Saturday, March 12, 2005
on probation.
scared. scared.
went fer maths remedial in the morning. was late. bad habit of mine. boo. must change. haha. ya. room was freaking cold. brrr. learned that number line. quite fun i guess. lolz.
went fer band. combine. vanessa and eugene came to watch. lolz. played singapore rhap. we improved a lot a lot a lot! thx to mr lim lor. so much patience with us. haha. yeps. " if we get a gold, silver, bronze or even a COP, we must celebrate, because we have improved.", as said by mr lim. (:
did a bit of phantom of the opera. tried my solo part today. oni piccolo wasnt here today. yups. mr lim kept telling me to play loud. and finally i played really really loud. and. it totally sounded different. ya. i shld learn how to slap myself everytime i play soft. haha. =x
screamed "we love you" at mr lim. haha.
exco announced da new oc committee. yeah. and. i'm band major. on probation la. haha. yeps. and concert mistress too. yeah. so shall have to work hard and so though i'm just on probation. yups. was so shocked that i just stoned. haha. congrats to yuting, charles, siying, jordan, gangyuan, zeting, dororin and jiahui. lets all jia you and work together kkies. =)
had a meeting with committee at lot 1. this sounds stupid but its really difficult to handle a meeting. yeps. so pei fu exco. haha. but we all were frank and so, meeting went quite well. ya. all of us went to chingyee house after that. dor taught me maths! her maths is what-the-hell-freaking-good. lolz. then was like all practising drills at the second floor, then the security guard scold us. haha. okkkk. so stop lor. haha. then took bus with jiahui home.
joseph said my hp bill is going to and will burst for calling and smsing ppl bout meetings. he dont know how right he is. its already bursting now.
told parents bout it. they were like " whats that ". dad thot i had to throw the mace or something. -laughs.
i'm so nervous and scared.
what if i screw this up?
what if i break down?
what if i dont manage things well?
// jia you. (:
tml meeting with exco. i'm scared.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
