Saturday, May 28, 2005
bored sat.stars and stripes song!
bored.
just found out from my mum that my uncle just passed away ytd morning at 5:40am? supposed to go for his wake today and tomorrow. but ahs. mom and sis went with other uncles and aunts. so i'm now at home. staring at the screen. boo.
there's realli nothing on tv.
aaron so rawks man. he just send me Thunderer and The Stars And Stripes Forever. THANKS DUDE. =D
sean biggerstaff is so freaking hot. X_X
i wanna to see those beautiful mountains and lakes and clouds! i wanna go to england! scotland! and switzerland! blah. mom has already toured like the WHOLE of europe some years ago. HERSELF. and she came back boasting to us. how UNFAIR. blehhhhhh. at least the chocolates werent bad. (:
i can hear string instruments playing for The Stars And Stripes Forever. obviously this isnt what i wan to hear. aint there a proper band version?
wahhh. i wan to bake cookies. ):
// hexic. lol.
lalal. i'm home alone. lol.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
class position. 10th.
PMS-ing sucks big time.
got back report books. i'm 10th in class. and like. i cant feel anything. no feelings. was like. oh i see. hurhur. pms-inggg is just a really STUPID excuse which sucks. haa.
siti got 1st! -HUGS-
elaine got 2nd! -congrats-
HAOZHI GOT 3RD! I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF HIM!!! =DD -JUMPS UP AND DOWN-
yes. haozhi the SAME guy who "gave up" on his studies in term 1. has TRANSFORMED. wahh. i feel like a mother feeling proud of her son. ok. crap. LOL.
maths was horrendous. i was listening to music on wilson's Zen touch with boonchong. boonchong is so farnie. he's never heard any english music before. and he was like "orhh. listen lorr." when i suggest anything. LOL.
class movie outing! watch MADAGASCAR!! =DD
MEILING AND JENNIFER RAWKS!! -hugs- they agreed to stand in for siying and others so that siying they all can go for band pract marching! aww. and to think they already had their own work attachments a week later. gawd. they SO rawk. ((:
band was. ok. took warmups. gawd. i think i havent been conducting for too long already. argh. ): lala. o wells. bedok north sec 3s came. yeps. went down to march. then had to announce the new heads and whatever thing. ms tan got angry coz of LOTS of stuff. diao. i dont realli know how the EXCO chose the new heads and section leaders, but there's definitely loads of confusion now. tsk.
this totally sucks.
kenny asked me how it felt like to take over the band now. i was like. 2 weeks more, 2 weeks more. tsk. i shud stop having this kind of thinking. it's going to affect how i do my stuff. lol.
whoeva said that band major is an easy job shud be personally slaughtered by me. always seemed like 'the band major' is the one who gets to go on stage and 'get-glory-or-whateva-damn-stuff' rite? bullshit. you people just dont know how much the OC does. ok. shut up ME. rahs. o wells. 2 more weeks left. then the actual band major already. seriously i know its not me anymore. so. might as enjoy this 2 week right? yeps. (:
just told dad and mom i'm 10th in class. i'm getting $50 from mom and da T7 slim digital camera from dad! YAYS. and to think i didnt even have to ask! i'm spoilt, i know. =D
i cant wait to fly, God knows that, I'm Alive*
// t7 digital camera!!! =DD
i'm tired. feeling pooped.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Thursday, May 26, 2005
gr 7 piano exam book is YUCKS.
i have my period. -smirks-
mr kamar helped with my woodwork today. and the other two technicians helped me cut da slit and teach me how to use da lathe. wahah. YOU ALL RAWK. ((:
i dont understand chemistry or maths.
watched a bit of shark tale in cme lessons. the movie RAWKED. i wanna buy the VCD! =DD
snuck off to 3/6 during chinese relief period. siying and others were so shocked to catch me in their class pretending to be 'part of them'. LOL. spent my day there folding more cranes. haaa.
band was okies? merry widow sounded realli good for the beginning. haha. OC was pumped 50. o wells. yeahh. must learn to accept stuff rite? (:
piano lesson was good. got my grade 7 exam pieces. all of them dont sound nice on the cd player. yucks. with 4 flats. poo. got my new theory book. looks neat. haha.
piano cher asked me to perform on stage. yeps. some france embassy thing. in september. think it'll be cool? dunno. i dont realli fancy performing infront of ppl. see first. lol. so now will have like one performance per instrument lined up next month and sept. excluding violin that is. dunno la. lol. think will skip de SMS one. clashes with POP. gawd. dunno!
dad just told i'm down this june holidays for teaching piano to two kids. o wells. i get to pick the days, so as long as it doesnt clash with band and music lessons, why not? (:
why cant we play as well as we did the 5th time on our first try?
when can i stop lying to myself?
advertising!! [order of dates.]
Catholic High Band. 3rd June. $12. 7:30pm. Victoria Concert Hall.
Yuhua Band. 19th June. $10/$12. 7:30pm. Victoria Concert Hall.
Regent + Bedok North Passing Out Parade. 18th June. FREE. 4pm. venue at Bedok North secondary school.
Monfort Military Band. 23rd June. $15/10. 7:30pm. Victoria Concert Hall.
Chong Boon Concert Band. METIER V. 1 July. $8. 7:30pm. Chong Boon Secondary School Hall.
Anderson Military Band. AMBIENCE 3. 2nd July. $8/10. 3pm. Salvation army at bishan.
Orchid Park Wind Orchestra. 8th July. $10. 7pm. Victoria Concert Hall.
St Joseph's Institution Military Band. 8th/9th July. $10. 7:30pm. SJI Performing Arts Center.
who wan go. find meeeeeee. (:
// concerts. performances. weeee. =D
i'm hungry. -frowns-
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
paper cranes w siti. dada. jacky. ee-wee. nai-maaa.
hohummmm. (:
i lurve folding paper cranes so much now! haa. made for myself, siti, nai-maaa [lewis!], dada [wei da], jacky [jackson] and ee-wee [chunjie]. LOL. lalalala.
was raining like mad this morning. rainwater got into my shoes. yucks.
nai-ma was listening to Lao Shu Ai Da Mi on wilson's zen touch. i cudnt stop laughing when i heard that. =D
social studies was so rawkin' today. talked from internation wars, to iraq and US war, to bombs, to germs, to AIDS, to sex. OMG. LOL. =x
received da school merit award on stage with other band members. the medal [w/o straps] is so nice and shiny. in a little transparent box somemore. NEAT. lol.
learned how to pull da ropes and make the flagpole after school. was VERY VERY COOL learning from da scouts. lol. lurved the part where we pulled up the flagpole. mind u. it is SUPER DUPER HEAVY. but we LOVED it anyway.
took drills from jordan for a while. yeah. then blah blah blah. yeps. had small small meeting with OC. lala. this and that. then went home. yeps.
music lessons were both good. teachers were both happy at my performance in lesson today. yeah? haa. jason [mr han] was so shocked that i got a D7 for ELEMENTARY MATHS. lol. and he was like SO totally shocked. like. HOW CAN YOU GET A D7??!! and i'm like. dunno. LOL.
shit shit shit. pauline just told me i kana group leader for leadership camp. again. oh noooo. o wells. as long as i'm not I/C, i'm glad. (:
cheryl just got back her report book and she's 7th in class. so she took my primary sch report book and started comparing until i told her she oni got 7th becoz her class is lousy. opps. at least she didnt complain to dad. lol.
// increasing = worse. LOL.
// yay yay. d7. haha.
-sway- lalala.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
shattered windows + PRESERVE.
stars and stripes forevaaa. (:
feeling so much better from ytd. haa. knew it. my positive side wud just come out. haha.
took the bus to school for like the first time in my life time. coz i was stuck with a horn, 2 clarinets and 4 stacks of library scores. go me. LOL. thx hayati for helping!! (:
got back results slip. seems like music has pulled me down like crazi. all coz i didnt take its homework seriously. yucks. an F9 can? shud have actually do properly rather than anyhow do. LOL. havent got class ranking or level ranking yet. o wells. i dont expect much though. yeps. i'm a 55.1% for 8 subjects. yucks. counted. if i took away my music grades wud be a 60% for the 7 subjects. LOL. ok nvm. i dont regret anything. i cost my own grades, yeah? (:
was allowed to skip chinese lessons today with darren to help mr seetho update some demerit merit thing. yeah. so both of us were sitting outside office writing and counting. haha. darren is so cute. small small de number oso nid calculator. haha. xD
one of the class windows broke and shattered into tiny little pieces today. i was totally DUMBFOUNDED.
i made my FIRST PAPER CRANE EVER today! thx to MEILING! =DD
today was my first time ever for this whole term eating lunch in school. lol. just made me realise why i skip lunch everyday. for band. aww. all for the love of band. touching. (:
band was FUN today. house moving castle rawked. helped siying a bit with da sec 1s attendence though i realli couldnt see in the dark. lol. sectionals. me, siying, charles, zhenjun. yvonne, yokelian and yuting were standing in a circle, memorising and marching on the spot to stars and stripes forevaa. haha. merry widow. matthew joined us. he was so farnie! yeps. lalalala.
cant wait for POP!!! =DD
after band. OC was sitting together in da middle of the parade square for fun. haha. then we became very lame. esp me and jiahui. went nuts. started to shout things like "PRESERVE MUSICAL HARMONY" and blah blah which we saw on da walls of the school building which said like " preserve racial harmony " or " we dont owe singapore a living ". haha. new band motto gonna come out. talking to mr tan bout accepting it soon. lala. gonna start painting walls and looking for banners and redecorating boards. weee. haha.
had a talk with joseph. he was helping me. like "band majors have to stay calm at all times" and lotsa stuff. hmm. rather grateful for his small talk with me bout band stuff. realli appreciated it loads. (:
i'm confused. why do i get the same story but totally different points of views from 4 ppl.
natasha has an -AHEM- from ACS BARKER ROAD. o man. i'm gonna get so hacked from her. at least i didnt say the NAME. lol. xD
faeliq's mad at me! LOL. HELP.
// preserve. =x
-hums- laaaalaaaa.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Monday, May 23, 2005
3rd post.
argh. i just read gillian's blog. i just realised why i'm feeling so deprived. its not just one thing. its a lot a lot. ):
jared's right. i shudnt bottle things up inside me. its not good. but then i cant talk to the goldfishes again, can i? and i certainly cant talk to. just anyone.
i feel like crying.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
2nd post.
i cant believe i just gorged myself with another bar of chocolate. but the feeling is still there and i cant get rid of it.
deprived. ):
keeping another bar for tmr. i know i'll be needing it. o wells.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
cineleisure w music ppl. (:
tired. confused. and i want to puke.
my hair is dropping like no one's business. i bet by next year i'll be bald. lol.
reached Cineleisure [thx to sarah! ((:] and waited for evangeline, jeff and ivan. yeps. all music class ppl. haha. yuting was so nice. she kept me company on the phone while i was waiting. haa. evan came. then jeff was late by like an hour with his fren. his fren looks like some 22 year old guy though he's realli 16. gosh. i was like. ERM. haha. then evan's fren William came. and they had some 'counselling' session thing. jeff was being terribly. ahem. coz he was trying to approach other girls for their numbers, esp those ang-moh ones. and those girls kept running away from him. LOL. bad move. ivan came like. 3 hours later. he was at SCHOOL laa. some stupid presentation he had to make. boo. lol. saw LiChoo. haaa. lala. cudnt decide wat we wanted to eat and was like walking around aimlessly till 6 then took taxi with evan to dover. [thx for da ride!]
took bus then mrt to cck and met hayati for dinner. i was totally deprived. of something. LOL. yea. ate at delifrance and i wudnt stop adding pepper to my tuna. haa. then blahh. went here and there. then walked home with her. lalalalalala. thats all. (:
ivan stays in a ACS hostel.
thats SUPER COOL can?
i dont feel like going to school tmr. i just know i'm going to be faced with lotsa stuff. lots and lots. haiz. o well. ):
// collaspe.
byes. have to type out agenda.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Sunday, May 22, 2005
meeting - shoot. =\
exhausted-
siying and yuting dropped by in da morning for a little sectionals. and we had a hell of a great time. (: haa. then went to meet the others for meeting at jiahui's hse. yeps. jiahui's hse is real nice. and her room totally rawks. haha.
meeting. me and charles were like totally beating around the bush. zeting n jiahui were totally confused. finally we just 'shoot'. then the others joined in. yeah. something happened. hope all goes well. -worried look-
yvonne came to my hse with siying n yuting again. for another round of sectionals. had fun teaching yvonne piano. and she's a realli fast learner. haha. yeps. had dinner at lot 1. was like waiting for this family to finish eating so that we cud take their seats. finally gave up after waiting for like 15 minutes in the foodcourt. finally we decided to 'take away' da food. walked away and the family got up and left letting another family take their place. ok. how evil. lol. ate outside lot 1 near the 'band hangout' spot. was having loads of fun. yuting left. me siying n von walked round lot 1. saw jiahui [graduate one] and sixian. haa. ((: lala. von was buying lots and lots of stuff. haha. o wells. took bus back with her.
what a day. =D
// -who cares- .. LOL!
// cookes. and chocolate. (:
tmr's a public holiday. good. i'm turning the air con to full blast.
- i love you
fifteen yrs