Saturday, October 09, 2004
churchh. haha. maths. haiz. lolz =X
had a great time in church learning lotsa new things today =D haha. then there was like this whole row of guys behind mi from another zone and gosh. i lurve their voice man. esp those 2 boys directly behind mi. haha. ok ppl. dont get de wrong idea now. haha.
today jency, grace and cindy had to put up with my irritating and disturbing questioning in maths coz i was realli realli confused and blur. LOLZ. ok i DID ask A LOT of qns =X ..
for example.
" why cannot move like that?? "
" why must put ' + ' ??"
" HUH? since WHEN? "
" IZZIT?????!! "
sorri worx. made u all look so stress and 'huh?' =X lolz.learned quite a lot on algebra today. compared to being in class with ms chin =X lolz
drank pure chocolate from coffee bean today. i'm crazi bout pure chocolate de. so happi =D
gabriel [grace's brother] came today and he kept playing with my phone. lolz. kept taking photos here and there de. haha. took photo with him =D haha =X
on the way back. took 190 and passed by a lot of schools. so cindy and i went a bit crazi. was like. " RGS ! RGS ! "
" HEY!! SCGS !!!! "
" SJI!! "
" WEST SPRING !! [me oni lolz] "
ate dinner with dad n sister at Ajisen. couldnt finish half the bowl of noodles =X kinda a lot i must say. lolz. anyway. i bore my sister to death with the explanation of de L1R5 and L154 o level system thingy with my dad. though i still have 2 years away. but hey. good to talk bout these things. lolz.
I stand before you Lord
And give you all my grace
Your love is all i need
Jesus you'r all i need
My life belongs to You
You gave your life for me
Your grace is all i need
Jesus You'r all i need
// haha. ok i will =D
ahh. science. then maths paper. gosh. >.<
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Friday, October 08, 2004
lala. i dedicate the poem below which i posted ytd to my fren. hmm. must *zhen zuo*! ok? =)
home econz practical today. and i flunk it. lolz. anyway. the spongecake turned out to be rock hard bread. >.<> 1 raisin cookie
siti --> 2 choc. chip cookies
nuan qin --> 1 choc. chip cookie with melted choc
evelyn --> 2 choc. chip cookies
elisha --> 1 choc. muffin
michelle --> 2 rock choc. cookies
kaiyun --> chocolate chips. pureee.
nicholas --> 1 fruit cheesecake. but didnt eat. sorri =X
hmm. so was fulllll. lolz. aft sch went to Mac with arev & wenyan to meet cindy n others. yepz. after all the snacks could only manage to eat chicken nuggets and some fries. haha. then waited for nicholas and afiqah to come. yepz. they were getting tuition from this tall indian sec 2 boi. hmm. dont know his name.
supposed to go for violin trio practice. but mistook jurong west for jurong east. so in the end teacher called mi and said i dont have to attend today's practice. opps. =X lolz. then went back to yew tee to meet wenyan and arev. chat chat. then we climbed up to the top of the hill at the park. rather quiet. but lotssss of mosquito. lolz. practiced violin a bit. =X
i found out this Grand Concert is not just A CONCERT. its a music competition. -speechless- so dead. lolz.
aniwae. arev n wenyan encouraged mi so much =)) told mi to jia you and this sort of thing. v v touched. lolz.
my sister made sushi for dinner. little sister. and i dare not eat it. lolz. so i made my own.. and it tastes worse =X lolz. o well. at least i think i "passed" for this.. haha..
But I know that for you
To be here without me by your side
It's a love crime
Why you act so surprised
I can tell from the guilt in your eyes
It's a love crime to me
// jia you jia you jia you !
// stick. to. de. BOOKLET !!!!!
hmm. all these blue highlighted thingys. are all song lyrics which i like.. hope u all enjoy =D
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Thursday, October 07, 2004
When you love someone so deep inside
It seems like it's so easy to hide
You've loved him for so very long
You would think he could do no wrong
Every day you would hope and pray
That he would always stay this way
He treated you like you should be treated
You thought your life was finally completed
You thought your love was growing true
And then one day it was all so blue
He started putting you down and it hurt
You thought all you were to him was dirt
He started ignoring you and you wondered why
All you wanted to do was curl up and die
You thought your relationship would never end
But that was all so fake and pretend
One night he was so sweet to you
You thought all those things were maybe untrue
Two days later he was back the same
You thought you were the one to blame
He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious
By this time you knew it wouldn't last
All the nice things he said were in the past
You thought that you would marry him some day
But this time God wanted to get his way
You wanted things back how they were before
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore
It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock
You knew this was going to happen soon
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon
haha. got this from friendster. not bad de poem but guess kinda a bit sad type. lolz.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
lalalala. thursday. so fast. lolz. ytd slept on the computer chair till 4am w/o knowing. lolz.
anyway. today afiqah me and evelyn each made our very own little 'booklet' which we named " Our Book " . haha. yepz. 3 booklets. haha. then we wrote down our aims for overall this year and blah blah. haha. i wrote down fer maths -> C6. u all may think ' why u aim so low ' . but C6 = pass in overall maths FINALS. i need an A1 this TERM to pass overall finals. soo. yeah. which means. its impossible. buttt. yes. i'm not giving up le. lolz. =D its like. nid A1 this term. sheez. lolz. wonder how i'm gonna jump from a F9 [19/100] to A1 [required 77/100].
jency is a pro-ster. prelim maths. from F9 in mid year to B4 for prelims. wow =D
lala. in-class caning today. today was jasper. hate watching this kind of caning thingys. then closed my eyes right b4 the caning till it was over. lolz.
english lesson mr seow brought us to computer lab. to play and slack. lolz.
went home. and watched cartoons. yay.
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
// promiseeeeeee? lolz. *cheerios*
// E.A.R roxx. =))
hmm. home econz practical tomorrow. will be making sponge cake. wish me luck =D
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
happy 1 week anniversary to my new phone. and happi birthday jacky. lolz.
wahah. PE. backache again. ouchh. then pulled on jasmine's and yinghui's arm during run. lolz. o well. den some of da sec 3-1 ppl and our class played this malay game "chapt-tay" or wateva. lolz. realli cool. zhengjun was one of de sec 3s. den whenever he couldnt kick de thingy he would try to hide his face. lolz. so cute. haha. too bad i wasnt playing. had to sit down and resttt. lolz. then janice vivian nicholas salina n mi chat. i read nicky's fortune by pointing out lines on his palm. and i added a whole lot of crap. for example "ooo. look at this line. u'r gonna fail in yr career." lolz =X then ended up kana beaten by nicholas. lolzz. then a lot ppl asking mi why i not smiling. i not mehh -.- lolz.
then ms chin told mi i needed an A1 this term fer maths. JUST to PASS MATHS finals. o well. i'm so dead. given up le. haiz. hmm. so unlike mi to give up. lolz. anyway. mi and evelyn started saying we'll give up on maths together. from today. lolz. go figure. coz of ms chin. totally unlogical rite. lolz.
me wenyan siti afiqah ate at mac lor. then crapped about a lot. i was realli bad. kip saying afiqah -racist- and -colour"rist"- LOLZ. and i intro her a lot of -ahem- tutors. lolz. realised didnt bring key out. so went de la salle find sister to take key. wahh. school changed so much le. the new principal/vice.p and teachers all different. de la salle's standard is dropping a lot le. haiz.
then went wenyan's house. slackk. then cindy and whole CG came over. then chat chat. tok to jency bout taking combined science or pure. and a whole lot of stuff. hmm. lolz. went violin rushingly. yar. today v v tired at violin. played at a wickedly crazi speed with crazi fingerings. teacher said V good. =D yay. today my D and G fingering sticker is being 'taken off'. wootx. EXCELLENT. yepz. our violin trio de Violin 1 changed to another pro-ster gal who is higher advance grade de. yepz. gonna meet up this fri at jurong for first combined practice. jia you. haha. auditions at 9am on 31st. hmph. i want to sleep lehz. lolz.
And now that You'r here
Everything's so different
Everything's so different, Lord
I know I'm not the same
My life you've change
I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You
// some ppl want it all. but i dont wan nth at all... some juz wan everything. but everything means nth. if i aint got u. -alicia keys.
// hmm. thx to those. who told mi to jia you. lolz.
// sorri to those i nv reply sms de. thot u all bz mah. haha.
wahha. i'm so stressed up. and no one believes mi. coz they know its not true. =D being happy alwayssssss. is the trick.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
blehh. had headache and dizziness last nite. >.< haiz. =(
took english paper today. paper 1 was ok. wrote a report. then compo chose de last qn from the other 5. think its my worst discussion i have ever written. " Should P.E be made compulsory in schools? " dont realli know why i chose that qn. haha. then paper 2. dizziness and headache came back. haiz. so was like couldnt realli concentrate on de paper. and ended up giving v v short answers. so i shall conclude that i think i will fail paper 2. badly. =( haiz. o well. anyway take le. no use saying le =(
then went to lot 1 . despite dizziness. couldnt walk properly. lolz. then nuanqin n wenyan had to sympathize with mi. haizzz. nuanqin says i'm sick. cant be bahz =X cannotttt. =( then went KFC. no one inside worx. =)) yay. haha. then walk walk walk. met a lot of ppl. =D lolz. then went to da library. i was kinda pervertic. read out de whole article on menses LOUDLY. and this man was like 0.o at me. haha. then i was going on bout how curry puffs menstrate. ok. i'm disgusting to say that the menses of curry puff = KFC whipped potato. =D i rawk. haha.o well. on the way home. got a sec sch gal sat beside mi. tok v v v v v loud. think 3 times mine. lolz. and she ah liann. scolding here and there. haha. o well. headache again on the bus.
came home. and headache + dizzy mind. haiz. have lotsa things to go through today. o well. must force myself. =1 its juz for 2 more weeks. i can do it. =D lolz.
To be a lighthouse
To guide people to Christ
To gather as the family of God
To be grounded in the faith
To be groomed to serve
In the power of the holy spirit
With the chief's end
To glorify and to enjoy our God's love =))
// ya lor. so hard. >.<>
// SIMS 2 IS OUT!!! I WANT!!!!!!!!
// hmm. KFC Ultimate meal. LOLZ =X
lala. next week is the major exams' week. ahh. lolz. done forrr.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Monday, October 04, 2004
A for bio test. yehh. =))
ahh. monday. lolz. hmm. updated my friendster profile. go check out =D
hmm. got back bio class test paper. not bad worx. an A. 17.5/20 . lolz. wrote 'semen' as 'fluid' and deduct 0.5 marks. wasted. lolz.
for art today. mdm fazelah scolded mi for laughing too loud =X o welll. haha.
arms were realli full today. yepz. had to carry 4 textbooks. namely all the thick ones. lolz. science english math lit. [ok lit not realli that bad] . plus de art block. haha. and my bag was like. one file two exercise books and one pencil case. lolz =X i'm lazy. haha. but luckily. after school edmund kor and jasper offered to carry de books for mi. thx ^-^ =))
then siti brought some cookies she baked. realli nice and yummi. =D yepz. and she promised to bake mi a BIGGG one on my birthday. =D YAY!
went to macd then wenyan's house. and slack. haha. found out that my phone got GPRS for mms de. and yet i didnt know till today. how slow i m. haha.
then on the way home. passed by De La Lalle. thot of picking up sister. so waitedddd. and in the mist of all de kids running out. she wasnt among them. haha. o well. so walked home. o ya. reaching near de junction. finally saw her with two of her frenz. lolz =X i'm juz slowww. haha.
my mum bought 65 eggs home ytd. amazing. haha. and she used 10 of them to make her egg cake i think. hmm. lolz. and i used 3 to fry rice. haha. our family is juz crazi bout eggs =D haha.
You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious Jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all
// dont think too much bahz. =)
// i love ballads. and rock. =D
haha.wish me good luck fer tomorrow's english paper bahz ^-^ *cheerios*
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Sunday, October 03, 2004
feeling holy. =)
welcome to my new blog. o well. juz changed de picture, music and domain name only. lolz =)
it rained this afternoon. and i love rainy days esp if you'r at home. haha. can relax in peace with only the sound of de splashing rain. how nice. =)) dont you think so? lolz.
ok. i'm feeling so holistic. holy+listic. lolz. dunno why. o well. =D God always sticks with us in times of trouble -coz- God Loves Us -and tts why- God rox. hmm. feel like going back to de la salle. to attend a mass. lolz. miss it so much. =1 haha.
I'll sing to you Lord
A hymn of love
For your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
// i miss telepathy. hmm.
// confidence confidence confidence.
tomorrow.will.be.a.brand.new.day
- i love you
fifteen yrs