Saturday, October 23, 2004
lala. band band. lolz.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE!!! =D
o mann. how come almost all the f.horn players in rgt all bday this month de. strange. lolz.
went fer band. met jocelyn. couldnt find kexin. turned out she left first le. aiyerr. lolz.
had band jog then drills. today got laypeng and the other NA sec 4s with us taking us a bit. wootx. so was pretty strict and stuff. muslims even joined the run and drills even though they were told they didnt have to coz of fasting month. lolz. okkk.
had combine in da morning. o well. didnt play well today. =( sobzz. i didnt give all my best. haiz. =((
sectionals in the afternoon. and mr lim juz threw us 2 more pieces. o well. both are not easy. we have like. 15 not confirmed pieces now. and even NOT including the 'small group' pieces. wahh. aiyerr. must buck up a lot a lot . i want gelato. lolz.today practiced american salute. glad that i can catch up a bit with the crazi speed at H now. haha. but still quite bad. got the 'fla fla' sound. lolz.after band. yvonne got kana by us. sprayed with water. LOLZ. okk.
then i said i wanted to go over to bn next sat to give kelly or someone the money. so charles nid to send scores over. so he coming too bahz. and amy and aileen and others. yay. haha.
went to yew tee mac with amy, aileen, yoke lian and kexin.told a lot of very lame jokes and lamed the hell out of them. yarr
.quote:" wah rebecca u more lame than zeting now. "LOLZ. -.-"
then dunno why. that steven and richard guy came. 0.o hmm.
then aileen went to layer her hair. wootx. so nice. haha.
went home seeing my sister lying on the sofa like so pale liddat.then took her temp. wah laoo. 39 degrees. HIGH fever.so went to get da ice pack. lala. aint i so nice. lolz.
Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored
Why, why was I chosen?
Why am I left without?
// slacker. lolz.
// -loneliness.
o well. shall stay up late tonite. i dont even feel like doing anything. sheez.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Friday, October 22, 2004
o lala. got back literature marks. hurhur.dunno overall for subz yetttt. sobz. shall post up marks here on tuesday. since i getting results slip on that day. lolz.
went to get trophy with da rest of the quiz team. me joel and pris champion team worx. =D haha. my trophy looks totally gorgeous. NOT. =X ok nothinggg. lolz.
home econz. teacher made us draw out a diet fer a day. then we each got this food booklets which had the different foods and their sodium.. vitamins..fats.. and wateva amounts. and we had a certain guide to follow. so energy was 2106. hmm. fats was 20. and blah blah.after much much much planning and counting here and there. planned this. but i still lost to evelyn coz her fats count was lower BUT my vitamin C count was higher. HAHA.
Breakfast: Cheese Bun, Grass Jelly Drink
Lunch : Spaghetti , -erm something-
Dinner: -wat huh. hmm- , honey dew sago
then mr seow continued with the one on one thingy. so i was sleeping then he called mi. hmm. wah think mine was the fastest. oni like. 2min. lolz. okkkk.maths played scrabble. and i won =D yay. haha.
band. supposed to go for violin quintet practice but then told mr lim he a bit like "....." . yarr. halfway through a piece i thot through it and thot like the auditions i can still make it coz got one more pract so i can miss today's practice. yepz. then went up to mr lim and ask him whether i could go phone my teacher and b4 i finished my sentence he was already like ' yes yes yes'. ahh. i think mr lim can read my mind. LOLZ.
went through some pieces today. happy coz i could hit the highest note for Eb clar fer folk song suite!! FINALLY!!! =D
sight readed Bravo Brass today. and mr lim asked whether we wanted this or Gelato as our encore piece fer Opus. I WANT GELATO. hmphh. =( aniwae bravo brass is bedok north's encore piece so we shudnt take it. HMPH. GELATO!
then mr lim said that Sri Kembangan is the malaysian band coming down to singapore to have exchange with us and anderson!! YAY!! SRI KEMBANGAN TOTALLY ROX!! =D
so excited. lolz. then he said maybe they wanted to stay overnite at our school. HUHHH. -.-" and then he said maybe they shud come to our house to stay. yar. we host them. then i was like "HUH!" so loudly. so malu. haha. yepz. but not bad horz? =D
saw the present which jocelyn told mi a guy was getting fer yvonne. OMG. its a life size [ok. 1m. haha.] WINNIE THE POOH with piglet and tigger and even a bracelet 'Yvonne' attached to the big big big transparent plastic bag. omg. and totally shud be bout. $100 ? o mann. this guy so rich trying to win her over with MONEY. tts what she said la. lolz. and i was like. 0.o LOLZ. but the way he passes the present to her is totally farnie and crappy. lolz.
and that guy even attached a hand written letter. ending with the words " can u plz dont transfer to unity? " awwww. =))
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
// hmm. who ask u. hmph.
// teddy bear. rox. LOLZ.
// u heartbreaker. -ouch. haiz.
band tml again. then tues arts fest perf le. jia you. lolz.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Thursday, October 21, 2004
aiyerrrrr. i feel so -hmmph!- how could i forget to buy Zhen Jun's bday present?? haizz. hao shi bai.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAYATI, SULAIMAN, ZHENJUN!!
yepz yepz. =))
watched the musical 'CATS' on video during music. not bad. haha.
then mr seow crazi. wanted to tok to everyone privately one by one. so index 1 went out. 1/2 hour later.. then come back. sheez. this will take FOREVER. and i dont want him to talk to me! hmphh. =(
then from CME till maths [which ms chin made us watch those boring educational maths graph show] till history just slept all the way through. lolz.then siti came to my desk then nicholas came then zeting came then for some reason i dont know why one by one came. till my table had like 10+ ppl sitting together chatting while i was sleeping. aiyerr. then they forced me to play with them 'Truth Or Dare', 'Dare or Dare', 'Truth or Truth' and 'Truth, Dare or Double Dare'. blehh.hmm. kana truth. then someone asked me something and i was blur enuff to reply 'YES' straight away. o well. everyone was 0.0 wth??? omg what a graveee mistake i have made. blehh.
then played 'Murderer' w 2 murderers and 2 police. o well. one farnie thing happened. lets see. nicholas was sitting beside me. so call happened that i was the murderer. so i wanted to 'kill' ppl mahz. so turned to nicholas and winked at him. waited for him to say 'i'm dead' but instead he burst into laughter. crazi.then later i turned and look at him again.. thenHE winked at ME. then i burst out laughing. lolz. okkkk. so we were both the murderers. LOLZ. totally stupid. aniwae pearly caught us both at once. how pro . lolz. then zeting somemore showed me his piece of paper and ask ME wat does 'P' stand for. [police] LOLZ.
after school went fer beijing trip meeting. then band. aniwae laypeng was talking bout the section and stuff to the other clarinetists.. so i just joined in when i came in. yepz. and she pointed out a lot of stuff like our section being already so small and yet we dont want to play loud and others bahz. hmm. v true lor. guess clarinet section has to realli buck up le. =)
a bit disappointed that some sec 1s whom i expected to turn up nv turn up. haiz.
and orientation commitee for next year's sec 1 cca day is up.. phylis jordan mengyi yvonne gangyuan in. and somemore ppl forget le. wahha. u all ahz.. JIA YOU! =D
went fer piano lessons. and teacher's two daughters has like new hps. p3 sia. lolz. niceeee. i gave them my number n told them to sms me. LOLZ.
at nite.. went to kexin house with siying n jocelyn to practice clarinet [erm. and french horn] together. yepz. since siying and kexin got new parts.. so we just like went through together. and yoke lian came 3 hours later. totally diaooo. lolz. then me n siying taught her legend of yao and others. lala.
watched the 9pm show at kexin's house. hao hao kan. v v nice. johnny yan has such beautiful eyes!!! =D omg omg. haha.
ok now mr seow is not making sure whether its L1B3 or L1B5 for sec 2 this year. hmphh.and afiqah asked me whether izzit that in sec 3 we can drop subz till left oni 6 subz. hmm. i dont know. can meh?
ok just realised i have only 9 days left till the theory exam day. okkk. planning. will have to complete reading the whole theory guide book, do all exercises from 1-5, and do reading up on french, italian and german terms. aiyerr. lolz.
ah. seriously i shud have taken a 3rd lang. lolz. and those who think i'm crazi. you are SO right. coz i'm studying more than what i can absorb. argh.
and i'm being posted off as a single student under my teacher. omg. gonna be such a loner. and guess where's the venue. at a hotel at tanjong pagar. wah laoo. so far. lolz.and piano teacher has pointed out that
I MUST NOT FAIL.
though i think he thinks i will coz its 'so last minute'.
You've seen some falling stars
You felt a broken heart
Time is all it takes
Learn from my mistakes
Know exactly what you are
But I can't hang on the side
I've had enough of all these fights
Gotta give to you
Gotta get this through
// i want it so badly.
// mint chocolate cookiesss. =)
// haiz.
o well. heard that someone got yvonne a 1m tall bear which costs 60 bucks. LOLZ. omg lor. HAHA =X
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
now all results out le. except for literature. o well. i shall keep u all in suspense till all results out. or till u all ASK ME. lolz. =X
maths paper. art paper. english paper. chinese paper. all out today. lolz. so all 4 major papers [eng, chi, sci, maths] are out. wahah. but oni got maths and english overall. aiyerr. hmph.ok no more details till i get my final lit paper. lolz.
dylan n eugene said lit is damn hard. o okkk. i thot it was pretty difficult too. hope can pass bahz.
for art mdm fazelah counted wenyan's marks wrongly. wootx. from 69 [B3] to 79 [A1]. okk. BIG DIFFERENCE.
aniwae. shavin and eugene asked fer my -ahemm- marks. [told u no details yet!] i showed them and they thot my paper was a fake. shavin " i would have expected a -- from u instead.... " . sounds so much like a teacher rite. wateva. maybe ppl juz have much higher hopes on me.
another case. was another paper. and think jasper or someone jokingly accused the teacher of marking wrongly for mi. LOLZ. okkk. hmmph. dont nid so mean rite. lolz.
and today me and nick were like whacking each other with our papers. blehh. who ask him. hmphh. pixie siblings. LOLZ.
and derrick is damn bian tai. A-CER. hmph.
according to mr seow.. next monday is promotion day.. where all the teachers will gather to decide who will go up to Sec3 next year.. who will drop to NA next year.. and who will be RETAINED. sounds so Normal Technical rite? sheez. first time i heard of this thingy. lolz.aniwae it all depends on our L1B3 score. [english + 3 best sub]hmm. dunno how much r we not suppose to exceed leh. lolz. =X
chinese period. ms chai told mi and kaiyun that we were suppose to put up a show perform with the other 18 ppl. huhh. lolz.
then after school. mr seow surprisingly let us off early. lolz. so went to canteen. then told every single person the riddle/joke bout the MUAH CHEE which i got from gillian. well actually me and nicholas. o well. we lamed the hell out of ppl. LOLZ. then went with phylis to buy presents for hayati and yvonne. wootx. yay. haha.and i miss afiqah. =( where is she!!! sobz. played badminton for PE today and SHE WASNT THERE! -cries-
was late for violin fer 10min coz of da rain. aiyer. and like so many ppl at the bus stop. lolz. then this lady asked mi where to take 550. i was like. CCK GOT 550???!!! hmm. then got another woman dunno tell her wat. then she was like ooooo. -.-" lolz.
then fer violin teacher wanted expression and loudness. he says i play too softly. i'm like 0.0 HUH. lolz.aniwae he wants me to get a better violin with those professional brown dozen cuts. oooo. i LOVE THOSE. but damn damn ex lor . aiyerr. nvm. shall ask dad to save up. LOLZ. then on the way home. met sarah. haha. so happi. =) then chat chat chat with her. lolz.
oooo. 9pm de show. that one with toro. VERY NICE SIA. everyone must watch! lolz =X
Give me half the chance
I'll make you understand
That what I got to give
Is so much more than this
Than you'll ever know
I don't say what's on my mind
But you'll find this out in time
Don't always open up
I'm not quick to trust
And let someone inside
// pixie siblings. =D
// MUAH CHEE!! =D
i am such a daoist. .. NOT. lolz.
nooo. i'm foreva THAILAND GAL! -smiles at arev and ppl-and no. i'm not in anyway related to thailand. lolz.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
wahah. yay. COMBINED CONCERT/EXCHANGE is CONFIRMED!!!!! =D *cheerios*
and i kept asking michelle and chingyee whether REALLY confirm anot. lolz.
went to school late today. aiyerrrr. so went to the courtyard there w other students to find mr yew for punishment. then mr yew juz told us to stand still facing him. and ya. he started with his nonsense here and there. and.
ALL OF A SUDDEN.
the most malu thing ever happened.
he just had to point at me and say. " that gurl over there is very well behaved.. good.. i'll let her go back to class.."
like -ermm?- everyone was like 0.o at me. aiyerr.
the worst thing ever is to be praised by mr yew as "well behaved". and to make things worse.. he repeated it 3 times. hmph. diu lian. >.<
got back science, home econz and history paper.ok. no one believes but its true....
my science from D7 became a B4! =D wahah! (cant count the c5 last term)
BIG IMPROVEMENT. =D
home econz. b3.. targeted for a b4 so its not bad bahz though i'm sure i could be done better. lolz.
history. disappointed man. oni got a B3. was aiming for A2 or A1 like always. lost bout 25 marks from mapwork and OEQ.. then MCQ oni 13/20. aiyer. o well. but my section C.. source base.. i got a 33.5 =D hehe. go on go on. no one believes mi then. haha! its high ok. ok i'm proud i know. helllooo. nicholas was like totally ******** at me. LOLZ. sorri lar. and he used the " i'm taller than u anyway " thingy. hmphh. i dont care. >.<
anyway today i got a lot of 'beatings' from nick juz becoz i read his fortune and said that he will become a 'chief gigolo' [huhh???] and he starts on mi being a road sweeper being promoted to toliet cleaner and that i gave daniaal a muchhhh better forture than him. haha.
who ask u bulli mi. blehh. =X
anyway shall wait for the overall. i dont care bout the paper. lolz. =X
banddd. wootx. today band looked much "bigger". coz for once almost all the sec 1s came!! ruyu.. xinying.. jennifer.. jessie.. all came !! =D o mann. so happi. i was kinda mean too. tempted the malays who were fasting by drinking peach tea right in front of them. LOLZ.
then had sectionals. we snatched horns' sectionals' place. wahah! coz we'r fast. lolz. laypeng took us today. YAY =D
then combine. went through some songs. then mr lim asked mi to use Eb clar play the sax duet. and i was like 0.o lolz. okkkk.took the saxophone's score and was suppose to play one octave lower. o well. i couldnt straight away transpose down one octave so got a lot of notes wrong. malu again. haha.lala.
then yoke lian abit upset coz she cant play da solo well yet. nvm. sec 2s rawkk. =D haha. jia you.
You are the dancing queen,
young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen,
feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive,
having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene,
dig in the dancing queen
// wateva. -LOLZ-
// jia you sec 2s. we rawkk. =)
// dancing queennn. wEeEeEe =D
// heartbreakerrrr. OUCH.
band. i juz lurve the band when everyone is present. =)
and some ppl sms mi and juz refuses to reply when i reply. making me wait like such an idiot. i feel like. so offended? argh. tell mi first before u 'dont wan to reply' lor. sheez.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Monday, October 18, 2004
no school today. yay.
in the morning it rained.
slept n slept. hao shu fu worx. =))
then faeliq sms-ed me at 5:54am.
tian ah. lolz. fasting month.. so he had to wake up early lor.
and there i was sleeping so soundly. tskkk. lolz. =X
aniwae i launched a 'debate' w my mum.
she kept saying i was 15 years old from the chinese calender.
n i'm like. NO! I'M 13!
wahah. i just love the western calender too much.
1990 kid isH mi. wahah. and bout 2+ more months to my 14th b-day?
wootx. yay. have been waiting for this day fer ages. lolz.
had Beijing trip briefing.
we have to bring long sleeved clothes. i only had like 2 ?? =X temperature was gonna be like 15 degrees in the day and 5 in the nite. craziness. lolz. i'm gonna freeze to death. haha.but hey. its autumn. i totally love autumn. totally.and we'll be going with teck whye sec. haha.and each person will be paired with one china boy/girl and we'll be going to their houses! wootx! excited!! hehe =X
feels pretty strange toking to kai yun alot nowadays. LOLZ.
anione wants a souvenir?? quickly tell me. lolz.
of coz. some ppl will already be on my list of "die die must buy".
haha.
ok i'm pretty ashamed of myself.
instead of complaining and whining like in my previous post.we shud do something instead. rite? =1
anyway i'm sure mr lim also dont like ppl to stop coming fer band or wateva.
o yeahh. so me and yaqing chatted last nite bout this.
felt so much better. lolz. dunno why.
washed clothes for the first time this morning.
my mum totally dont trust de washing machine since she says its not clean enough.
ok so i had to wash by hand -.-"and my gawddd.
water splashing here and there.
helloooo. i'm in-experienced? lolz
aniwae seeing how messy i was, mum juz dumped the whole thing into the washing machine.
hail to da washing machine!!.. =D
looked through some of my old stuff. lolz. ok i found one letter when i was like p6 i think. aniwae after reading it i was like totally touched.ok.
this proves how important communication is.when u have communication. friendship and others come. its true. =D
and i found one of the notes i wrote down during band camp a few months ago. wahah. supposed to show mr lim after writing but i forgot. haha. so happy that i found it. now can show him le =D yay!
today i found out that andrew [ex classmate] is now in SJI. wootx. thot he in St Pats. hmm. didnt know. and he's in SJAB. i tried my very very very best not to laugh. serious.
laughs.
ok. so from today onwards gonna mug mug mug for theory and violin quintet rehearsals. spent today studying rhythm, tempo n basic italian terms.and also practiced violin. =D
tomorrow shall on others. jia you to mi. lolz.scared i mix italian with those german words. aiyer. well. all my music teachers say i wont pass this theory coz its too rush fer me coz i have never even taken theory b4. LOLZ. okkk.so i shall have to jia you a lot bahz.
if fail thennn... hmphhh. I WONT. i will just have to prove them wrong! I WONT FAIL. HMPHHHH!!!
n of coz. in the process. i wont neglect other stuff too. haha.
wahah. lewis nai-ma dont believe that i got F9 fer my mid year maths. hmph. NO ONE DOES. though 2-6 is a pro class. [bhb haha]but we'r not smart in terms of maths ok. LOLZ.
and marcus kor is asking me about why gals become heartbroken or something. -OUCH! oo. lolz. o well. juz anwered him. haha.
'cause You chose me
You called me by name
from the moment that
You touched my life
i have been changed
You found me and set me apart
now i'm reaching for
my destiny this future
You have planned for me
// i promise i promise i promise!! =D
// coz she was confident. tts why she won our hearts. =)
// i tried to wash the pain away from me.
school tml. sian diao. nth to do anyway. sheez. SKIP SCHOOL!...
and my uncle has oni 6 months more to live. if u know wat i mean. haiz.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
Sunday, October 17, 2004
ahh. woke up at 3:45pm today. and i slept at 3:45 am early this morning coz i fell asleep on the couch!!! omg. 12 hours. perrrrrfect. =X
new student after me. lolz. she's realli realli new. i can tell. lolz. her dad looks like zeting's oboe tutor. lolz. and even sounded like him. and he said hi to mi. LOLZ. okk.
and i juz found out that there's no school tml. just only.
sobzzzzzzz.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
disappointed till the end. the end the end.
catherine says " .. we might have only 2 trumpeters for OPUS. can u believe that??.."
and mr lim says ".. i might have to 'borrow' some trumpeters and that it might be a very 'diu lian' [embarrasing] thingy but we have to do it.."
omg lor. sec 1ssss. suhaila is also a malay fasting but she still blows her horn coz she says though they cant put mouthpieces INTO their mouth but for brasses its no problem coz its outside. and to think the other muslim brasses pupils dont wanna come coz of fasting. if its parents really say no then ok lor. but some of them parents say ok oso dont wan come. wateva. maybe i'm wrong bout everything. forgive me bahz.
wad the fuck hell is this?
anyway complaining wont help for goodness sake. so i shall stop. lala.
n i'm gonna try to ask ppl. try. though i dont think they will listen since they will think its none of my business. haha. tryyy. n still though i'm not a brass member but we'r still a band wat. hmm. i think i'm poking in tooooo much. i shall shut up then. =X
And when the stars are shining
Brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the
Pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you
// wo tai lei le. dui bu qi. but i'll continue trying. i promise =)
// truly madly deeply.
// double haiz. triple haiz.
i'm gonna try to shut up. and leave sec 1s alone . wahah.
i cant bear do that.
- i love you
fifteen yrs