Saturday, October 30, 2004
i met gillian today. =) hurhur.
12:51am::
haiz. now 12:51 am le. still havent done german and french terms . haiz. at least italian is easier to remember. o well.and i dont even know the theory basic stuff. sheez. all becoz i skipped grades and i didnt learn anything from that skipped grade. then now. must realli catch up a lot a lot a lot. music history luckily december then test. whew. jiayou. aiming for a Merit =) coz its my first ever theory exam. yepz. taking grade 5 de.
7:11pm::
NO german, french OR italian terms came out. thk God. haha. yehh. and during the exam. being the first-time-going-for-theory-exam person. i dont know anithing lor. so was like the gal beside mi pasted the sticker on her paper. and i was like ??? HUH??? yeh. then someone else did it for mi. haha. aniwae the grade 5 paper was ok. hope can realli get at least Merit bahz. =) waiting for results. wootx. lolz.
aniwae. supposed to go for band after that when it was like at noon. but turned out i wouldnt even have enuff time to go back lorr. yepz. so called Cindy and told her i going church. could hear grace shouting " YAY!! " or something. lolz. then sms-ed gillian and told her i going church. yepz. so yeah. quickly went to buy some winter clothes for the beijing trip b4 going to church. guess where. at CHINATOWN. i HATE chinatown. o yeah. the moment i reached there. terrible headache. LOLZ. saw a blue n black jacket n wanted to buy. but mum dont wan buy fer me. haiz. =( nvm. she bought me those " 5 for $1.95 " chocolate and a pau and that pretzel stick thingy -.-" lolz. okk. i'm spoiled. lolz.
then took MRT alone to somerset. saw gillian. =)) haha. she was like among some ppl. so a bit hard to catch her. lolz. hmm. then was waiting outside the church there for cindy. then gillian walked by and said hi. lolz. so cute. haha. yepz. cindy sms me tell mi go in first lor. so went in. alamak. cannot find my group. aiyerr. looked like a retard standing there. lolz. and the video camera boi was like 0.o at mi wondering why i havent found my frenz yet after standing there for SO LONG. lolz. then found them finally. yehh.
then got this new comer. yepz. he wore darn darn formally lorr. lolz. forget his name le. but shook his hand. he has a realli strong grip. veins poking out sia. lolz. lolz. and guess how his fren knew him. THROUGH MSN AH. lolz. yepz. and did i mention he is so darn darn darn tall. [he's 19] o yeah. i made a biggg mistake sitting behind him. all i could see was his spikey hair . -.-"
then lalala the usuals. then went to starhub. yepz. ate sea coconut again. lolz. yepz. got grace, cindy, jency and some other CG ppl to come fer Opus. YAY. lolz. =))then went home with angela. lolz. crapping about. then gill still sms me say she saw mi on da platform. -.- lolzzz.aniwae . christmas . my church outreach. oso gill de. on 18th and 23th dec. MUST COME. =D
went home. and gonna pract violin later.
yepz. tml is violin finals audition le. hope can get in bahz.
jia you mi. byez. =1
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake
// thx worx. though a bit de late. haha. yepz. appreciated a lot a lot. =) xie xie.
o well. i m juz feeling so tired. lolz. mentally.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Friday, October 29, 2004
hmm. last day of sch. and 2/6. sobz.and last day of *RP* recess together =(
yehh. today had prize giving. derrick n siti n shavin got prizes. yepz. so its out. derrick is TOP OF 2/6!! =D woww. lolz.smarty boi. lolz.
aniwae the principal's speech took approximately 31 minutes. wahh. proster.
recess. last day of me eating with da *RP* gang.
haizz. =((
sHo sadd. =( i will miss *RP* a lot de. haiz. sob sob. lolz. aniwae got extra long recess. =))
haha.
yehh. and OPUS II TICKETS ARE OUT. o yeahh. i said that ytd. but aniwae.ITS OUT! lolz.
pearly so nice help mi sell 5 of the $10 tix. aww.
ian n grace helping mi sell tixs too. yay. lolz.
sold a ticket to debbie. wahah. so un-expected . lolz.
but still got 800 tixs to sell. so must jia you. =)
so was in class trying to persuade ppl to go concert with zeting. and bout 60% of the class is now under MY CONTROL. muahaha.
toughest 'customer' was derrick. sheez.i was like " plz plz plz " and he was like " no no no ".and he even gave his that prized smile with his dimples. alamak. realli cannot resist that. lolz. wateva.
aniwae dont care bout his dimples and kept persuading him till he said " I'LL CONSIDER. " WAHAH. hail to rebecca. =)
aniwae. heard that SYF 2005 set piece got Count On Me Singapore. izzit. on the other hand. the theme is RASA SAYANG. huhh? alamak. why everytime singapore songs. lolz.
mr seow met my mum. and they crap about. lala. in fact mum was like cutting into wateva mr seow say. yeh. mr seow. BLEH. lolz.hail to mum. lolz.so yeh. got my results. HORRIBLE. mid year pull till liddat.haiz. o well. failed oni 2 subz out of the 10. D n T during my mid year by a few marks and my maths. wahah. lolz.sobz.
ok last year got 33rd position.this year got 26th. blehh. okk. lolz.and overall percentage is the least i ever gotten in my whole life. hmphh. dont care. -pouts-
ok. holiday homework for lower sec. suppose to keep a diary n write down da at least 10 entries. orhh. shall leave 4 entries for 4th, 5th. 30th, 31st dec. C.C.C and regent opus and wat happened da next day. lolz.
band. today so little ppl worx. hmm. then mr lim wants us to try playing Die Meinstersinger thingy for Opus. haiz. i hate that piece. i play halfway oso can sleep lor.so damn boring. haiz. mr lim all of a sudden throwing us so many pieces. die le la.
then left fer violin trio practice. that guy nv come. sheez.then hai mi play with the gal alone without da melody. bleh. got da keyboard score. wootx. yeah. =))
mom wants to cut my hair. sobz. i wont allow to. my poor precious tou fa. hmph.
ian says that mr charles rajan is going to be sjimb's teacher in charge. tsk tsk. my p6 math tutor. TSK TSK. o well. gooddd luck to them. =)
and geovenn will be sooo happy to know that charles is going over to SJI. lolz.
-Jiang Nan- =)) [thx grace for da song.]
// oh noooooooooooooo.
// tiannn arhhh. =X
tomorrow theory exam. jia you mi. =)
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Thursday, October 28, 2004
one more additional entry fer today.
and i just realised that mi and gill de parents have something in common.
wahha. my mom and her mom are like . keep asking us why we not going out with any guys.
and they are like " how come my frenz daughter got stead u dont have? "
goshh. lolz. anyway i thot parents were suppose to discourage us from dating. blehh.
but according to gillian, grace wont think that way. LOLZ. okkk.
aniwae mum was looking through my phone and she found a boy's name. and she asked a lot bout him. when i mean A LOT. i mean A LOT. and to think that poor boi juz smsed mi for " what to wear for arts fest tomorrow?? "
o mann. lolz.
anddd.
some ppl . so cute and v v sweet too.
sms mi then say going camp a few days.
then tell mi to " take care k?? "
aint that sweet??
awww.
o well.
tts my good fren.
haha.
promise. =)
- i love you
fifteen yrs
. lala. band rox. lolz.
. aiyer. didnt update ytd. coz dad took away internet modem coz i was naughty and refused to pack my luaggage fer the beijing trip. blehh. naughty mi. lolz.aniwae. pon school ytd so stay at home lorz. sian. haha. then went for violin. this sunday is finals auditions le. so lala. lolz. at nite was so bored without the internet. so.. thanks to 2 ppl, namely faeliq n gillian, who sms me to pei mi throughout that siannn nite. haha. thx worx. if not will be bored to death sia. lolz. =))
. today::
. went to sch n raining sia. lolz. then mr seow ask mi for excuse letter why i nv go sch ytd. then nv bring. lolz. then slept all da way till chinese lessons. ms chai ask mi wake up then ask me why i keep sleeping this whole week. lolz. so she was like asking mi if i pack my bag for beijing trip le mahz and others. hmm. yeh. the BIG risk. and she said wanted to tape it down. die le la. my BIG risk is turning into a BIGGER risk. lolz. so lala. yepz.
. then tomorrow getting results and report book. so exciting. haha.
. band today. was fun. lolz. although we oni went through one song. but learned a lot. yepz. and mr lim dropping us a lot a lot of hints bout THAT song. like. " huh?! then u cant do like that in SYF wat!" or " huhh. then SYF how? " haha. so obvious lor.
. then today mr lim made the front row ppl turn and face the back row ppl so that we can hear each other. then the tubas were behind the clarinets and the flutes were behind the tubas. so was like. everyone can hear everything. think quite good lor. coz some parts i dunno whether to slow down or not i juz look up and everyone like juz signalling or cue each other. totally cool.
. then mr lim passed me da bedok north concert tics. yepz. got sax de pic. lolz. so yeh. turned out mr lim took the all $10 tixs when we needed da $15 tixs. so only got stall seats ppl. sorri ppl =X yehh. so whoeva havent get ticket or your 5 dollars back.. come find mi =)
. and guess wat. the . Opus II tickets are out! lolz. yeh. pretty orange i must say. then joseph nv put the ' II ' inside! so now its like " Opus " . -.-" lolz. yepz. so i have some stall seats/circle seats tickets with me now. yepz. who want ??!! =D
. hmm. the sunday finals.cum.auditions for violin that thingy. yepz. thx a lot a lot to ppl like evelyn, wenyan, nuanqin, arev and many many others for telling mi to jia you. haha. coz if i get into finals then i will get $100 then i can treat them mahz. no wonder support mi till liddat. lolz. =X kidding la.
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
// haha. thx worx. realli. =))
// And all I want God. is you in my life. =))
// police office. LOLZ.
buy tickets for Opus II !! quick quick!! =D
o well. i sound so much like an auntie.
aiyer. dont care. so. WHO WANTS?? =D
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
ahhh. oh nooo. 4 more days to theory exam. 5 more to auditions. oh nooo. gonna mug mug mug. and practice violin every day from today. aniwae good luck to joel who's taking his exam today. =) jia you worx. God bless u =D
got overall individual marks score today. so yeah. cant believe my marks lor. my results r like .. almost all de Bs and As went to Cs. haiz. my mid year pulled it alllll down. down down down down. hmphh. shall post up marks again when i get my report book. blehh.
and we were given the chance to change our streaming options today. blehh. evelyn decided to put art as her 3rd choice i think. and the smart A1-for-science-and-math-and-chinese derrick decided to change from combine science [can u believe he put that FIRST CHOICE?] to triple science which i m so blardy sure he can get. lolz. PROSTER. and then still got a lot of ppl change lor. i didnt. haha. dunno whether got make right choice anot . haiz.
o well. some lucky ppl already having holidays. totally unfair. hmphh. =(
was in class mugging fer theory exam. sheez. and i havent got to da italian, german and french terms yet. i'm such a dead duck. jia you me. so dunno how juz ended up sleeping on the table through 3 periods until some teacher was like.. " REBECCA???!" ms chai lor. want mi help her find those beijing trip group leaders in charge. hurr. haha. i so guai. so help bahz. lolz.
aniwae. i got 33rd position in class in mid year AND last year. so . hope i dont get it again this year. its so totally uncool.
our band not included in arts festival!! wth!! =(( hmphh.
band today. was lalala. had sectionals for whole day. heard that poor mr lim was sick. aiyerr. take care worx. =))
o mann. my sister asked mi all of a sudden " what's a testicle? "okkk. so i reply lor. then in the end she went out and told my mom something bout someone eating testicles. and sperms. opps. =X haha.
AHH. ' ren wo ao you ' is SOOOOO nice.toro and fiona xie. omggg. they look so compatible!! =X and did i mention toro is such a sweetieeee?? awwwww.
anyway that gal 'yilin' totally sux to the core. HMPH.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
// lolz. i told u i wont go for something i know i cant get. =)
really wan to skip sch tml lor. hmphh. oni go there draw here and there. blehh. and arev they all skipping leh. unfairism.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Monday, October 25, 2004
WAHAH. and today is promotion day. NO SCHOOL. =D
btw. check out my pics link. the side dere. the links are below da names. yepz. linked the pics from Audris's photogallery.. yepz. is our band's KL/Genting trip de. =) haha. so erm. if u see the same gal repeatly appearing. tts not mi. its audris. lolz.
haha. see my new pic. and da words moving below. yepz. got them all from a poem. sweet rite. kinda sad horz. hmm. didnt write out the whole poem. if not u all get wrong idea. lolz. ok i'm not sad ok. dont get mi wrong. hmm. lala.
today is promotion day. lala. the day which the teachers will gather and decide whether a student should be retained, dropped to the next stream, promoted up to the next stream, or promoted straight to sec 3 w/o changes.o well. so i'm either go up to sec 3, going to be retained, or go down to NA. like. wow? think there's no records of any sec 2 express students being retained yet. so yay. i shall be first. lolz. i m soooo retardedhappy.
last nite looked up on ASC[I] MEP. my gawddd. i just realised these ACS guys did baroque music in sec 1 and classical in sec 2. and i'm entering ACS[I] MEP in sec 3 when they'r doing 20th Century music which means i'll be LAGGING. oh no.
spent last nite midnight chatting with jeremy . [my uncle. haha.] abt JC/Poly lolz. then we looked through some JC de MEP and stuff. haha. thxx. =D
then this morning. chat with mark lim. bout promotion day. LOLZ. and i seriously have to watch wat i put for my nick. coz he always can tell wat i'm thinking from it. prooo diao.
downloaded a ringtone using GRPS. so erm. lets juz say my mum's not gonna be happy with my hp bill. even with the wonderful student plan. LOLZ.wootx. my glasses so many scratches. aiyerr. need to buy de already. hmph. i refuse to wear my contact lenses. BLAH.
and i drank totally contaminated water which has been left on my study table out in the open for 2 days. tasted very very -VOMITS-. ahh.
went fer sectionals. me and siying waited fer yoke lian fer 1 WHOLE HOUR. omg . >.< then was like raining. and we were at a void deck. then rain splashing in. so irritating so we dont dare to cross.
then this pair of sec sch boys were like. " HOLY BANANAS! "
then me and siying kept laughing non stop. =X
then more ppl came by and we kept saying HOLY BANANAS! lolz =X
then went through scores at kexin's house. jocelyn n aileen tagged along too. =)) kexin has the Disney CD!! ahh. i want too. then YL, joc, aileen n kexin went gymn while me and siying played The Sims lor. then we created a family got mi and siying then our own v v nice de dream house. v nice worx. haha. then kexin de sec 4 bro came and ask us to help him locate kexin. blehh. then went to gymn there. then sneaked past the guard and we WENT IN. though we were not supposed to . lolz. and we juz sat there lor. haha. no guard caught us inside. haha. then got this few man inside exercise.. then siying said something bout one of them and we kept laughing till stomach ache . lolz. then ate dinner at her house. then home. lala.
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
// I realli realli dont know. if u want to know then YOU go and ask lor. esp since i realli dont know.
// i dont know what to say.
i am hanging on hanging on hanging on. for dunno how long.and i'm getting headaches everyday. haizz.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Sunday, October 24, 2004
sian day. sheez.
lala. afternoon. chat with grace [amb] on msn. haha. then was toking bout our dream wedding. LOLZ. pretty cute i must say.
then help ben to change pic on blog.
then went fer lessons. lala. quite good.
theory exam in a week's time. n i'm still slacking. bleh.wish mi good luck. lolz.
o wow. gonna practice clar with some ppl tml. and me n siying already planned out a schedule. excellent. =D
then i told siying to ask fatin and hajar wat time they break their fast.
then she was like.. " why must ask when they take their breakfast??"
she so cute rite. LOLZ.
TERM 4 End Of Year Paper.
Eng 1 : 66/90 knew i shudnt have done argumentation wateva.
Eng 2: 28/50 sucky.
Oral : 14/20 wth!
Total fer Eng: 68/100. B3. wth man drop so much.
MT 1 : 48.5/70 wei. not bad horz.
MT 2 : 51.5/100 hmm. wateva.
Oral : 25.5/30 i rawk. haha. cher said i tok too much. -.-"
Total fer MT : 63/100 . B4. from C6? not bad. lolz.
Science : 62/100 B3. big improvement from a d7. haha. =D
Maths : 30/100 F9. o well. sheez.
History : 67/100. B3. i m v disappointed. =(
Home Econz : 63/100. B4. quite ok. coz my cooking sucked.
Literature: 66/100 B3. o ok.
Art : 60/100. B4. hmm. sheez.
argh. all Bs. except maths. one EXTRA F9. no As this term. how sucky.o well. luckily these marks dont include their individual overall marks yet. haiz. will hate to see it. coz my mid year will totally pull it down down down.
total for term 4: 4 B3s. 3 B4s. 1 F9.
I don't say what's on my mind
But you'll find this out in time
Don't always open up
I'm not quick to trust
And let someone inside
// growing up can be so strange
// i want cheesecake. =(
// cookies. =1
lala. shall pray a prayer for Joel for his exam which is in two days time. jia you worx. -prays- Amen.
- i love you
fifteen yrs