because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
Because you live, girl
My world...
has TWICE as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
eight letters three words one meaning -
i know, i love you so.
Saturday, May 21, 2005 stars and stripes + bedok north!
singapore is tiny. but i like it. (:
realised that yvonne's primary sch conducter was mr yea. the amb one. o gosh. s'pore is way too small. anyway. got mr yea's number from michelle [thx!] and gave it to yvonne. lol. yeps.
went to bedok north today. sec 3 combine. played the pieces. love The Stars and Stripes Forever! yays! haha. li xin came for sectionals again! lol. lalala. their sec 1 percussionists are so adorable. lol. and dor and minfang were learning how to march with drums in the parade square. cute. lol.
had lunch with others. zhenjun was buying and buying after finishing one after another. and it was 'weird' stuff. firstly was Tang Yuan. then Suan Pan Zi. then Grass Jelly Longan. o man. i learned a lot bout food. haha. =x
cadbury chocolate rawks. (:
// small and sweet.
byes. sectionals tmr at my house.
- i love you fifteen yrs
Friday, May 20, 2005 sectionals with li xin. (:
ahh. irritated with band stuff. ):
band has nv ever made me irritated. maybe i'm too much of a perfectionist nowadays. hey, who isnt? heard complaints bout this person and that person. gosh. its scary i tell you. everything is going in faster than i can respond. li xin came and gave us sectionals! yay! haha. he rawks. (: LOL. went through merry widow with section. i'm starting to think i'm become fiercer day by day. not sure is it a good thing but still not as fierce as siying. haha.
haozhi and i are against each other next term for combined humans. specifically history + social studies. i got a B3 this SA1. argh. from a A2. haozhi took my A2 instead. boo. i'll get it back from him soon. haha.
helping zhucheng and kaixun sell tickets. poor them. yeps. EVERYONE GO FOR REGENT MOVEMENT AND DANCE PERFORMANCE. next saturday, 6pm at regent for $6. TELL ME. lol.
jackson rawks. (: he let me and siti touch his soft hair! LOL.
i cant believe i went to buy mcdonalds' for my sister.
going to bedok north tmr for sec 3 band pract. meeting at 7am. early. but cant wait anyway. (:
i'm sorry i cant read your signs
// back and forth.
yawn. i dont know what to say.
- i love you fifteen yrs
Thursday, May 19, 2005 merry widow. rawks.
weeeeeeeeeee!!~~~
school technicians still rawks coz they offered to help with my woodwork! ha. lol.
overall maths grade. 48.3 which is a D7. not sure is it good or bad though. better than last year. class highest 60. lowest 20+. so i'm like. in the middle. hurhur. but still. why. oni miss by 1.7 marks. ):
english. i'm awfully proud of my class coz we had 22 passes when other classes oni had like a single digit number. haha. 17/25 for comphre. 7.5/25 for summary. 21/30 for composition. ??/30 for report writing [dunno yet. lol.] so. yes. MY SUMMARY GOT A 7.5! i wrote like oni 3 or 4 LINES LA. xD haha. ok my bad for leaving oni 2 minutes for summary. which is a huge mistake. boo.
i PASSED overall term 2 chinese with a 52 despite my disgraceful D7 for BOTH paper 1 and paper 2. LOL. i literally jumped OUT of my chair with like a YAY!! listening helps i guess. lol. o gosh. someone up there really wants me to pass chinese. lol. thank you, i appreciate it. =D
woke up just in time during POA [it was FREAKING BORING LA] to see this on the projecter. ng chu ying rebecca - 55 - C6 i'm SHOCKED. felt asleep straight after that. i just thought i was dreaming cause dear me was expecting a F9 coz i hate POA to the core. (:
band. it wasnt half as bad as i had predicted. maybe our oni-sec-2-and-3-band wont collaspe. mr lim didnt realli scold us at all. merry widow realli rawks. =D isnt as difficult as i thought. yeps. and i LOVE festival march.
"bm what. of coz wont skip band la"
wth can. this is not the first time i get this STUPID reason why ppl dont go for band la. like c'mon man. dont u get freaking sick of this reason? and realli. we dont go for band for the post. we went for band and got the post. then might as well everyone get bm so that everyone can go for band every practice. blah. please. i dont skip band coz i dont wan to rot at home. or JUST because i have a freaking flu or cough oni. its. STUPID. not as if you cant SIT in the music room and just follow band without playing your instrument right? hur. never make assumptions. thank you. (:
o rite. kaixun has been forcing me to watch da movement and dance thing. he's so adorable, how can i say no? LOL. o well. going as a band group. so yeah. can watch kaixun, elaine and zhucheng wat. 3 ppl from my class. woo. haha. =DD
anyone who wants to watch M&D perform on da 26th of May for $6 [SIX ONLY!! GOT A LOT A LOT A LOT OF GROUP DANCERS!] contact ME. (:
class boys said they wud come for POP! YAY!
ooo. another performance in 30th june to some schools in our cluster. and we'r playing festival march for that too!! YAY YAY YAY!! i tell you. i'll make sure people listen to our oni-sec-2-and-sec-3-strong-band and CRY after listening to that. lol. ok i'm being mean. opps.
rebecca rawks.
which is me.
DUH.
o yay yay yay. sec 3s gonna start going to bedok north every sat from this week onwards. we all agreed. YAY.
why ask obvious questions?~
// festival march. (:
// merry widow! =DD
so many things to do ; so little time.
- i love you fifteen yrs
Wednesday, May 18, 2005 violin stress. =\
" If you dont improve and buck up this june holidays, thats it. "
damn it. i'm feeling stressed up with violin. next year much worse i guess. all 3 ABRSM exams clashing with o levels. God bless me then. lol.
crunch chocolate snack bar is YUMMY. ((:
ha. ok ok. erms. today. got back all other papers. but chinese n english. yeah. got 47/60 for physics. ((: realli unexpected though. cause i hardly even studied la. LOL. guess its coz ms lai RAWKS. =D yeps. POA.49/90. ya. i actually PASSED accounts though i sleep through countless lessons but u cant blame me coz its too boring!. tyco. hur. haozhi got top. like a 77+ ? lol. and i rmb-ed a few months ago he was still that guy who hated POA to the core. lol. social studies got oni 18/30. damn. tts freaking low. i failed source based miserably. like. 8/18. coz i wrote so damn short for each qn. blahs. nvm bahs. time restrain wat. haha. got a 10/12 for SEQ again. YAY. =D o wells. anyway still got other class tests and others added in. though i'm not sure whether i got hand up my Sri Lanka assignment anot. hmm. boo. ha.
i'm sorry. NOT. u dont deserve any attention. esp not from me.
me, siti, boon chong and lewis were so rawkin' today. ha! i love this group of ppl can?! they are so. FUN to be with. siti is AWESOME. lewis is FUNNY. boonchong is LAME. and i'm MYSELF. LOL. =DD
i fear band tmr. just think that mr lim will scold us a lot tmr. dunno.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005 band resumes! merry widow. (:
band rawks rawks rawks!!~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYAN [NICOLE!!]
o gosh. this is my WORST mid year ever. lol. mother tongue 49.5marks can? tsk. emaths oni like wat. 5 ppl pass? dunno. 46/100. and WHY? coz i skipped so many qns put one times ten equals one. careless. ): chemistry oni 3 ppl passed. and i got a 27.5/60 . omg. o wells. got a 18/25 for history. an A. told u all. haha. aiyer. dont care results la. =pp
band was fun! =DD sight read so much. ilove sight reading. haha. ran through merry widow for the first time today. and omggg. we made it through the whole thing la. as in run through. haha. dunno la. lol. i love The Longest Day. haha. almost forgot to say 'band stand' coz of da long band break. boo. =x
had this sort of sec 3 camp meeting with mr lim. rahs. the camp is so exciting!! i cant wait!! LOL. o wells. i cant wait to start da training thing for marching too. weeee. ha. oo. and btw. we'r having ours + bedok north's POP cum mini concert at bedok north. 18th june. 4pm. for free. all come ahs. lol. =x
jared was my counsellor on da phone today. just told him all my erm. problems. though he's a guy. just say lor. since he's from different school then easily to say wat. dunno laaa. xD
thank you. (:
// merry widow! =DD
meeting with ncc and uniform grps again tmr. lol.
- i love you fifteen yrs
Monday, May 16, 2005 failed music paper. 0.0
omg. LOL.
no 2.4km today. sad. had 5 stations for those who didnt come/make/missed any station. i oni had standing broadjump. so was like waiting for my turn and cher said girls continue next term when guys completed coz time was up already. diao. drag so long. boo. i'm not complaining. i HATE standing broadjump. lol.
mrs chong didnt come. no history results. ):
congrats darren for being highest in geog. ((: 22/25. woo.
MT paper 1. compo + letter writing. 29/70. cher asked me why i got this kind of marks. i told him the truth that i slept through compo segment by mistake when i really couldnt think of anything to write bout maids. and he was awfully shocked. dui bu qi lao shi. ):
spent english lesson walking round and round the whole school through every single level looking for ms sng. blahs. knew that if i come back without her mr seetoh will ask me to go out find her or else i dont come back. so diao. i'm such a patient and wonderful class chairperson can?! LOL. =x
DnT paper. mr kamar said ms ng marked it. so it was like. SUPER STRICT LA. whole class oni haozhi passed. 55/100. i got a 44/100. and i'm VERY proud of it! cozi usually cant even get higher than a 20/100 for that paper. LOL. means i improved! ok. next time jiayou more. haha. other people were realli proud of me too. (: wanted to run over to the school technicians show them my paper. but ahs. class was in session. LOL. ok. i got a little personal note from ms ng below my paper. was like wat. " u can do much better than this. u have really good answers. keep it up! " haha. i told u i was SPOILT. xD no la. haha.
ahh. I CANT BELIEVE I LOST LIKE DUNNO HOW MANY MARKS COZ I SKIPPED A BIGGGG QUESTION BY MISTAKE. x_x
MEP (music o level) music [theory] paper. OMG. whole class. highest rachel 72/100. second is like 60+ ? third like. 50 something? so yes. more than 3 quarters of the class failed. but teacher seemed happy. dunno. i got like. 44.5/100. wats with my and the numbers 4. hur. omg. i'm so fed up. i lost 2 marks for counting bar 15 as bar 14. i lost like 6 marks for thinking that music is on the score when it's off it. no wonder mengyi they all had like. FLUTE. OBOE. and i was like 1ST TRUMPET. 2ND TRUMPET. xD then i lost marks again when i wrote CEMBALO but forgot BASSO CONTINUO. crap la. ): my harmony paper sucked. LOL.
they changed all the teachers for next term. that guy is gonna be teaching us harmony and melody writing AND WORLD MUSIC next term. OH NO. we are SO DEAD. he CANT TEACH. i dont give a damn that he has a MASTERS. he cant even EXPLAIN well. ok. not that i take the time to try to understand anyway LOL argh. he everytime pick on me or weizhi and no one else, making us answer this and that. evil. ahh. i want mrs lee. ): but. she said she'll be teaching us in sec 4. sob. and ms ng teaching us music history and western music. (: YAY.
YAY! music practical included in final year exam! FINALLY! =D
i'm SO sick of theory. =x
jeff was in the orchestra playing for Sound of Music!! ahh!! so cool! haha. and he's the new principal bassoonist of SYO. ULTRA COOL. and he knows ALMA and CHERYL!! -hops around- i cant believe my dear music classmate is actually such a pro-ster. =DD his COLLEGUE is in the yong siew toh conservatory thing. meaning. his friend might KNOW MR LIM!! weee. singapore is way too small. and. plus factor. he MIGRATED to singapore from china coz OF BASSOON PLAYING. wah. super touching. sob sob -tears rolling down cheeks-
was on the way home with mengyi. met YINSI!! =DD super happy. ex clarinet senior wat. lol. and she said she'll be joining band in republic poly! [i dont know where's that.] and david gloss is her conducter! COOL. =D then she met her classmate on the train. an ACJC gurl with her boyfriend. and both of them are SUPER SUPER NICE people can??!! =D that gurl had really cool braces. aw. haha.
i'm one step closer cause i'm m o t i v a t e d. (:
i feel realli good. TMR'S BAND!! =D
just saw the SYF photos online. click here. realised our band is so awfully small compared to bedok north. like. one whole row missing. LOL. rgt choir's photo! i got it too! shall ask hayati help me upload tmr. (:
// m o t i v a t e d.
// acjc ppl rawks =DD
lalala. -skips off
- i love you fifteen yrs
Sunday, May 15, 2005 OC meeting. ONE HOUR! =D
i waited all my life, to cross this line *
had meeting today with OC at warren. rahs. the swimming pool looked realli nice. haha. meeting was quite a good one. covered all the impt stuff within an hour. surprise!! haha. yeps. thot about band motto. lol. and zeting and charles were acting so spastic-ly can? LOL.
shit. i just realised i might have job attachment week for CIP in june at NUS. oh nooo. please dont let it clash with band. ):
speaking of band. i'm so excited for it that i dont mind memorising those 5 pieces. lol. ahhh. i'm excited!!! -JUMPS AROUND MY ROOM-
jordan bought mini chocolate pancakes for us. sweet. ha. =D
i brought honeydew juice! =DD dont have rockmelon juice. ):
music lessons at nite. i'm impressed by myself. i dont know. haha. theory gr 6 lessons gonna start from this week onwards. all music lessons starting this week. all in preparation for one thing. exam exam exam exam. yups. 4 exams. rahs. i noe this sounds corny. but i'm prepared and ready to start absorbing stuff like a sponge [see i told u]. coz. i can do it! ((:
ok. tell me why i'm so motivated? hmm.
getting Music results tmr . i realli think i screwed it up. F9??!! -gasps- which other stupid person will do score reading and put 1st trumpet as Trumpet In -blah blah-. screw me. lol. 2.4km test tmr. like. FINALLY LA. hmph.
craving for KFC. grr. =[
for dinner i ate a tuna sandwich, pear andFOUR chocolate chip cookies. mind you, these are BIG 'chips and more' cookies. thats how hungry i am today.
Wishhhh- *SYF - Success! (:
*To be a Shepherd! *Jesse McCartney CD
*Poster - Sean Biggerstaff
*Track Shoes
*Sneakers
*School Bag
*Reebok Water Bottle
*T7 Digital Camera
*New Violin *Metronome-cum-Tuner
*Music theory - Merit
*Do well in exams this year =)