/and my heart BEATS again ;

Sunday, June 12, 2005
moved.

moved. kindly relink.
http://scream-city.blogspot.com

- i love you
fifteen yrs

Saturday, June 11, 2005
lost in marina square with others. lol.

i'm so so tired.

went to bedok north today with the rest for parade marching drills. did formations till the heart. was really fun. standing beside pauline and jovin is really a joke man. haha. bedok north sec 4s came today! so saw khairul, rafidah and others. (:

it all takes time, yeah?

did flag with my group members at foodcourt nearby. had quite a time. lol. chicken rice from yesterday was still in my stomache. LOL. and charles was being INDECISIVE cause he kept asking me "what should i eat huh??!!"

~~stop teasing me about him. i DONT like him. whats wrong with being normal friends? thanks a lot to all the ppl. hurhur.~~

walked around esplanade thinking there was a concert by ACJC with pauline, khairul, edum and shahirah. turned out dont have. and we decided to eat. and ended up walking in circles getting lost in marina square till we found a 7-11. LOL. then continued in our little maze for like 3 hours. haha. was so tired that we kept sitting down on the floors and people were like giving us the weird look. haha. met up with jiaxing and jiahui later. went home with jiahui and both of us totally conked out on the train with exhaustion.

such a long day. (:

// pau pau?

// cookies. =DD

i repeat. i'm so so tired.

- i love you
fifteen yrs

Friday, June 10, 2005
last day as OC. 'screamed' at sec 1s.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY [sec 1] =DD

today's our last day as the OC probationals. ):

had combine in the morning with some bedok north-ians. festival march and stars and stripes sounded REALLY nice. merry widow too. lol. marching was fun. did formation for 1st and 2nd shape. really cool.

heard the sec 1s play from the hall. it was NICE. compared to the other combines we heard from them. this one was DIFFERENT. it was like a total change. drastic improvement from the flutes, oboe, percussion and definitely the trumpets. was so shocked. ha. now i can almost picture our sec 1 batch joining main band. ((:

was so happy at them till falling in part. the number of them swinging around their bodies, shouting softly and everything was horrifying. happiness level dropped from 99% to 1%. then it all began. jordan pumped them and i literally ~~screamed~~ shouted at the sec 1s till most of the other seniors were shocked stiff. and yaqing told me that i shouldnt really do a 'sudden attack' or something. ok. was i really that fierce? gosh. everyone said it was really good that i was FINALLY being fierce. but i still dont like it.

yucks. the sec 1s can go ahead and hate the OCs one by one if they want to. but we would do anything to make sure they do everything perfect and so well that they'll be even better than seniors, even if it means them hating us right to the core. hur. we just have a lot of hope on this batch i guess. (:

angie said i'm just like that person.
OMG. NO WAY I'M GOING TO BE JUST LIKE THAT.

something bad happened later on. haiz. i just watched them and did nothing but sigh. again. yet another chain reaction. i hate it. grr.

i ate. noodles. dumplings. chicken rice. one cup of sprite. plus one cup of winter melon tea for dinner. gosh. i dont remember me myself eating so much before. jiahui, pauline, minfang and zhenjun were so shocked. LOL. mum says i'm turning bulimia soon. like no way. i dont stick my finger down my throat and force my food out, can?

btw. 4 of them were so zi-lian. kept taking photos of themselves with my handphone. now i have like 30 over photos of them themselves. tsk tsk. /shakes head

going down to bedok north for formation practice. excited! =D

good luck digambar, kelly and rafidah for SYO auditions tmr! (:

when you'r next to me, i can see,
the greatest story love has ever told*

maybe there's something .

// heart. equals. singapore. lol. ((:

// touched. =D

rudolph the red nosed reindeer! this is so random.

- i love you
fifteen yrs

Thursday, June 09, 2005
i dont have a crush on him. (:

i cant remember what i did today. other than having marching. and mr chakrit was really really happy with us. lol. i think thats enough for today.

o by the way. i DONT have a crush on him. i clarified things with myself. another stupid-few-day crush. haha. i'm glad. (:

never go for something which you know you can never get.

// YAY. =DD

nites people.

- i love you
fifteen yrs

Wednesday, June 08, 2005
ewww.

i just re-read my blog posts and i realised i'm beginning to sound like those bimbos or bitches who like to go ..

" OOO. he's my CRUSH. i LOVEEE him. i cant LIVEEE without him. "

like ewww? sounding a bit like pansy from harry potter?

shut up rebecca. (:

- i love you
fifteen yrs

jiahui, hayati and coconuts. (:

practically did nothing at home till charles and jordan dropped by for fun. then went to school and watched sec 4s and 5s practice their marching. met up with jiahui and had dinner with her and hayati. then went cycling with hayati to limbang and saw jordan. then cycle back.
thats it for today. so short.

omg omg. someone just told me she likes my good guy-friend.
/scream

another person knows now. erm. hurhur?

i said 'whatever' to someone today. on msn. gosh. i must be super pissed off at that person. for why, i dont know either. /shakes head

// coconuts. (:

band tmr. woo.

- i love you
fifteen yrs

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
complaint by sec 1 parent. SHIT.

had a great time in band today. drills together. all sec 3s, 2s and 1s all combined and mr lim was taking us. really fun. combine was great. mr lim was smiling. like finally?

seriously i cant remember what i did today cause i'm so exhausted.

other than the part that one parent is going to complain against the band coz we nv release the sec 1s straight on the dot at 5pm. gosh. its like DUH. we still have to fall them out right? argh. still. we are SO dead. ):

and someone knows who's my crush already. and i trust you dont tell anyone. and stop teasing me. xP

// ouch.

i'm feeling sore. ):

- i love you
fifteen yrs

Monday, June 06, 2005
regent + bedok north @ my hse.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AREV!!!

i feel bad that i didnt went to his party. ):

went to regent and gathered bedok north group mates. then walked to limbang and ate at mac's while discussing flag. got our materials from various shops. and yeah. we are SUPER creative. sponges, hangers, you name it! lol.

glad that mr lim said YES to our group name =DD

went back to school and bedok north ppl went to do flagpole with selected regent people. took digambar, diwadeb, shahirah and pauline on a tour around the school. lol. pretty fun. then told ghost stories to each with tiffany and another girl. loads of fun. too bad they had to leave. ):

slept at the foyer while waiting for everyone to finish. was woken up by aaron for some leaders' meeting in the field. learned how to report strength, which is like, really fun. LOL.

jordan dropped the pole and it almost hit zeting! /screams

group members and some other people came to my house. to make flag and hang out i guess. like. almost 15 regent + bedok north people, can? lol. discuss some stuff. and yeah. completing it on saturday.

had dinner with jiahui and hayati. laugh till pengx. jiahui is so rawkin'. haha. and her little brother is totally handsome, for a sec 1. lol. (:

i'm stuffing myself full. yucks.

muah chee still rawks. loads. ((:

i just have that funny feeling.

// 3 times. LOL.

band tmr. yays. lol.

- i love you
fifteen yrs