/and my heart BEATS again ;

Wednesday, January 05, 2005
school. 3rd day. banners rox. =)

super tired. la. my hp has been super quiet. thx to school.

was raining in the morning. yeah. was almost late for school together with jocelyn coz got one freaking sec 2 naughty kid went to lock the side gate just for fun when he was like a good 3m away from where i was standing. hmph.
today had physics. the teacher is cool. think she teach a bit too fast for me too. haiz. dunno la. i'm such a slow learner. argh. and for introduction teacher misheard " life science club " for " left hand club ". like. LOLZ.
then maths. yeah. for once i actually understood bout equations and wateva, ms beh totally rox la. the way she teaches is totally cool. and she explains everything totally in detail. much much better than ms chin. and she even goes SLOW. so slow that i could actually catch up with everything despite my blurness. =) yay. tts a really good thing. for me. haha. and thank goodness i have elaine n siti sitting on each side of me. lolz. maybe i'll make a comeback for maths this year. lolz.
PSE. o i'm so happy its dear MS CHONG!!! -cheers- she is the cutest teacher i have ever met. and one of the coolest too. LOLZ.
Social Studies. was ok. i guess. absorbed some stuff. and i managed to sleep for 5 seconds sitting upright. ha.
POA. lolz. miss merduati isnt the scary new DM whom we thot she was. she is cool. fun. and soeva. o man. 650 pages. gonna die la.
recess. the bell was ' Flight Of The Bumblebee ". haa. think Maksim. =)
btw. my class is a happy and cheerful class. even the next class can hear us. and we cant hear them. thx to the boys who have brighten up the class. yes. esp those sitting at the back. hurr.
o yes.
news. jasper is in St Pats. edmund is in teck whye. and shavin is going to india. foreva. yet another ex-2/6 pupil gone. haiz.

after band ate lunch. then there was these 4 sec 1 boys who were my height lor. i'm short k. and i was like -ahh- . lolz. then i asked them whether they wanted to join band. HA. one said no. the other 3 asked " u sec wat? " . and i told them 3. hur. they stared at me. for like. how long? then one of them. " wat class? " " 3-7" "orhh." and 3 of them happened to be from De La Salle too. i got so excited i gave one of them a hi-5. and he was pretty shock. LOLZ. blehx. lala.
sec 1 orientation. 5pm lehx. woahh. gonna play gelato, amparito and Hawaii 5.0. disappointed. dont have That Thing You Do. =(
went up to da 4th floor. saw band members doing da big big banner. help them do spraying. and then colouring. and then planning of games. lolz.
btw. i showed mr tan the phamplet i have worked hard on last nite. and now then he tell mi cannot use le coz sch dont allow us to distribute phamplets or fliers. o yeah. the whole phamplet department was SO frowning.
got my letter from MOE for ms tay. o yeah. i'm reporting next monday at ACS. but. at 2:30. o gosh. i have to cut DnT de practical class. argh. then how am i gonna do my toy boat. HMPH.

went fer violin. then teacher asked whether i wanna take exam this year anot. i say dunno. and he asked mi to name all my exams this year. o yeah. told him all da music ones n school ones. then he said i fall sick too easily. blehx. i'm like. " excuse me? ME? fall SICK? o tts totally not me. " and he said tt was becoz i was too stressed out. again i'm like. " ME?? STRESSED OUT?? " seriously no one will believe it de lor. haha. dunno. then he suggested next year. means i'll be wasting a bloody year now. ARGH. i didnt say anything. o yeah. and when i stepped out of the door, i forgot to tell him i have O levels next year. ha. he will have nothing to say bout 'stress' . LOLZ.

btw. eugene told mi he grew up since p1 on a daily schedule. ahh. maybe i just think bout making one for myself. if i'm ever disciplined enuff to actually follow it. Strictly.
ahh. wonderful. i realised i didnt bring home my maths homework book. die lor. how to do homework.

// ya. didnt realli mean it. sorri. =(

// ~~just feel like giving up~~

// some guys are just too heartless.

o well. band tml. and all da heavy books tml. plus instruments. argh.

- i love you
fifteen yrs