Saturday, March 19, 2005
sp + cjc alumni concert.
now its 2 ulcers. sigh.
today i smsed 120 msgs. omg. kill me.
went to church. cindy let me listen to her band's singapore rhapsody! yays. kranji band is realli 'on'. lolz. had lunch at s11 after service. shepherding. cindy posed a challenge to me to invite someone to da easter celbration. yeps. saw samuel and june. yups. (:
walked around with gabriel waiting for gillian's call to see whether she can come wif me n hayati go watch concert. sp + cjc alumni concert. gabriel was like running and bouncing along. haha. yeah. hp batt went flat. argh.
went to dover to meet hayati. gillian could come in the end but she refused to come. how evil. sob. blehs. yeah. got the tickets. then went into da hall to sit. hall is damn big laaa. yeps. their programme sheet is like this transparency. how cool. haha. then wm and hazhari sat beside hayati. yeps. then somehow we ended up chatting to some ppl sitting behind us. lolz. ya. found out they were mostly sec 2s and 3s from bukit merah concert band. yeps. they said their band oni 20+ ppl so cannot go syf. yeps. but they are a jolly lot of ppl la. haha. exchanged numbers. yays. lolz.
concert. had merry's widow and abba gold and others. yups. like it when both bands combine for a piece. sp has good intonation. weeeee. lolz.
then. took train back to yew tee. ate with hayati at mac. then so qiao. saw eugene, edmund and dylan. then chat lor. rahs. the boys kept making hayati laugh like dunno what. lolz. homeee. (:
afiqah just send me 'an jing'. lols. and was like "Jay Chow-An Jing". notice the choW. gillian is going to be so mad. x)
// not. not. not.
// ... on the stars? lolz.
can wake up late tmr. finally. =)
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Friday, March 18, 2005
combine w sec 1s. (:
where the skies are blue *
lala. band. had combine in da morning. yeps. then lunch time , oc and exco had a meeting. so asked minfang help me buy. yeps. couldnt even finish half the chicken rice. rahs.
then combine with sec 1s. had to play Hey Jude and blue ridge saga with them. like. erm. pretty sick of blue ridge. haha. yirong, rafidah and another oboist from bedok north came! weee. haha. yups. then mr lim let us watch this mozart movie. which is. really nice and funny. but some parts are like. obscene. haha.
then sectionals. nothing much. then fall band out. yeps. went to playground swings with jocelyn n natasha. thot i left my hp in school. blahs. then natasha found it on da playground steps. rahs. thx nat. haha. then me and natasha did something evil. muahas. lala. walked home. ate dinner w jocelyn. home.
having conference with leonard and some others. oo. and ahem. some sji boys like gilliannnn. ok i shaddup.
strange sms-es i'm receiving. hmm.
to charles.
everything will be fine. (:
to Op Committee.
its oni 3 mths. treasure it! :D
// chilli chilli.
// hey jude. =)
conferences are fun. haa.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Thursday, March 17, 2005
bbq. lala.
bbqs are funn. (:
weizhi just HAD to remind me that there's music elective test on monday. -sighs
had combine. surprised i cud play quite loud. stupid ulcer. argh. just proofs dat i must learn how to force myself sometimes. yeah.
then barbeque. then things were all luan luan. but managed to get it done somehow. yays. da whole band kana pump for no reason then alumnis and sec 1s throw water bombs at us. evil. lolz. sean reminded da ppl around him we'r not supposed to move anyway. so like. whole band run away oni some sec 3s all stay there kana bomb. lolz. so yeah. i got wet too. boo. haha.
during da cake cutting.
me:: nahh. -give jiajia liang cha drink-
mr lim:: u want me get diabetics rite!!
me:: this one oso. -give ferrero roche-
mr lim:: u want me get fat rite!!
me:: ermmm??
sec 2's performance was totally kewttt. then sec 3 performance in the end cancelled. how sad. sob.
cried again. second time this week. this time was like serious la. wont say why. two days ago was coz of someone mahs. yeps. like i'll never ever cry infront of my frens can? boo. zeting was like "oc cannot cry! oc cannot cry!" around me. seriously think it was very stupid and silly of me to cry for this stupid stuff. like. if next time again how? cry ah? stupid me. not fit to be even a probational band major. argh.
thx esther. laypeng. chingyee. (:
went to chingyee's house with ppl. siying's sec 1 sis jiaying oso came. lolz. we all took off shoes. then splash water from the poolside. security guard caught us. boo. haha. ate and chat and played games. lolz. jiaying told me some stuff. just got to say. sec 1s so damn adorable. =)
might have exchange on sat. with st andrews. not confirm. dunno. yeps. hope have.
// silly billy me.
// chicken wingsss.
band tmr. rahs. yays.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
imm giant. haa.
stupid ulcer. comes and goes and comes again.
saw yongwen and gerald outside lot 1. yep. they were like staring at me. and i dao them. evil me.
had meeting with oc at food court. jiahui and dor came too! yays. haha. talk bout games. came to a conclusion. muahas. capt ball REVISED. weeee. killing two birds with one stone. haha. havent do da band essay thingy. ahh.
i felt so evil during the meeting. jordan so patient explaining la. haha. then i like totally blur at everything. just find myself a bit too selfish at times. mean rebecca. tsk. -reprimands myself. boo.
went to imm giant with oc and exco team to look for da barbeque stuff. me and zeting were like running all over going "honeydew!!" or "where'r the satay sticks?!" . haha. zeting dropped da aluminium foil when we were running back. then yes. people literally stare like dunno wat. lolz.
had to leave early fer violin. yeps. teacher still keeps saying that i'm playing too softly. haiyoh. then he was like "do u know gr7 violin is very difficult to pass?" and i'm like "oh." evil. lolz.
my mom is complaining that the computer keeps playing either 'dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui' or 'gu dan bei ban qiu' and she claims dat she noes the song by heart now. like the computer doesnt la. and wth. my mum cant even get the lyrics right lor. lols.
edited my friendster profile. go see!!!
i didnt know you would listen. =)
// jia you tmr. haha.
hope tmr's bbq will a success. yays! (:
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
got ulcer. =(
2nd dayy. lala.
chinese remedial in the morning. was super lazy. haha. reach there oni got like 4 ppl la. haha. yups.
poor jocelyn is sick. =( take care!!
band. things were slightly better today. muahas. that person's staying. (: i'm glad.
lala. i finally dare to raise my voice [slightly lolz] and was able to give instructions quite strictly. lolz. not totally well yet. yeps. shall improve. but. then it led to yokelian and others asking me worriedly "rebecca!! why u so fierce all of a sudden? angry ahs? ok anot??" ermmm. lols.
couldnt contact mr lim. mr tan said his hp spoil. like. dunno how to contact him. lolz. o wells. wait lor. till he came. conducted warm ups, band techniques and washington's post. was ok. yups. then tried a new march. under double eagle's wings or something. lolz. nice. haha. eileen dropped by. yeps.
had to move all perc to cca room 4. so yeah. then fall them in. then this and that. oc met exco again and talk. talk bout good and bad ppl. lolz. then natasha waited for me for so long. aww. haha. yeps. went to da playground swings with her. chat chat. home. (:
suhaila said she cried after reading my last post. erms. okiesssss. lolz.
easter's coming. i'm supposed to fast on one meal a day as some church thing. yeps. think shudnt be a prob. skip breakfast la. haha.
hope faeliq leonard and others have fun in your instructor's course. take careee! =)
i have an ulcer. sob. shall ask mummy to buy me a pack of chips. rahs.
it's no one's fault.
// good job oc. jia you.
i'm starting to get used to this post. lolz.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Monday, March 14, 2005
drills training + first day probation.
1st day. on da job.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYLIS!!
got like 4 morning calls? haha. thx mummy, tim chua, hayati and jocelyn. haha. (:
went to da meeting at 7. was late by 2 minutes. lolz. briefing. then we very lame la. all adjust hp time at de same time. lolz. yups. then chase band ppl fall in. was okies i guess.
had to use ava room instead. so all plannings and wateva totally changed. ya. so yups. told ppl to move perc instruments and others down. called mr lim. yeps. then mr lim call me like 3 times, and i all oso nv answer. so 'brilliant' of me. hurr. diao. then the door stuck. panic. quickly call ms beh. yays. haha. then went for sectionals. then combine. took a bit of warm ups. first time. dunno okies anot. got feedback that i conduct too fast. opps. real sorri ppl. =1
after band. chased them down. quite fast. oni bout. 2 or 3 ppl late. lolz. then after falling out, gave da punishments for late-coming. starjumps. lolz. then exco met up with us to talk bout today. ya. shall improve tmr. we will. =)
had drills training for OC by the exco. so yeah. we all went behind the classroom block. first training was shouting and projection of voice. ok la. my voice is high pitched. so charles and comm couldnt hear my command at all from the other end of the road. lolz. esther said i have to relax and talk slower. erms. ok. then laypeng so evil la. imitate me. evil. lolz. then tried shouting sizing command. yeps. all of us had a turn. lala.
then something realli unpleasant happened. yeps. then i just cried la infront of everyone. felt so disappointed with that person. then we all whole OC did something lor. everyone was shocked coz nv see me [or rather. an sec3.] cry b4 or do that to someone else. haha. then got chain reaction somemore. haha. then exco tried again. and worked bahs. i think.
went to lot 1 with some of da exco and yuting n charles. eat. then saw cindy and other church ppl. so qiao. haha. told esther they all da jokes and riddles. lolz. lala. then say till ghost stories. haha. ya. then home. tts all.
on my way home. got an sms. =) and. all of a sudden i felt that all da tears were all worth it. i dont regret crying. ermmm.wth. ya. know i shudnt cry bahs. joseph said bm die die cannot cry. even those on probation. =( haiyoh. sorri. let everyone down. rahs. aniwae. sometimes. crying realli helps da problem. somehow. =1
i realli hope u can stay.
// stay?
// tears.are.sometimes.worth.it
band tmr again. lets all jiayou. =)
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Sunday, March 13, 2005
first meeting on bbq.
ahh. i'm so nervous!
tomorrow's band day! our oc's committee first day la. coz exco members all have lessons. yeps. rahhs. think i wont be able to sleep tonite already. and yes. i didnt sleep well last nite either. was tossing and turning. boo.
had our meeting today. charles realli brought da laptop! lolz. then jordan, secretary mahs, type lor. haha. planned games and performance. yeah. good job to everyone. esp jordan and charles. (: lolz. ya. everyone had different ideas and thoughts in the beginning of the discussion, then in the end everyone agreed on this and that! yays. haha. hope this barbeque wud be a success! hahaa.
`to jordan.you'r a very very good planner and organizer. yeps. got ideas just say bahs. dont have to worri bout this kind of thing. yeah. so dont say that again ok. haha. u have the potential de. just bring it out. (:
i'm so nervous and scared. what if everything doesnt go well? what will happen?
ahh. stop worrying.
oc committee jia you tml. our first day. so must give our best. if we get scolded, must not cry. first impression is very very very important. jia youuu. even though all of us are oni on probation, we still must give our veryyyyy best. k. lala. and zeting. NO ANKLE SOCKS. -stares. and rmb ur badge!!! =)
hope jiahui and dor r havin fun in msia. (:
all of a sudden everyone has da habit of calling me band major. i have no name. LOL.
// jia you tmllll. (:
byes. lalalaaaa.
- i love you
fifteen yrs