Sunday, May 01, 2005
outburst 2005. hurhur.
first day of may.
was supposed to be a happy day. but sad to say, God didnt allow this to happen.
slept till 2pm today. pure bliss.
had a HUGE argument with my mom. it was SO huge that i said LOTS of things i shouldnt. my very very first outburst in 3 years? hur. and i bet i shouted so loudly that ppl living 5 stories below could hear me. hurhur.
never knew my voice was ever so loud cause if it is really like that during band, every thing would be in order.
details.
i literally THREW the whole bucket of water onto the water LIKE THAT cause i was SO blardy angry. and poof. the whole study room, corridor and my room was FLOODED with water.
apparantly, my mom couldnt and was not able to really -TOUCH- me coz i threatened her with something[s] which i didnt know i could threaten her with until now.
and it was HORRIBLE. like the devil taking over me or something. my fingers just became totally numb.
ahh. kept praying to God to help me cool down. it worked. (:
ended up doing physics till 11pm without knowing.
but really, nothing was in my head.
nothing.
what do you call this. PMS? maybe. =
now i see why my cousins said that i'll surely have my mom's genes of having a ENORMOUS OUTBURST once every few years and usually, it will end up everyone being really, really, really scared of me. yeah! i'm gonna be feared by all. LOL.
no wonder my cousins run away when they see my mom, despite her nice-ness i think.
watch out everyone, i'm next. (:
NAHH. couldnt be. i'm just growing up. thats why da sudden outburst yeah? yeps. :D
// outburst.
i'm throwing away my physics.
- i love you
fifteen yrs
