faster. and faster.

// thx everyone. (:

byes. TOM FELTON RAWKS. :D

chalet!! sick. ):

2005-04-17T22:23:00.000-07:00

back from chalet. sick and happy. (:

day 1 - 15/4 - friday
after school. band for sec 1s. then blahh. met aaron, jordan, yuting, zhenjun and sec 1s zhi han, ibnu, sofia, eliana at nite. [found out dat sec 1 which looked like darren was named Zhi Han and he's awfully adorable] yeah. took zhi han's dad's car to da chalet. Costa Sands Resort.

conv between jordan n zhi han.
j: wats your dad's car?
zh: MPV.
j: HUH??
zh: Multi Purpose Vehicle.
j: what is that? can sit how many ppl?
zh: a lot. still got put stuff at de back.
j: u mean family car ah?
zh: ya la.
j: then just say family car lor!!!

10 minutes later... on the car.
j: uncle, wat car is this?
zh's dad: MPV.
j: -.-"

didnt know zhi han's older sister was in de unity band playing de clarinet. hmm.

chalet. -chants- the pool looked so inviting. but too bad i didnt bring my swimming suit. boo. started de barbeque. alumnis were there. and Bob kept invading my hotdog territory because he demanded more space for his nuggets. LOL. and he's in cjc. knew it. de la salle oso wat. haha.

midnight. me, charles, zeting and siying. decided to go to Cheers. then charles brought us on this BIGGG detour which was like walking da whole beach before reaching Cheers. LOL. and on the way there, zeting HAD to shout "I SAW SOMETHING WHITE!!" and siying screamed and everyone chiong. ha. ended up running all de way to some main road. lol. then could stop but just jogged all de way to Cheers. MIDNIGHT JOG. lol. charles treated us to cup noodles. wee. haha. went back to chalet and they were playing murderer. lol. slept on da chair. somehow.

day 2 - 16/4 - saturday
woke up at 7 on da chair. quickly went up with siying and slept on de BED with aircon and so. till 1pm. omg. haha. then we cleaned up the house. how nice of us. haha. then went for lunch with siying, dororin and jiahui at food court nearby. ~~food was like. ermm.~~ chalet. charles took out his Playstation and aaron + zeting took out their Dance Dance Revolution mats. then we played all da way till night. started barbequeeee. started to drizzle. =( prayed to God that it wont rain. and it didnt. Praise God :D lala. then this time like sec 3s bbq-ing for da seniors and juniors. lol. lala. Mr Lim came! and we made him play DDR. he cant co-ordinate his feet. LOL. ok. and he said MAYBE merry widow has Eb clar part. sob. i realli hope got. blehs. audris said all the food had to be eaten. so played Zong Ji Mi Ma. and omg. i'll nv eat another chicken wing in my life again. but jiahui had to eat like 8 chicken wings. LOL. oo. lala. played Daidee and cheat with others. joseph played Daidee Lame Version with us. omg. super diao. LOL. ibnu has such a innocent face that when he cheats, no one can tell! LOL. then went to beach with rena and qinyuan. and omg. the number of cockroaches we saw. hardly even walk 3metres and already seen 7 cockroaches. LOL. lala. went to find aaron and jiayin. yups. then kelvin and jiahui came. lalal. then slept on da rocks at de beach facing sea.

day 3 - 17/4 - sunday
woke up at 5am. freezing. realised everyone went back chalet le. except jiahui and kelvin. yeps. got da flu and started coughing like dunno what. watched da ships and could see a bit of sunrise. yeps. pondered bout stuff. then left beach with others at bout. 6. at chalet. everyone sleeping either upstairs or floor downstairs. and they looked like cute angels. haha. slept on da floor. woken up by charles shouting for ppl to come down from upstairs. LOL. then check out. took shuttle bus to pasir ris mrt. ate breakfast at White Sands shopping mall. and i ate super slow. opps. sorri siying and jiahui. lol. maanged to catch up with others on de mrt though. haha. felt terrible. but ahs. nvm. lol. home sweet home. sleep. lessons. teacher asked bout syf. nothing. and here i am.

just had conference with gillian jared and leonard. just hung up liddat. couldnt take it anymore. headache like blasting me and i was like going to drop de phone anytime. somehow i still can be here typing these crap.

totally sick now. i dont know what to do but drink herbal tea. yes. now 10 cups already and number is still rising. i hate being sick. haiz.

and 2.4km test tmr. die. sheez.

plus chem and POA test. and music history test. and history essay. and DnT drawing. band parade planning. shucks. i have a headache and i'm freezing for some reason though its really warm here in choa chu kang. boo.

ah. shut up me. i dont wan to sound like i need ppl to sympathize with me coz i sound helpless. hur.

~~i nid a break.~~

ok. STOP IT REBECCA. -scolds myself

i have to look on the bright side. so what if i'm sick? i'm still able to walk and jump and so. unlike others, sick till realli cannot move. shud be grateful rite. yeps. so yeah. 2.4km. so what. so many tests. so what. sickness cant realli prevent me from doing anything i want to do. dont care la. its just some freaking sickness. ~~i hope~~ i'm sure i still can get that gold for da run. lol. hope i dont spread my cough to elaine tomorrow in school though. haha. so yeah. will just face the fact happily. LOL. ok i'm crazi. xD

God Bless Me. -prays

// thx. for that call. though i missed it. (:

// merry widow. ((:

// sleeping on da beach was nice. lol.

// thx for asking. will recover soon. yeps.

// no such thing. no one hates u.

// i dont like anyone. but myself. LOL.

// thx for that call again. it brightened me up. ((:

~~i dont care bout anything.~~
i care about everything. (:

going for chalet. (:

2005-04-15T16:43:00.000-07:00

going for chalet today. tmr. and day after. lala.

oo. wan to thank Jared loads for chatting with me late at night ytd coz faeliq was asleep and gillian had competition today.
yups.
thx for talking to me bout so much stuff. somehow feel much better. though i'm sure u dont know what i'm talking about. LOL. jareeed. sorri. i cant say it in that style again. lol.

bye.

tong hua?

2005-04-14T21:46:00.000-07:00

sticky me. LOL.

i'm awfully proud of my candle holder design. (:

got a 9.5/25 for my POA test so got to retest. seriously, i dont care. LOL. okayy. but got posted over to ms merduati's class for split class so have to part with siti and elaine. aww. o wells. baohui is delighted that there's finally someone whom she knows in her class. which is. duh. ME. xD

watched that movie again fer cme! YAY.

why are my class boys getting obsessed with this song called tong hua?

got elaine hooked on ALVAMAR OVERTURE. :D

i'm lazy to do homework. holiday mood.

// lazyyyy.

may i fail my mid years. (:

bedok north.. GOLD!!

2005-04-13T22:33:00.000-07:00

bedok north got gold! details. (:

half day today. physics test was such a FLOP. CONFIRM FAIL. maths lesson was quite bad. i cant believe i dont understand bout similar triangles. sigh.

JIA YOU REGENT MOVEMENT AND DANCE FOR SYF!!

supposed to go for sports day. just to watch ppl run races? i think its a waste of time. went with aaron, charles, stephanie, yvonne, yokelian, zeting, jordan and esther to conference hall hoping to hear bedok north for THEIR syf. ha. i'm the class chairperson and i'm ponning sports day when i'm supposed to be taking attedence. wow. i'm dead. weee.

sometimes she's hot
sometimes i'm cold
sometimes my head wants to explode*

reached there when bedok north had just FINISHED playing. wah. we so fasttt rite. hurhur. lolz. then they went in. lala. we stayed outside. hua yi, RI, TKGS, st anthony's and loads of schools were there bahs. yep. ACS [I] was there too! lol. lala. they let us in fer the results. weee.

was sitting with shuyi. wait wait. shuyi so cute la can? keep saying she was nervous with some other ppl. cheryl too. so cuteee. then the whole clarinet section was like holding hands. oo. and i was holding with them. LOL. okkk.

"... bedok north secondary school. band number 71... GOLD!! " -SCREAMS-

and yeps. UPROAR. :D

shuyi wont stop asking everyone "DID WE REALLY GET GOLD?" and i couldnt stop going "YES!!!"

hug here and there with so many ppl. poor khairul. all of a sudden i hug him out of excitement n he kana shocked. LOL.

RI's shouts and cheers of joy werent as "loud and happy" as st andrews' when they got gold with honours. why? dunno la. but i love their blazers. (:

joel yong is getting me a green [slytherin] blazer for my bday if he's in singapore. YAY. -cheers

went home and slept. woken up by dad. got violin lesson ahh!! omg omg. rush. and today was one of my best lessons. i played so well till my fingers hurt like God knows. vibrato was well on. white tags are dropping off. HALLELUJAH. (:

dad forgot to bring me school uniform shopping. boo.

suyin. on why orchid park jumped from cop to gold with honours.
[[ŠũŶıŇ..]] a tingling senzation.. says:
cuz their choice piece was a orchestra turned band piece
[[ŠũŶıŇ..]] a tingling senzation.. says:
and it's very hot in japan
[[ŠũŶıŇ..]] a tingling senzation.. says:
so those idiotic japanese judges were lyk "waaaaaaaaaa"
[[ŠũŶıŇ..]] a tingling senzation.. says:
cuz the piece's fm japan

faeliq. on judges of syf 2005.
competition is useless.
it judges ppl of how they play.
they dont care how much you work.
they dont care how hard you work.
they dont care how much you sacrifice.
all they want is the product.
nothing but the product.
music comes from the heart.
not from technical studies.
not from method books.
not from experienced tutors.
music is purely what you feel.
music is just a wayof passing a message to the audience.
a message from the heart of the composer.
a message from the heart of the conductor.
a message from the heart of the player.
thus music cannot be judged.
the way you play it.
is the way you want to show the audiencehow or what you feel.

me. on syf 2005 overall.
SCREW SYF LA.

hmmmm.

chem test tmr. POA test. o wow. i'm not CARING bout anything. shit. still in band mood. i wake up thinking "today got band anot?" . die ah. mid year die le.

weizhi told me i got ZERO for harmony test. expected. stupid A sharps! and i missed my music history test. means. THATS IT. my mid year is a F9. my overall gonna be pulled down like siao le. haiz. ):

my table in a mess.
~~i dont give a damn.~~

ST MARGARETS' GOT A GOLD!!!
THEY DID IT!!!

was talking bout st marg's band hoping to get a gold with other regent bandmates. and they want st marg's to get a gold too! ((:

today's post has been VERY long. lol.

// good job bedok north & st margarets!

// i want a blazer! LOL.

byee. i shall die tmr. (:

SILVERRR.

2005-04-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

and. SILVER. ho-humms.

details!!

i was not even nervous today. not even when i was on stage. believe it or not. LOL.

reached conference hall. tuning room. lala. then waited outside. st andrews' band was right beside us with whitley sec on our left. and sas's boys all looked damn matured. not that ours arent. but. yeah. u get the idea. and they were all praying before they went in. i'm impressed. found this kinda sweet. for some reason. and i went to pray too. 6 times actually. haha. xD

our turn. went in. played. was definitely not our best performance. but neither was it de worse. thats all i can say. came out and all mr lim said was "HIGH COP". took photos and so. yeps.
went back to school. felt asleep at da front. sorri i didnt go to da back of da bus to create "trouble" for everyone. LOL.

natasha's dad sent me, hayati, natasha and jocelyn back to conference hall. went in. waited for results. wait wait wait. then this damn farnie man came out and kept making us laugh like crazi. haha. then results. that was the one and oni time i was nervous and i was squeezing shulin's hand. haha.

"...st andrew's secondary school... band number ??.. GOLD WITH HONOURS!! " . and their guys jumped up and hugged and blah.

"...regent secondary school... band number ??.. SIL--- I SCREAM --- VER." o well. my reflexes are very very good for once. i was the first to scream u know. LOL. and yoke lian cried. erm.

"...whitley secondary school... band number ??.. SILVER!!! -screamssss-" GOOD JOB WHITLEY (:

i realised all the bands who played american riversongs all got silver. CHIJ SJC and monfort too. how strange. heard that da judges oni like loud and melodious music [and bands which are big]. isnt american riversongs LOUD enuff. ok tts not the point. haha.

didnt feel anything. not happy not sad. so neutral. i would have felt bad if we got a gold coz we didnt try out best. i would have felt bad TOO if we got a COP coz we didnt realli NOT do our best. ok what am i saying.

some compassvale guy approached jiahui and told her he thot regent's american riversongs was awesome. thx so much. (:

mr tan said we would have gotten that gold if our band wasnt so small and compared to other big bands. how inferior should regent feel? spastic. -rolls eyes

tried to get out of conference hall. ended up shaking hands with loads of st andrew's boys saying "congrats for getting gold with honours". and there was an awfully friendly malay guy who asked bout regent. haha. ain [sec4] and hayati said he was cute. LOL. okk. he is. for a malay gurl that is. haha =x

the sec 2s are so cute. they cant get over the fact that we didnt get a gold. o wells. nvm nvm. our band oni 2nd time SYF. oni 4 years old. will still have time de. haha.

qi hui:: i want goldd. ):
seniors:: i bring u go buy gold wan? haha =x

ate at some place near conference hall with like almost da whole band. sat with jiahui, chingyee, yaqing and minfang. haha. we rawk. kept talking. lol. didnt realli eat la. the noodles kinda sucked.

went back to yew tee. met eugene [alumni]. he said he was realli proud of us. and i felt so much better. lol. somehow feel mr lim realli isnt happy with our performance. ate at yew tee! weee. haha.

// silverrr. (:

bedok north tmr. JIA YOU! lol. i have this big feeling they will get gold. (:
o yes. and regent dance SYF tmr! JIA YOU TOO! get that GOLD WITH HONOURS!!

SYF TOMORROW!!

2005-04-11T22:00:00.000-07:00

because u made me believe in myself*

o alright. i just told mr lim to read mine, benjamin's and jiahui's blog. by today. dunno whether he will. hope he does though. (:

woke up feeling nervous. though syf is like tomorrow. "i'm nervous" was going on inside me and i was staring at my shoes full time, almost crashing into numerous ppl. and jordan just had to come up to me and tell me "rebecca, guess what? tmr SYF le." wah. like thx a lot laaa. hur. nuan qin tried to calm me down. thx.

couldnt concentrate in class. its not my fault. (:

history cher didnt come. make me rush my Russia essay. evil. poor afiqah and siti were listening to me go on and on bout SYF and i think desperately trying to calm me down in the library? o wells. got over it for a while coz i got hooked onto a Titanic book with afiqah. ha.

didnt get to do our 2.4km test today for PE. thx to some unclear instructions. tsk. so did practices for sit and reach and pull-ups. i did oni 10 la. omg. like so little. tsk. boo.

Dnt was fun. did drawing and so. haozhi helped me loads. thx. haha. mr kamar locked the door in case any of us tried to creep out coz he wanted to retain us till 3pm. argh. finished all 4 designs and was allowed off so rush to band.

didnt went to o level music lessons. and there's a music history test today. o well. who cares. syf more impt. i rather wind up with a big fat F9 on my report card. LOL.

band. ran through once. once oni. then had warm ups and so. thats all. tomorrow is the day. i got to talk to the band with joseph, charles and minfang. (: though i was shaking a bit. like going to cry. BOO.

mr lim said if i was scared what will happen if i become the band major. like a army cant have a scared sergeant. ok it makes sense. LOL. but i always end up not getting nervous at all on the ACTUAL syf/concert day. so yeah. i rather be nervous now. :D

heard 6 bands got silver and 4 bands got gold with honours today. others gold or bronze or COP. woah. lol.

Dear Heavenly Father,
we have worked so hard for the past few months just to bring out this american riversongs for this SYF. all this hardwork just for a mere 10 minutes. We know you didnt send St Andrews' infront of us to show us "look, u all wont be able to do it", but yet instead "hey. its just another sec sch band. so what if they'r a gold band. u play your music."
now it realli doesnt matter to us whether we get a Gold with honours, Gold, Silver, Bronze or even yes. a COP. high or low. all we know is that tomorrow is our one and oni chance we have.
you didnt just send mr lim into this world to become a conducter. but yet a conducter of the regent band this SYF`2005. we know he has done his very best to bring out the music in us, and tomorrow, everything depends on us alone.
Help us Lord, to overcome this stretch of fear which we have buried deep in our hearts. To block out any trace of fear and nervousness, to play proudly, and to play our very very best.
All this in every single one of us.
We trust in you, Lord. Yes we do.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen.

We Should . We Must . We Can . We Will

i'm feeling nervous again. sigh. mom is trying to calm me down with fish. o wow. -.-"

I really want to play my solo well tmr. i know i can do it. i knowww.~~or else mr lim will probably skin me alive. i think. will he?~~

our band not allowed to stay for results. why? sob. i'm upset le la.

// jia you tmr. (:

// one chance. 100%.

10pm. gonna chase band members go sleep. byes.

we love mr lim!!!

2005-04-10T22:38:00.000-07:00

saw wat jiahui posted. i oso wan!!!! ok. here goes.

i wanna say a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG THANKS to mr lim. (:

yups, to u. haha.

thx forrrrr. [this will be VERY long]
being so patient with da band since like dunno how long. taking time to make sure that our band play quavers and everything well even if its just for some stupid 1 bar which we screw up coz we'r so blardy nervous and for finding so many tutors for us that when i told my frens that li xin taught our clarinet section b4 THEY DONT BELIEVE. aww. lala. and thx for ALMA we cudnt have survived w/o her. sob. and u always say wat. HIGH COP HIGH COP when ~~actually we know very well actually u wan us to get better than a COP but u just dont want to say~~ but thx for that coz even though we got silver for da last syf history might not repeat itself u get my gist? so even if we REALLY get COP like u said coz we are trapped in da middle of gold bands we wont care. coz so wat if we got a COP. its just a cert which tells u how much u did in dat damn 10 minutes and nothing else. i rather get a COP than NOT improve in da band. and now i bet eveyrone in band is so used to u saying "HIGH COP" that if we get COP we would think it is so normal. yay. and for u knowing how to use msn coz some other conducters dont even know how to go online and thx for putting so much time into our band and bedok north band coz we know u also must go schooling at NUS and surely got hard time balancing ur schedule ~~coz i dont see u using a palmtop -.-" i think u nid one realli~~. and and. thx for saying that if we dont get to go overseas this year we must have OPUS coz it just makes us feel better i dont know why. and thx coz i realised a lot of band conducters know who regent band is and its conducter. weeee. and thx for telling me to play out coz if not by not i still dont dare to play out and dunno what i doing oso. O. thx for buying Eb clarinet coz i know many schools dont have and so i feel i like so special sia. (: haha. so thick skinned of me. and thx for telling me to stop talking during combine when i was in sec 1 coz if not i think i will be talking more than u in combine now and now siying talks more than me now so i'm innocent. WAHAH. ooo. and thx for trusting my batch of ppl so much like u said b4 that " i oni trust the sec 2s [last year] ". ok i'm evil. haha. thx for pulling up our band morale and relaxing us during concerts by smiling and saying some stuff which i cannot hear but i'm already reassured that everything will be fine when we are so blardy nervous and shaking like a leaf coz it realli helps and makes us determined to play better and give u face though u dont seem like da type who nids face coz every exchange u will purposely make us breakdown so that we will watch u everytime u conduct. thx for giving us so many exchanges coz my frens said that hardly have exchanges at the most like once every 2 years or so. thx for being a horn tutor if not our horn section have no tutor now. ok tts stupid of me. thx for telling me when i was in sec 1 "rebecca i can see a pile of dust on your head" when i didnt dare to try to play with the main band coz if not now i'll still be stoning. thx for telling me this and that bout conducting or else now i still will anyhow stop da band just like that without counting. thx for being so happy at times coz it makes the whole band feel happy and everyone will feel happy and everything will go da opposite when u'r angry so u'r like our mood-changer but sometimes we realli know its our fault coz we nv put in enuff effort of just that bar which we assume is nothing but actually is everything. thx for making us learn how to play scales, all major and minor all 36 of them plus arpeggios and chromatic scales and giving us band tests and everything coz i know that some other bands hardly know even 10 scales and yet u pressurize us to learn like 36 scales and yet we complain but still must go through da tests and i always see that under my remarks its always "disappointing attempt" and then i feel like i didnt give my best which i didnt. sob. thx for teaching us how to listen for intonation problems and da ear test intervals thing coz that saved me in my music exam which asked me to listen to chords and guess da intervals and i just thot back of wat u taught me b4. thx for telling me to stop being so evil and posting things at ppl's forum or else now i still would have thot james swearingen was the composer of sinfornia but thats not the point i know. silly me. thx for buying us so many scores from overseas and locally and us sec 3s still rmb that u owe us "sesame street" since sec 1 so rmb that kkies coz i have good memory and wont forget that. haha. thx for knowing how to sms coz some conducters has nv even seen a phone in their lives though its not their fault. thx for having so many friends who come and watch us rehearse and we feel so blessed for some reason. thx for bringing us overseas to perform coz we have gained loads of experiences and did i mention it was FUN. haha. thx for taking time of to teach saxophone kexin how to play her solo part de rhythm and now benjamin is so touch he practically loves u and now keeps going "where's mr lim? where's mr lim?" which is indeed irritating i must say. thx for using such chim english dunno whether izzit u tauting us or something LOL coz we just learn something new everyday. haha. thx for bringing out the music in the band and making us feel so proud that we'r in something called REGENT WIND SYMPHONY that we'll probably tell the whole world if we could coz we'r proud of it. thx for visiting blogs coz some other conducters wont bother tts how evil they are. thx for being just like the big father u are to the band. nicky shouted " we love u daddy " ! haha. thx for taking so much time to prepare us for this syf and now we know that we've improved and whether we get a COP, bronze, silver, gold or DIAMOND we will STILL celebrate. thx for letting benny motivate us with that 100% thingy that all of us still rmbs. hur. thx for buying so many cds for our band which i'm sure not a lot of bands have a audio visual department for borrowing cds and stuff. thx for thinking that i know everything but actually its not true coz i just circulate everything back from u and i just infer and stuff. yeps. still have loads to say but think this is too long. in conclusion. just thx mr lim (:

because u made me [and da band] believe in ourselves.

thank u God for bringing Mr Lim into regent's band life. :D

good luck sjimb tmr!! (:

2005-04-10T22:31:00.000-07:00

2 more days to SYF`05!!

mom woke me up at like 10am and told me my computer was still on. damn it. i dont know how i ended up on my bed again. nv off computer somemore. diao.

watched tv to pass my time in da afternoon coz it was too freaking boring and i was lazy to do homework. hurhur.

something happened on msn, sms and phone. he's not quitting SYF. wahaha. yays. told u he wasnt that type. and to think ppl like tim chua and gillian all worrying so much. LOL. i'm glad its finally over. :D

lessons were better today. (:

dad bought for me da tuner-cum-metronome!! so darn happy!! haha. a bit like my band's black tuner and white metronome. oni combined together and it has much much more functions and its like cream colour. woohoo. ((:

ate at pastamania. yucks. i prefer pizza hut. oni ate like a bit. lol. was too ermmm. LOL.

changing my name. waiting for mom to come back to confirm and go dunnoe what procedure. ma fan de. with lawyer and blah. not telling now. xD haha.

tmr. SJIMB syf at 11:45am. good luck to them!! JIA YOU!!

now my mindset is like. " mr lim has done so much for us that even if we play our very very best and get a COP, i'll accept it with no regrets. " something is wrong with me? nope. i dont wan any award or medal. coz i dont care anymore. (:

still i cant deny the fact that its possible for us to get a gold. but its oso possible for us to get COP. so wats the point of da medals? nothing but just 10 minutes worth of playing. (:

the four ppl we meet in life.
+ yourself
+ the one u love
..the person who u like a lot. but yet the person does not like u.
+ the one who loves u
..the person who likes u a lot. yet u do not like him.
+ the one who is gonna spend his life with u
..the person whom u can truly spend a lifetime with.

// tuner cum metronome!!

history essay. ahh. byes.

last sectionals w s4s/5s. chingyee's hse.

2005-04-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

3 days to SYF`05!!

band was quite 'saddening'. was reminded that today would be da sec 4s/5s last sectionals in band by da Exco. aww. o wells. sob. had combine with miss loh!! and combine was awesome today. yeps! :D

mr lim asked how i knew that 10 bands were playing american riversongs. how come he cant rmb that he was the one who told us that 10 bands were playing? erm. i was like getting da facts from him. diaoo.

and he wont stop saying we will get high COP. how evil. -scowls

went to church and jiahui came along! lolz. jiahui loves da songs and jumpingg. weee. haha. went to eat at pizza hut later on. ya. was toking a lot a lot. haha.

went to chingyee's house. had loads and loads of fun. looking for music online then squabble over with charles which one to play first. LOL. then charles, zeting, aaron and jiahui left le. then left me, yaqing and chingyee. then we kept chatting. sooo fun. haha. lala. i have good memory and yaqing keeps thinking she doesnt. shockinggg. ~~and to think sometimes i forget everything from school~~. then yaqing's cousin or someone send us both home. yeps.

upgraded my msn beta! YES! its so NICE. can see ppl's display pic from da outside. haha. xD

// jia youuu. (:

lalala. sleep. -conks out

violin + bicycles/blades.

2005-04-08T10:39:00.000-07:00

4 days to SYF`05!!

i failed POA. and miss tan says my grades are dropping. ~~i dont care~~ LOL.

so shut up shut up dun wanna hear you*

blahs. told ms sng i couldnt perform and she was like OMG. then she quickly brought me home to get my violin. desperately needed a violinist eh? hmm. then she told mr tan and blahs. yeps.
went for quick rehearsal. was okies. teachers walking pass were like "oh so there REALLY is a violinist?" and i was like " ermmm. yes? " blah. thx charles and jordan for managing da band while i was rehearsing ~~and not helping.~~ (:

went for band. combine! yays! haha. then blah blah. usuals. then ms sng got me out. guest of honour was late. like wth. haha. got to wear da prefects' new blazer. omg omg. was VERY NICE. weeee. haha. then FINALLY guest of honour came lor. then play play. opening. then play . blah. everyone walked so fast. diao. ~~so i didnt nid to play that long! lols~~ immediately ran back to band with mie mie. then heard them sight reading sinfornia noblissima. ahhh. i wanted to PLAY THATTTT. ): sob.

went in. siying said they oso just sight readed merry widow. gave her the death look. siying asked me to ask mr lim to play again. thot it was spastic. but ahhs. tried for the fun. and he dao. -.-" ok nvm. hmph.

went to da store with yokelian and others. lala. chat. then went home with nicholas, elisha and sadeer who were passing by lor. yeps. then came to my house what. and we made MICROWAVE HOTDOGS. lol. lala. then hayati came and we went cycling/blading. so fun. haha. reached elisha's house and meet her parents a while. then left. decided to go limbang. so yeah. lala. nicholas rode da bicycle and asked ME to sit at the back. ok he's a good rider. (: but i screamed too much and he was like STOP SCREAMING LA!! ~~i wud have stopped screaming if he had stopped swerving right and left just to scare me~~o yeahh. i learned a lesson. must learn how to TRUST NICHOLAS. like wth. LOL. limbanggg. went Mac. elisha treat all of us! ha. SPRITE FLOAT. lala. then sadeer went home. and then all of us went back to my house except elisha. then nicky and hayati watched me play piano for some reason. and nicky wants to learn piano!! yays?! weeeeeee. (:

// sprite float. is NICE. (:

band tmr. nites!

poa and maths = disaster.

2005-04-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

5 more days to SYF`05!!!

CHOIR SYF TMR!! JIA YOU!! :D

woke up at 5:30am ~~from a dream with charles and zeting and some weird ppl inside.~~ dunno how i ended up in bed when i was actually studying halfway through maths at the study room. realised computer and lights werent off yet. hur. so didnt really study maths or POA lor. boo.

both tests were total disasters. didnt finish maths and couldnt balance anything in POA. spastic eh. and to think i realised ms beh got da qns out from da maths assessment book which I had. ~~and did not do~~. at least me and elaine did well in tingxie. and boy, are we sooo proud of ourselves. (:

was asked by Ms Sng to play violin for the official opening of The Range tmr. and i blurly said ok. till i realised. got BAND. o well. just have to disappoint ms sng. opps.

ms low took woodwinds combine for band today. she's so childish and cute. and she knows my name! shocking. haha.

natasha got me addicted to spicy curry nachos! evil!

i want social studies test! -grins

leonard is sooo accusing me of not talking during conferences. erm. is that a compliment? hmm.

~~stop wasting your smses. and my time. when i say no. i seriously mean it. you wont be able to persuade me. so stop it.~~

// i say it again. NO.

// because you live ; i live

no homework. no test tmr. finally.

poa class in library.

2005-04-06T23:44:00.000-07:00

tired?

woke up. tired again. stupid. haiz.

think malay dance SYF today? JIA YOU!! :D

teacher didnt come for social studies. disappointed. ended up joining the boys looking for mr seetoh at 3-11 for fun. lols. the relief teacher just ignored me when i walked pass my own class umpteen times with elaine la. silly. haha.

POA split class was in library. yet the air con made me sleep. lolz. thank goodness ms tan knew i was still 'recovering' from that rehearsal till now and 'sort of' let me sleep a bit. too bad for gerald. haha.

tingxie. POA test. maths test. all tomorrow. i'm in deep shit. damn it.

helped mr seetoh after school at rifle range de dunno what exhibition thing. hanged and pinned up stuff together with bing quan, hao zhi and darren. yups.

went fer violin. played badly. was damn damn tired and violin was like threatening to slip down my shoulder. boo. la. have to concentrate more on vibrato and double strings to get ready for next year exam. weeee. lala. (:

ate at lot 1 with hayati. met suhaila, yuting, yoke lian, amy and aileen. so qiao. haha. o well. talked to hayati bout sec 2 results and blahh. yeah. then home.

// you'r inviting trouble.

// not what i thot u were like.

urgh. damn tests. -runs away

drained. tired.

2005-04-05T22:15:00.000-07:00

i'm. so. tired.

cud hardly even wake up today. was like dragging myself to school la. in class slept through dunno how many lessons and got scolded by tons of teachers. ha. aint i such a bad class chairperson. tsk. lolz.

managed to stay awake for chemistry coz the boys behind me wont stop singing MockingBird. o well. (:

teachers just threw more tests at us for next week. and the next. thx a lot? boo.

band was bad. for me that is. was so tired that i didnt even conduct the band well for warm ups. i think. yeah. think its rather irresponsible of me la. cannot coz i tired then affect band. hmph. evil me. lols.

mr lim just told us he wants our committee to plan da POP. real excited about it. not too keen bout formation though. lol. will be kept bz through May and June. erm. yay?

slept on da couch at like. 8pm. woke up at at 10pm. brilliant. now got maths homework and social studies assignment. sigh.

// tireddd. drained.

i want to sleep. but i cant. -sigh

rehearsal at SCH w bedok north.

2005-04-04T23:57:00.000-07:00

i'm soooo tired. -slumbers to a side

history was funnn. drank cold milo straight from its packet in the middle of class RIGHT infront of ms rajoo, da relief cher. then principal came in and i was like. OMG. -hides

being in any form of contact with rain isnt what i call fun. and it just had to rain when i had oni 1/2 more round to run for my 2.4km. damn.

went to comp lab during DnT for folio research. was fun fun fun. (:

went to acs i for music. was like running between dunno how many guys with da empty noodle bowl when i realised we were late for the first class. lols. ho wen long is in band too. cool. lols. that male 'blur toot' cher came in. then went out. then me, mengyi, nan hua girls [christina+rachel], weizhi and fairfield gurls [evangeline, naomi, samantha] slipped out of class. LOL. evil us. was like almost ponning music history. hur. came back and cher was like -stare-. haha. he taught us on beethoven today. wah. can sleep sia. lols. was like sleeping sitting up straight and my head just FELL back. totally freaked me out and boy. it was PAINFUL. mrs lee came in and told us music history test was next week. aww. i just HAVE to do well for this paper or its a big F on my mid year for music. boo.

samantha n evangeline had their SYF today. choir. yeps. and they were like hopping around being nervous waiting for results. and this guy smsed eva and said they got a bronze and eva nearly cried. then he replied saying it was a joke. wth. blahh. then turned out they got a GOLD WITH HONOURS!! congrats!! (:

rushed down to SCH with mengyi just in time to see da band eating their dinner. changed. then eat. then got ready. blah. mr lim asked me to conduct bedok north band for a few bars and he recorded. o wells. i didnt know bedok north's style and tempo in bar 77 so yeah. if the recording turns out not so nicely there.. yeps. real sorri. my fault. ):

then regent [our band]'s turn. went in. played. tutors were there too. how exciting. (: lols. the bassoon tutor rawks. i dont know why. haha. alumni was there also. kenny, eugene, sarah, chiu all of them. double the excitement. sang da " i love you mr lim" song to mr lim after band. THINK he was touched? dunno. was in the bus bursting with energy singing and playing games. haha. reached school and fall out. blah. walked home at like 11pm+. scary. lols.

~~haiz. i mean. yeah. what u said might have hurt him u know? ya. dunno la. i somehow find that it shudnt be like that. or said like that.~~

// tiredddd.

sleep.sleep -runs away

i hate guys.

2005-04-03T21:12:00.000-07:00

9 more days to SYF`05. (:

cooked fried rice for lunch. MY way. hur. was pretty pleased with myself, i must say. -grins

my sister's private tutor is some ex-RGS student studying in NUS now. she didnt state her JC. so i dont know. HA. and she played flute in raffles sec concert band!! how interesting ((:

lessons were ermmm. i know my standards are dropping like dunno what. but i know he just wants me to get a blardy new instrument. ok nvm.

my stupid sister oni knows how to cry when she doesnt know how to do a maths question. how spastic. i wonder how she's gonna go to sec 1 next year w/o getting being climbed over. hur. crying so that i would give her the answer? how brilliant. NOT.

history test tmr? why do i noe now? argh.

i simply cant be bothered with things. everything. especially boys. like. they say something and actually mean another. they demand this and when everything goes wrong, they secretly blame u. sometimes u DONT KNOW what they'r thinking. like. WTH. boys shud DIE. argh. c'mon. i'm waiting for you and you and you. all the guys in the world to beat me up. i cant be bothered with u all.

having PE tmr. then O level music at acs. then SYF full dress rehearsal at conference hall. so i'll be bringing 3 sets of clothes [+ boots] including my uniform. wth. just perfect.

the Pope passed away. 1 min of silence. ):

// boys shud die.

i like dreams when they come true. (:

rehearsal w st margarets and choir.

2005-04-02T23:09:00.000-08:00

10 more days to SYF`05. (:

rehearsal was awesome. totally. ha. felt that for once i gave my 90% best. 10% was wasted coz i almost screwed up my sort of solo. stupid A. hmph.

just found out that other than 2 gold bands infront of [cchs and st andrews] us, other than whitley [same choice piece] after us, still got Yuhua. omg. die le la. WTH. NO LA. -slaps myself- so what if its yuhua? i repeat. WE PLAY OUR OWN MUSIC. -huge grin

details! haha. st margarets' came in their band uniform. was realli nice. green blazer and all. yeps. their bm, a flautist, [or dm?] is way cool. [and she's student conducter too!! -grins] haha. ok i feel so zi-bei as a probational bm. LOL. ok nvm. yeps. so they went up to rehearse first and we watched. one of their french horn players is sooooooo adorable. and another euphonium player is superrrrrrr ke ai coz she keeps bouncing. lol. then one of their trumpeters got sick or something. pity. take care gurl. (: heard their conducter saying "rebecca" to one of the gurls. lols. thot it was me la. silly me. haha. was hoping to see one of my p1 classmates coz yeah. i'm an ex-margaret-ian. so ex that i oni stayed for 3 months in p1. LOL.

had some combine rehearsal. went out to line up. firstly st margs' went in. finish. then us. went in. played. yeps. that 90% one. mrlim was like in a good mood? ya. scolded myself for not giving that 100%. boo. hmph. then later finish. then we practiced a bit then st margs' left le. yeps. took the band for Concert Warm Ups and Chorales II. was pretty fun la. the conducter's riser is like. so. woahhh. haha.

mr lim made me play dat sort-of solo part in front of the whole band. coz i was nervous. as in. INFRONT. u know. STANDING. then next he made me FACE THE AUDIENCE and play. ok that was worse. LOL. lala. but it did help though. lols. (:

choir came in and we listened to them. they'r singing 'mo li hua'. interesting. even the malays sing la. how cool. somehow think that they have improved a lot. YAY! GO CHOIR!! lols.

was going back to school. then me and sec 2 ain went crazi. was singing songs like Teletubbies and Hi-5 on the bus. then make the saxophones join us oso. LOL. then lalala. then i sorta introduced the 'I Love You -blah- deep down in my heart' song. and the whole bus started singing it. haha. then i called mr lim and the whole bus sang to him. -laughs

reached school. put stuff. then falled in and out. then we [woodwinds+percussions] sang to da brasses. awww. haha. then suhaila's belated bday song. ya.

went to eat at KFC in lot 1. kept bugging lay peng on da way. haha. damaged ke xin's anklet le. so careless of me. sorri kexin =\ met dororin, suhaila and ama. tok then go. then we walked round lot 1. went to meet my dad and cheryl from their movie and went to da sushi bar. hardly ate since i already ate just now. lols.

i'm excited for monday. :D

// 100% !!!!!!!!

// deep down in my heart (:

// i cant do anything. bout that.

gonna stay up and wake up late! ha!

demerit-merit file. forgotten.

2005-04-01T21:54:00.000-08:00

blogger is working again! -cheers

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHAILA!!
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!
got fooled like crazi today. boo.

its friday. since last week i have been falling asleep on my study table struggling to keep awake. not today. lols. draco malfoy quizzes. here i come! -runs away

forgot my 3B CME book. got fined 50cents to get da photocopied pages. lols. topic was on relationship with da opposite sex. guys in my class was. ermm. (:

physics quiz was open book. -grins

almost got scolded by ms beh when i told her i forgot to bring da demerit-merit file up. then darren came up and told cher he would bring it up coz he was indeed da discipline head. saved. awww. sometimes guys are sweet. even naughty ones. LOL.

contact time in da hall for a talk. school planning overseas exchange programme for us. destination? perth. hmm. but they'r oni bringing 15 ppl over. still nid dunno what criteria and interview. so diao. a bit like my beijing school trip last year. yeps. lala.

i ate lunch today. finally i have the time. (:

band. had to move everything to ava room. yeps. was freezing inside. recorded. guess i didnt gave my best. sigh. trumpet tutor gave a mini speech. kinda inspired me i guess. ya. 100% !

saxophone tutor jonathan was from swiss cottage band. trumpet tutor benny was from yuhua band. woooahh. these were all like. 10 years ago? haha. percussion tutor Boon Seng was from. -no band- LOL.

had 2 chocolate bars before i went home. crazy me. was chatting with jocelyn, aileen and yoke lian. bout band stuff. yeps.

mom's making me drink ginseng soup today. its gross. ytd was chicken essence. that wasnt bad. lol. guess mom's trying to help me stay awake. haha.

i brought da demerit-merit file home. so stupid of me.

// one chance. 100%!!

// chocolatesssssss. :D

rehearsal tomorrow. again. YAY!

de la salle sch rally on piano.

2005-03-31T23:07:00.000-08:00

last day of march. (:

had math in AVA room. was freezing like dunno what. lols. POA was good today. i managed to balance my accounts. YAY. -huge grin

band was funnnn. o well. yeps. alma came. -clap clap- mr lim was targetting clarinet section loads today. lols. o wells. he seemed to be in a good mood. blahs.

went over to neighbour's house. janice wanted to know more bout bands coz she was in one. and they havent tried instruments yet. yeps. and she's interested in clarinet! YAY. haha. ok nvm. janet asked me to teach her da de la salle sch rally. on piano. lols. how cute. haha.

physics homework. muahas.

// kickin' it awayyy. how evil.

lalalala. -runs away

The Eye 10.

2005-03-30T23:03:00.000-08:00

no violin today! -cheers

physics was making me blur today. topic on sound. ya. maths was funnn. weeeee. ai si maths. lols.

class got to skip POA and go straight to da hall coz ms merduati had to get ready for assembly. yeps. me, salina, elaine, siti, gerald and benjamin played 'Chop Chilli Chop' while waiting. lols!

sectionals was okies. i guess. ran a lot. ran down to get keys, ran up to open, ran down to give back, back up to tell bass clarinets stuff, ran to get bottle, ran down to general office put class diary and demerit-merit file, ran to bus stop. woah.

met up with elaine at lot 1. in school uniform. ha. supposed to watch The Eye 10 with nicholas and gerald oso. then nick got cca till lateeee. gerald was too late. hur. yeps. so me n elaine watch. the eye is NOT scary. its just. i ended up laughing ten times more than getting freaked out. LOL. so. watch it. coz its so freaking FUNNY. :D

gerald owes me a movie treat. YAY.

no homework. DOUBLE YAY. now i can catch up with more draco/harry potter quizzes stories. (:

bad news. tests lined up next week. -sigh

// stop being so. f***ed up.

// tmr will be a better day. (:

gonna enjoy today. weeeee.

chemistry quiz.

2005-03-29T21:34:00.000-08:00

then give me some time .

chemistry rawks. getting to like ms yeo more n more. lurve da ppl who sits infront with me during chem coz they rawk, we dont get demerit points and we actually listen to ms yeo. LOL. had surprise chem quiz. was like whining and trying to get the answers straight from cher. muahas.

elaine keeps forgetting to remind me bout my bottle during recess.
mean elaine. sob.

maths. ms beh was going on bout the importance of maths. esp for O Levels. she's freaking me out. o man. i badly want to do well now. ms beh. u rawk. (:

luwei's singing is making me laugh till i have da cramps.

band was good. had sectionals then combine. sarah, wensheng, vanessa and eugene came! and sarah told me some things bout tim chua. horhor. lols. did recording again. weeee. haha.

i cudnt find dear nathasha after band. ):

// opps. sorry.

off to do my homework. -runs off

harmony test. sucked.

2005-03-28T22:10:00.000-08:00

and everytime i feel afraid *

i have my period. mood swings? hope not.

2.4km training for PE and i oni got a spastic timing of 16:18 from my previous 14:18. bullshit. i shouldnt have walked and chat at the last round. boo. thx elaine for telling me that it was MY LAST ROUND when i almost ran an extra. (:

finally. i handed in my compo. wow.

was talking a lot in dnt. haha. luwei was singing this realli silly song. haha. talked to gerald and lewis. yeps. i know what you'r thinking. ha.

ri guys [thot was sji at first] got off da bus with me n mengyi at acs. then hwachong guys from upstairs [double decker bus] got off too. then. yeps. ri and hwachong started throwing each other dirty looks. and me and mengyi were like the regent extras. hurr. turned out ri gonna had a match with hwachong or something. lols.

didnt see that ho wenlong. aww. saw that kids united kenneth or something. he plays saxophone. -gasps! ha. ivan actually remembered the ACS badge me and weizhi asked for! and it was free!! weeee. thx ivan. (: haha. i'm a ACS student now! lols. lala. me and weizhi having a fetish for school badges le. gonna start collecting them! lols.

music history. the same male teacher. slept in score reading, heck, the piece was freaking long. dunno what teacher teach. jump here and there. blahs. then he asked me a qn and i replied blurly causing class to laugh. so now he knows my name by heart coz he keeps calling it for fun. diao. had harmony test after our break. main key was in B minor. and i went to do da whole thing in D major coz i ignored the A#. means 0/20 already. boo. hopefully get 1 or 2 marks lor. haiz. there goes my ca1 marks.

ate with weizhi at Mac in clementi. chat chat. told her like everything. lala. thx weizhi. you'r like my first listener! haha. you rawkk. (:

i hold tighter to my faith *

// u made my day. -hugs

// your future. lols.

i feel so motivated. lols.

i love tom felton. (:

2005-03-27T21:01:00.000-08:00

happy easter everyone :D

lalala. have 3 boiled eggs. weee.

read harry potter quiz random stories. realised all those female writers always write bout themselves involved in a love triangle with harry potter and draco malfoy fighting for them. every gurl likes these kind of stories. including me. but somehow i feel we nv think bout the guys la. like. guys wont like it if they'r involved in a love triangle, thats for sure. in fact, they'll be hurt-ed. poor guys. :(

but u cant deny that those stories kick ass. :D

and now i'm in love with tom felton. ya. the one acting as draco malfoy. like this is the 2nd time i'm in love with him. first time was. 2 years ago. LOL.

music today was better. teacher saw me getting sian-er. ha. he asked bout syf. and i told him we were after st andrews' band. he was like.
[u will need all the..] GOOD LUCK.

next week. 3 different movies. 3 different days. 3 different groups of ppl. sigh. there goes my allowance.

i havent done my compo. hoho.

// i'm in love with tom felton. (:

music test tmr. arghhhh.

easter serviceee. sat.

2005-03-26T22:01:00.000-08:00

i love cookiesssss. ha.

went for band. band rawked today. dunno why. haha. yeps. singapore rhapsody was done real nicely. lurved it. lols.

church. easter service. yeps. loads of newcomers and new believers. lala. jolene came! ha. went to eat at starhub after service. shepherding with cindy. jency bought choc cookies. i was eyeing them full time la. haha. went home with huiling gabriel wendy and meiting. bus was passing by sji and i was like "maybe faeliq would be on his bus". and guess what. faeliq was on my bus. lols. gabriel was like making me tell him all da scary stories. lols.

-hugs (:
i'll uphold both of u in prayer.

feel like cycling. or playing badminton. but no one wants to play with meeee. or cycle. hmphh. -sulks

just got letter from MOE bout my edusave update. rahs. been using up loads of money last year. blehx. there goes dunno how much. argh. boo.

conv between me. and sji sec 2 jonathan.
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
boys are jerks?
«..hª[i]z..» boysarejerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
wahhah. some boys.
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
den u must specify! X)
«..hª[i]z..» boysarejerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
-.-" haiyoh. lols.
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
go change ur nick now
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
SOMEboysarejerks
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
its very implicating
«..hª[i]z..» someboysarebigjerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
there there
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
then now u must specify why
«..hª[i]z..» someboysarebigjerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
-.-
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
why are some boys big jerks?
«..hª[i]z..» someboysarebigjerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
coz they are. =.="
«..hª[i]z..» someboysarebigjerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
like some gurls are bitches. -sings
«..hª[i]z..» someboysarebigjerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
ok nvm xD
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
okay then why are some gurls bitches
*Mummy's Boi* SAND KING :
hmmm u must be like u display pic: CLUELESS
«..hª[i]z..» someboysarejerks. go on. smack me. (: says:
...

sightreaded Angel's Eyes on piano just now for fun. for 5 pages non stop. one word. beautiful. (:

its not going to happen. anymore.

// chocolate chip cookies craze :D

// ~~boys are jerks.~~ most of the time.

yays. sleep late everyone. lols.

miss congeniality 2.

2005-03-25T23:58:00.000-08:00

my legs ache. bleh.

went to caregroup. haa. played games. mostly bout eggs in conjuction with easter. haa. yeps. ended up eating lots and lots of hard boiled eggs. lolz.

went to find gillian. yeps. went orchard there ~~though i realli hate orchard.~~ haha. then this gurl approached us to ask us to buy some candle for $5. buy lor. haha. went to Shaw House there. yeps. lala. then leonard and tim chua came le. bought da tickets. wanted to watch Son Of Mask but the seats were like horrible la. haha. so watched Miss Congeniality 2. yeps. was realli nice and farnie. everyone shud go and watch! haha. then went borders there. walk walk. then. lala. homeeee. yeps.

i wish. but obviously no.

// eggssss. haha.

easter service tmr. yayys.

maths remedial.

2005-03-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

burned my tongue thx to soup. sob. ):

watched some powerpoint on tsunami for cme. was real cool. went to 3-9 for maths remedial. teacher was ms jane yeo. am sitting with siying. lala. and i still havent finish my compo. muahas.

rushed to band straight after maths remedial. combine, did recording. and blahs. think i played realli badly today. rahhs. hmph. 10 bands playing american riversongs. omg. boo.

taught a sec 1 junior, daphanie, on how to create blog. like. she is realli realli fast can. teach once can le. lolz. how cute. haha.

o yays. tmr's a holiday. means. can wake up late. finally. weeeeeeee. haha.

you'r such a ~~bitchy fake-a-roo copycat.~~

// mockingbird is nice. (:

// whats the point? its just a lie.

conference. yays. -skips off

catholics and protestants.

2005-03-23T23:00:00.000-08:00

i walk alone *

school was crazy. haha. had to do this and that. run here and there. hands were loaded. blahs. social studies bout catholics and protestants rawked today. bingquan and zhucheng were like super funny. make us laugh till pengx. lols. they kept talking bout ~~sex~~ infront of teacher till she oso laugh la. haha.

band. rushed for sectionals. lala. was fun today. haha. think we kinda improved. haha. yeps. ran around looking for band room keys. lols. run here and there. ha. then siying was so evil. she accuses me of having a ~~boyfriend~~. and she's making up names like blah and blah. ermmm. diao.

went home. rushed for violin lessons. today was kinda good. i played gavotte. again. weee. haha. teacher asked wats SYF. explained. he is damn shocked that s'pore has so many conducters la. lolz.

i havent done my compo. dued 3 days le.

// lols. catholics and protestants.

// gavotteeeee.

i nid a new bottle. ): sob.

we play our own music.

2005-03-22T21:42:00.000-08:00

wannn. tooo. dreee. fallll.

term 2 already. and i'm still in the holiday mood. not doing homework and so. dozing off in lessons. rahs. how how. blehx.

did history essay in class today. rahs. think i cant get a good grade for this one though. -sighs

YES. friendster testimonials finally hit 200. thx to ben. haha. o wells. aiming for 250 now. lols.

band. went straight after chemistry. ms yeo was walking with me and she kept asking me whether the band would get a gold this year. like wth. as if gold is the most impt thing in the world. hur. took warm ups. had combine. was better today. yeps. mr lim told us this and that. till now i'm so blardy frightened. argh. gonna put away my everything including computer for this 2 weeks. full concentration for band. yups. sectionals every single day. heard we got the worse slot ever. infront being all da gold bands, and behind us, another band playing the exact same piece. o well. like mr lim said. who cares. we play our own music. (:

loads of ppl were sick today. cough. fever. sprained back. yups. all. take care kkies. laypeng, esther, leonard, jiahui, yuting and others. yups. =)

went fer piano lessons. my cert is finally here. yays. -hops around- but the word 'merit' looks horribly disgusting. argh. say i'm proud or wadeva. still, i shall aim higher. yups yups. got my new piano book. it costs $40. o man. haha. but the pieces inside totally rawks can. weeee. lols.

i ate pancakes for dinner.

i wished you didnt asked.

// 2 weeks.

// i just happen to. thats all. =)

shall complete all of my homework. byes.

crashing. nan hua sec.

2005-03-21T20:50:00.000-08:00

i'm such a lucky ~~bitch.~~ (:

ok wateva. i'm not a bitch la. yups. just that God loves me so much that even though i didnt do my homework, teacher nv scold. thank God. yeps. mrs chong said i cud hand up my history essay tmr. and she scolded the rest. lol. honesty is the best policy. haha. then cher nv collect maths or physics or english compo. once again. i'm saved. wo ai si God. -hugs

took height and weight. i went down 4kg. thats crazi. i'm eating perfectly normally la. wth. but i'm still not growing. and zeting is taller than me now. ahhh. -hides behind a bush

went for music at acs i. was chatting bout the acs boys' uniform. stopped a boi to ask whether sec 3s wear long pants anot. then the boi like. sec 2. so damn ke ai. haha. then saw that WenLong guy from tv. yups. he looks so much more shuai. ok shuddup. haha.

music class. got new music history teacher. some guy replacing mrs lee. and wad the hell. he rawks though his voice is soft. but i still slept through his class. muahas. did beethoven and mozart today. weee. haha. test was postponed. yays. plus world music teacher had to go meeting. double yays. God loves me so so much. haha.

found out da 3 guys sitting infront of me de names while i was laming with them and da gurls. jeff. kent ridge. da syo bassoon player la. lolz. then qi you. outram park. damn farnie guy. and ivan. acs barker. prefect sia! lolz.

went to crash nan hua sec with christina, rachel and weizhi. yups. i went rite infront of da discipline mistress like no one's business la. lolz. went to christina's class at the fifth floor. chat. haha. they rawk. SCR². yays. their school is like some arts school. got band, chinese orchestra, harp ensemble, choir and guzheng ensemble. woah. lolz. went home with weizhi and rachel. lala.

i wanna learn how to play fhorn and tbone. sob. ): but i cant buzz for nuts. rahs.

look at the side. dat 'clue-less' pic. i draw myself de. and the new this and that. i put in de!! muahas. so proud of mui-self. (:
I LOVE MY BLOG.

gillian's phone might get confiscated. aww. someone heart pain le. xD

i am so sick of listening to faeliq go on bout lord of da rings theme song.

~~u suck. kiss my ass la.~~

// chicken pie. lols.

// peach tea!! :D

shall go do homework. byes. (:

2 ulcers. suckk.

2005-03-20T22:02:00.000-08:00

every step i take, every move i make
every single day, every time i pray
i'll be missing you (:

rahs. thats a real nice song. yups.

how's my new bloggie's template?! haha. modified a bit. yeps. gonna change that pic. boo. yeah.

holidays now end. and i havent started on my homework. and there's music elective test tmr. o noooo. i still cant figure out da score's cadence wateva. kill me. argh. today must burn midnight oil le la.

had a horrible dream last nite. its not scary so dream not nightmare lor. yeah. but all the same. it was horribleee. ~~like he becomes my stead la. how spastic.~~

o well. threw away my hopes of waking up freaking late from today onwards. was woken up to be reminded of a meeting today. yikes. lolz. but all the same. this means more time on da PC in da morning. :D

smses. back and forth. its always bout conference or chat. haha. -stares at gillian.faeliq.leonard

went fer meeting. oni me, charles, siying, yuting and dororin. then jiahui came along with kelvin for a while. yeps. then eat lunch. tok tok tok. no more. then me n dor pei yuting go pierce eat. i was like. OMG OMG OMG. hur. o well. shall pierce another hole with yuting next time. yups. home.

went fer lessons. was bad. rahs. i'm too slack. blah. exam pushed to december. like wth la. hmph. o well. nvm. lala. came home. and 2 ulcers sucks. can chew properly or anything. argh.

thank you. (:

// sorri . yups.

// stupiddd dream.

hopefully they change our timetable. rahs.

sp + cjc alumni concert.

2005-03-19T23:12:00.000-08:00

now its 2 ulcers. sigh.

today i smsed 120 msgs. omg. kill me.

went to church. cindy let me listen to her band's singapore rhapsody! yays. kranji band is realli 'on'. lolz. had lunch at s11 after service. shepherding. cindy posed a challenge to me to invite someone to da easter celbration. yeps. saw samuel and june. yups. (:

walked around with gabriel waiting for gillian's call to see whether she can come wif me n hayati go watch concert. sp + cjc alumni concert. gabriel was like running and bouncing along. haha. yeah. hp batt went flat. argh.

went to dover to meet hayati. gillian could come in the end but she refused to come. how evil. sob. blehs. yeah. got the tickets. then went into da hall to sit. hall is damn big laaa. yeps. their programme sheet is like this transparency. how cool. haha. then wm and hazhari sat beside hayati. yeps. then somehow we ended up chatting to some ppl sitting behind us. lolz. ya. found out they were mostly sec 2s and 3s from bukit merah concert band. yeps. they said their band oni 20+ ppl so cannot go syf. yeps. but they are a jolly lot of ppl la. haha. exchanged numbers. yays. lolz.

concert. had merry's widow and abba gold and others. yups. like it when both bands combine for a piece. sp has good intonation. weeeee. lolz.

then. took train back to yew tee. ate with hayati at mac. then so qiao. saw eugene, edmund and dylan. then chat lor. rahs. the boys kept making hayati laugh like dunno what. lolz. homeee. (:

afiqah just send me 'an jing'. lols. and was like "Jay Chow-An Jing". notice the choW. gillian is going to be so mad. x)

// not. not. not.

// ... on the stars? lolz.

can wake up late tmr. finally. =)

combine w sec 1s. (:

2005-03-18T22:15:00.000-08:00

where the skies are blue *

lala. band. had combine in da morning. yeps. then lunch time , oc and exco had a meeting. so asked minfang help me buy. yeps. couldnt even finish half the chicken rice. rahs.

then combine with sec 1s. had to play Hey Jude and blue ridge saga with them. like. erm. pretty sick of blue ridge. haha. yirong, rafidah and another oboist from bedok north came! weee. haha. yups. then mr lim let us watch this mozart movie. which is. really nice and funny. but some parts are like. obscene. haha.

then sectionals. nothing much. then fall band out. yeps. went to playground swings with jocelyn n natasha. thot i left my hp in school. blahs. then natasha found it on da playground steps. rahs. thx nat. haha. then me and natasha did something evil. muahas. lala. walked home. ate dinner w jocelyn. home.

having conference with leonard and some others. oo. and ahem. ~~some sji boys like gilliannnn.~~ ok i shaddup.

strange sms-es i'm receiving. hmm.

to charles.
everything will be fine. (:

to Op Committee.
its oni 3 mths. treasure it! :D

// chilli chilli.

// hey jude. =)

conferences are fun. haa.

bbq. lala.

2005-03-17T23:55:00.001-08:00

bbqs are funn. (:

weizhi just HAD to remind me that there's music elective test on monday. -sighs

had combine. surprised i cud play quite loud. stupid ulcer. argh. just proofs dat i must learn how to force myself sometimes. yeah.

then barbeque. then things were all luan luan. but managed to get it done somehow. yays. da whole band kana pump for no reason then alumnis and sec 1s throw water bombs at us. evil. lolz. sean reminded da ppl around him we'r not supposed to move anyway. so like. whole band run away oni some sec 3s all stay there kana bomb. lolz. so yeah. i got wet too. boo. haha.

during da cake cutting.
me:: nahh. -give jiajia liang cha drink-
mr lim:: u want me get diabetics rite!!
me:: this one oso. -give ferrero roche-
mr lim:: u want me get fat rite!!
me:: ermmm??

sec 2's performance was totally kewttt. then sec 3 performance in the end cancelled. how sad. sob.

cried again. second time this week. this time was like serious la. wont say why. two days ago was coz of ~~someone~~ mahs. yeps. like i'll never ever cry infront of my frens can? boo. zeting was like "oc cannot cry! oc cannot cry!" around me. seriously think it was very stupid and silly of me to cry for this stupid stuff. like. if next time again how? cry ah? stupid me. not fit to be even a probational band major. argh.

thx esther. laypeng. chingyee. (:

went to chingyee's house with ppl. siying's sec 1 sis jiaying oso came. lolz. we all took off shoes. then splash water from the poolside. security guard caught us. boo. haha. ate and chat and played games. lolz. jiaying told me some stuff. just got to say. sec 1s so damn adorable. =)

might have exchange on sat. with st andrews. not confirm. dunno. yeps. hope have.

// silly billy me.

// chicken wingsss.

band tmr. rahs. yays.

imm giant. haa.

2005-03-16T23:52:00.000-08:00

stupid ulcer. comes and goes and comes again.

saw yongwen and gerald outside lot 1. yep. they were like staring at me. and i dao them. evil me.

had meeting with oc at food court. jiahui and dor came too! yays. haha. talk bout games. came to a conclusion. muahas. capt ball REVISED. weeee. killing two birds with one stone. haha. havent do da band essay thingy. ahh.

i felt so evil during the meeting. jordan so patient explaining la. haha. then i like totally blur at everything. just find myself a bit too selfish at times. mean rebecca. tsk. -reprimands myself. boo.

went to imm giant with oc and exco team to look for da barbeque stuff. me and zeting were like running all over going "honeydew!!" or "where'r the satay sticks?!" . haha. zeting dropped da aluminium foil when we were running back. then yes. people literally stare like dunno wat. lolz.

had to leave early fer violin. yeps. teacher still keeps saying that i'm playing too softly. haiyoh. then he was like "do u know gr7 violin is very difficult to pass?" and i'm like "oh." evil. lolz.

my mom is complaining that the computer keeps playing either 'dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui' or 'gu dan bei ban qiu' and she claims dat she noes the song by heart now. like the computer doesnt la. and wth. my mum cant even get the lyrics right lor. lols.

edited my friendster profile. go see!!!

i didnt know you would listen. =)

// jia you tmr. haha.

hope tmr's bbq will a success. yays! (:

got ulcer. =(

2005-03-15T23:00:00.000-08:00

2nd dayy. lala.

chinese remedial in the morning. was super lazy. haha. reach there oni got like 4 ppl la. haha. yups.

poor jocelyn is sick. =( take care!!

band. things were slightly better today. muahas. that person's staying. (: i'm glad.
lala. i finally dare to raise my voice [slightly lolz] and was able to give instructions quite strictly. lolz. not totally well yet. yeps. shall improve. but. then it led to yokelian and others asking me worriedly "rebecca!! why u so fierce all of a sudden? angry ahs? ok anot??" ermmm. lols.

couldnt contact mr lim. mr tan said his hp spoil. like. dunno how to contact him. lolz. o wells. wait lor. till he came. conducted warm ups, band techniques and washington's post. was ok. yups. then tried a new march. under double eagle's wings or something. lolz. nice. haha. eileen dropped by. yeps.

had to move all perc to cca room 4. so yeah. then fall them in. then this and that. oc met exco again and talk. talk bout good and bad ppl. lolz. then natasha waited for me for so long. aww. haha. yeps. went to da playground swings with her. chat chat. home. (:

suhaila said she cried after reading my last post. erms. okiesssss. lolz.

easter's coming. i'm supposed to fast on one meal a day as some church thing. yeps. think shudnt be a prob. skip breakfast la. haha.

hope faeliq leonard and others have fun in your instructor's course. take careee! =)

i have an ulcer. sob. shall ask mummy to buy me a pack of chips. rahs.

it's no one's fault.

// good job oc. jia you.

i'm starting to get used to this post. lolz.

drills training + first day probation.

2005-03-14T21:33:00.000-08:00

1st day. on da job.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYLIS!!

got like 4 morning calls? haha. thx mummy, tim chua, hayati and jocelyn. haha. (:
went to da meeting at 7. was late by 2 minutes. lolz. briefing. then we very lame la. all adjust hp time at de same time. lolz. yups. then chase band ppl fall in. was okies i guess.

had to use ava room instead. so all plannings and wateva totally changed. ya. so yups. told ppl to move perc instruments and others down. called mr lim. yeps. then mr lim call me like 3 times, and i all oso nv answer. so 'brilliant' of me. hurr. diao. then the door stuck. panic. quickly call ms beh. yays. haha. then went for sectionals. then combine. took a bit of warm ups. first time. dunno okies anot. got feedback that i conduct too fast. opps. real sorri ppl. =1

after band. chased them down. quite fast. oni bout. 2 or 3 ppl late. lolz. then after falling out, gave da punishments for late-coming. starjumps. lolz. then exco met up with us to talk bout today. ya. shall improve tmr. we will. =)

had drills training for OC by the exco. so yeah. we all went behind the classroom block. first training was shouting and projection of voice. ok la. my voice is high pitched. so charles and comm couldnt hear my command at all from the other end of the road. lolz. esther said i have to relax and talk slower. erms. ok. then laypeng so evil la. imitate me. evil. lolz. then tried shouting sizing command. yeps. all of us had a turn. lala.

then something realli unpleasant happened. yeps. ~~then i just cried la infront of everyone. felt so disappointed with that person. then we all whole OC did something lor.~~ everyone was shocked coz nv see me [or rather. an sec3.] cry b4 or do that to someone else. haha. then got chain reaction somemore. haha. then exco tried again. and worked bahs. i think.

went to lot 1 with some of da exco and yuting n charles. eat. then saw cindy and other church ppl. so qiao. haha. told esther they all da jokes and riddles. lolz. lala. then say till ghost stories. haha. ya. then home. tts all.

on my way home. got an sms. =) and. all of a sudden i felt that all da tears were all worth it. i dont regret crying. ~~ermmm.wth.~~ ya. know i shudnt cry bahs. joseph said bm die die cannot cry. even those on probation. =( haiyoh. sorri. let everyone down. rahs. aniwae. sometimes. crying realli helps da problem. somehow. =1

i realli hope u can stay.

// stay?

// tears.are.sometimes.worth.it

band tmr again. lets all jiayou. =)

first meeting on bbq.

2005-03-13T22:05:00.001-08:00

ahh. i'm so nervous!

tomorrow's band day! our oc's committee first day la. coz exco members all have lessons. yeps. rahhs. think i wont be able to sleep tonite already. and yes. i didnt sleep well last nite either. was tossing and turning. boo.

had our meeting today. charles realli brought da laptop! lolz. then jordan, secretary mahs, type lor. haha. planned games and performance. yeah. good job to everyone. esp jordan and charles. (: lolz. ya. everyone had different ideas and thoughts in the beginning of the discussion, then in the end everyone agreed on this and that! yays. haha. hope this barbeque wud be a success! hahaa.

`to jordan.you'r a very very good planner and organizer. yeps. got ideas just say bahs. dont have to worri bout this kind of thing. yeah. so dont say that again ok. haha. u have the potential de. just bring it out. (:

i'm so nervous and scared. what if everything doesnt go well? what will happen?

ahh. stop worrying.

oc committee jia you tml. our first day. so must give our best. if we get scolded, must not cry. first impression is very very very important. jia youuu. even though all of us are oni on probation, we still must give our veryyyyy best. k. lala. and zeting. NO ANKLE SOCKS. -stares. and rmb ur badge!!! =)

hope jiahui and dor r havin fun in msia. (:

~~all of a sudden everyone has da habit of calling me band major. i have no name. LOL.~~

// jia you tmllll. (:

byes. lalalaaaa.

on probation.

2005-03-12T21:13:00.000-08:00

scared. scared.

went fer maths remedial in the morning. was late. bad habit of mine. boo. must change. haha. ya. room was freaking cold. brrr. learned that number line. quite fun i guess. lolz.

went fer band. combine. vanessa and eugene came to watch. lolz. played singapore rhap. we improved a lot a lot a lot! thx to mr lim lor. so much patience with us. haha. yeps. " if we get a gold, silver, bronze or even a COP, we must celebrate, because we have improved.", as said by mr lim. (:
did a bit of phantom of the opera. tried my solo part today. oni piccolo wasnt here today. yups. mr lim kept telling me to play loud. and finally i played really really loud. and. it totally sounded different. ya. i shld learn how to slap myself everytime i play soft. haha. =x

screamed "we love you" at mr lim. haha.

exco announced da new oc committee. yeah. and. i'm ~~band major.~~ on probation la. haha. yeps. and ~~concert mistress~~ too. yeah. so shall have to work hard and so though i'm just on probation. yups. was so shocked that i just stoned. haha. congrats to yuting, charles, siying, jordan, gangyuan, zeting, dororin and jiahui. lets all jia you and work together kkies. =)

had a meeting with committee at lot 1. this sounds stupid but its really difficult to handle a meeting. yeps. so pei fu exco. haha. but we all were frank and so, meeting went quite well. ya. all of us went to chingyee house after that. dor taught me maths! her maths is what-the-hell-freaking-good. lolz. then was like all practising drills at the second floor, then the security guard scold us. haha. okkkk. so stop lor. haha. then took bus with jiahui home.

~~joseph said my hp bill is going to and will burst for calling and smsing ppl bout meetings. he dont know how right he is. its already bursting now.~~

told parents bout it. they were like " whats that ". dad thot i had to throw the mace or something. -laughs.

i'm so nervous and scared.
what if i screw this up?
what if i break down?
what if i dont manage things well?

// jia you. (:

tml meeting with exco. i'm scared.