Monday, March 14, 2005
drills training + first day probation.
1st day. on da job.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYLIS!!
got like 4 morning calls? haha. thx mummy, tim chua, hayati and jocelyn. haha. (:
went to da meeting at 7. was late by 2 minutes. lolz. briefing. then we very lame la. all adjust hp time at de same time. lolz. yups. then chase band ppl fall in. was okies i guess.
had to use ava room instead. so all plannings and wateva totally changed. ya. so yups. told ppl to move perc instruments and others down. called mr lim. yeps. then mr lim call me like 3 times, and i all oso nv answer. so 'brilliant' of me. hurr. diao. then the door stuck. panic. quickly call ms beh. yays. haha. then went for sectionals. then combine. took a bit of warm ups. first time. dunno okies anot. got feedback that i conduct too fast. opps. real sorri ppl. =1
after band. chased them down. quite fast. oni bout. 2 or 3 ppl late. lolz. then after falling out, gave da punishments for late-coming. starjumps. lolz. then exco met up with us to talk bout today. ya. shall improve tmr. we will. =)
had drills training for OC by the exco. so yeah. we all went behind the classroom block. first training was shouting and projection of voice. ok la. my voice is high pitched. so charles and comm couldnt hear my command at all from the other end of the road. lolz. esther said i have to relax and talk slower. erms. ok. then laypeng so evil la. imitate me. evil. lolz. then tried shouting sizing command. yeps. all of us had a turn. lala.
then something realli unpleasant happened. yeps. then i just cried la infront of everyone. felt so disappointed with that person. then we all whole OC did something lor. everyone was shocked coz nv see me [or rather. an sec3.] cry b4 or do that to someone else. haha. then got chain reaction somemore. haha. then exco tried again. and worked bahs. i think.
went to lot 1 with some of da exco and yuting n charles. eat. then saw cindy and other church ppl. so qiao. haha. told esther they all da jokes and riddles. lolz. lala. then say till ghost stories. haha. ya. then home. tts all.
on my way home. got an sms. =) and. all of a sudden i felt that all da tears were all worth it. i dont regret crying. ermmm.wth. ya. know i shudnt cry bahs. joseph said bm die die cannot cry. even those on probation. =( haiyoh. sorri. let everyone down. rahs. aniwae. sometimes. crying realli helps da problem. somehow. =1
i realli hope u can stay.
// stay?
// tears.are.sometimes.worth.it
band tmr again. lets all jiayou. =)
- i love you
fifteen yrs
