/and my heart BEATS again ;

Friday, December 31, 2004
opus & grad nite.

o yeah. concert is over. grad nite is over. updating.

Opus Day. Ytd.
went to lot 1 with hayati, kexin n jocelyn to buy postcards to write stuff on it fer ppl. yeah. then took the bus back to school mahs. met mengyi, ain n stephanie on the bus. so qiao. then the worse part came. the bus crashed into some car. and coz we [the band members] were STANDING.. then all of us either fell on the floor or just slammed into something. -whack- yar. so my arm slammed against a chair. but no pain. haa. hmphh. then hayati they all fell and injured a bit. then mengyi couldnt move her elbow. o boy. was like wondering how on earth were we gonna PLAY during opus. argh. ya. then got one little toddler slammed into da glass panel. then he cry non-stop lor. ouch. then the bus driver got off and talk duno wat with da car driver. then take photo blah blah. after like. 20 minutes. go le lor. yeah. got off bus. THEN my shoulder begin to hurt. o man. dunno whether got something to do with da bus anot. arghh. then was like PAIN PAIN PAIN. haa. blah blah.
fall in and others. then went to VCH. siying realised she left her clarinet in school. like. ??? so she had to go back with Miss Beh. yeah. then had warm up and wateva lor. yeps. then run through a bit of the pieces. then saw some amb ppl n mr lester upstairs watching us. hurr. i got suaned by mr lim fer being nervous in loch lomond. =( wattt. hmphhh.
then gillian sms me say she NOT COMING. so sad. =(( sob sob. then was like. had run-through. then changed. lala.
then dinner. ate like so darn fast lor. blah. then ian sms. lala. ask where ticket booth. ya. lala.

then was like everything not ok yet then they tell mi go in le. huhh. was like -walk in- onto stage. unprepared. hurrr. my fault bahs. yeah. then blahhhhhh heard my name. 'becky' and 'rebecca' shouted out. ha. dunno who. think rafidah. lolz. =x haa. then concert. yeah.
1st half . erms. my Loch Lomond solo was ok bahs. american riversongs was better this time.
2nd half. liked bravo brass oni n someone to watch over me. only.
basically. it was so-so bahs. but erms. heard from a lot of ppl tt its not our band's usual standard. and " why regent band's standard drop so much all of a sudden huh?? " haiz. yeah. its true bahs. but we'll make sure our next opus will be up to that standard again or even higher. =)

then after that got photo session. haha. got loads of flowers n presents n chocolates. lolz. thx gillian, phoebe, cassandra, khairul, yonglin, jeremy, sarah, kelly, asmah, digambar, diwadeb, syaherah, bettina, bedok north clarinet section. and if i left out your name realli realli sorry coz i very 'luan' at that time. kkies. quickly tell mi .
gillian BLUFF ME. say nv come. hai mi nv give her belated Xmas card. haaa. saw ian they all oso. haa. gave jeremy dom n jason their cards lor. coz know they coming mah. lolz. =x
then took photo with MR LIM!!! -grins-
yeps. then left le. went back to school. yeah. then on the bus. de laypeng they all started a new thingy. bout me. I DONT WAN SAY. so malu. =( BUT ITS NOT TRUE HOR. hmph. BULLYYY ME!!!!! then at nite ate supper. then reach midnight mahs. so we sang zeting a bday song! =D lolz.
then got this sec 4 slide show. some of the sec 4s cry lor. yeah. v touching mahs. ha. then got talentime. n got give out cert. lolz. lala. then blah blah. amy gave wensheng the puzzle she completed for him and wensheng cry like woahh. ahh. made mi so sad. =( sobb. yeah. gave them their cards too. ha. =) then got section talk. so sad de. =( ya. then talk all da way to 4am. then chat with jennifer n siying till like. erms. 6? lolz. then sleep lor.
~~think mr lim was v disappointed with us. oni that he dont wan say. but. arghh. i dont know la.~~

Today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZETING!!!
woooo. oboe fren. lolz. xD

slept till 7:30. 1 1/2 hours. lolz. wake up. keep this n that then fall in. yeah. felt a bit sick le. no voice. lolz. ha. then coz raining so waited for it to stop. yeah. then went to foodcourt with kexin at bout 8 mahs. yeah. so ate breakfast there. then dunno how we talk will bout 11+ . then kexin say she want eat chicken rice. then i was like. orh. eat lunch here ah. lolz. yeah. then coz both of us kept laughing bout this n that mahs. then got a lot of ppl staring at us norx. so malu. dont know where to hide my face. haha. then jocelyn came. yeps. then go my house. play here n there. lala.
then went online. yeps. thx jeremy n mark n sarah very much. for like talking to mi about it. yeps. feel much better le. =) -grins-
then later pei them walk home lorz. since its like so near. haha. yeps. lala.
then no more. lala. countdown to 2005. lolz.

// yups. thx a lot. =)

// dang wo men tong zai yi qi.

// new year resolutions. =D

yayys. cant wait for 2005. lolz. weeeee.
changed my wishlist board le. yeah. go see. =)

- i love you
fifteen yrs