Monday, February 28, 2005
seniors' o levels results.
warning. very very long post ahead.
went to look at seniors' o levels results at the hall aft sch. ppl were mostly crying or smiling. jiahui got 11 raw. and i think yiinying got 13 raw too. wow. congrats. (: band members did well. yups. sat between ms lai n mrs eswaran and watched how they counsellored the students who came to them. rahs. and it was a very very scary scene. a horrible one. i actually felt like crying. felt so pressurized to be in the hall where students were sitting on the floor staring at that bloody piece of paper crying and phoning their parents. hey. i'm not blaming anyone. your future is realli in that small piece of paper after all. yeah. after a while, ms lai talked to me bout lots and lots of stuff which then i realised how lucky i realli am. lolz. then mrs ng joined in. and they both have this assumption that i'm going to be a music teacher. lolz. okkk. so diao. then oso chit chat with mrs eswaran too. yeps. starting to realli like these 3 teachers a lot le. haha. then there was this student who failed realli badly and refused to go to ITE. and i cudnt look straight at his face coz he looked like he was about to break down anytime n i dont wan to end up crying along with him for no reasons. anyway after chatting with these teachers, i realised i dont want to be someone sitting down there crying and regretting 2 years down the road. rahs. so i shall study. harder. from today onwards. (:
aint i so guai.
school was okies. i guess. had surprise history test. and got my chinese common test results. ya. this is the very first chinese test which i actually studied for, for hanyu pinyin. and. i passed! a 56. which is NOT BAD OK. those who dont believe breathe. -.- wah lao. how can. lolz. i PASSED. woohoo. zeting was like " HUH. U ACTUALLY PASSED?? ". muahas. i dont blame him. u dont expect much from a gurl who oni passed her chinese twice in her whole regent life. and my mom is like "SO. not news wat." wadeva. and i expected more than a mere 56. thot my comphre could pull me up. and i got a crappy 16/30. which is damn far from my usual 25-30/30. yeps. go on and say i hao lian. go on. go on. -beams-
Dnt test. flunked it like nothing. 10.5/40. hur. just as expected. and mr kamar was super disappointed in me. i can tell. guess he was expecting a lot la. hmm.and now i dont hate maths anymore. now its DnT. rahs. thats so wrong. i shudnt hate anything. haha.
anyway. at home i realli cry la. yups. the whole scene of the hall was still in my mind. the graduates crying n smiling. those who did realli well and those who well.. didnt do as expected. just cry lor. nothing. plainly dunno why. and sister was like. " not as if u getting the results rite. " shit u la. u just dont know how it feels.
o man. i ate so slowly today. u had no idea how slowly i ate. hurhur. -evil look-
and beverley keeps saying that i seem kinda sad. from my blog and msn nick. hurhur. got meh. dont have. dont have. haha. mei you. mei you. -shakes-
wo tao yan ni.
when u thot everything was going to be fine,
everything just had to turn out like that.
// all that here n there.
// congrats (:
i want my S.S results. i want. i want.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
